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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Friday, April 25, 2014

We both hate cold feet,
But I hate cold sheets more.
Why don't you add the numbers up,
Multiply it by the air lost to my lungs?
When I saw round "trip ticket"
Maybe I should have saw "merry go round."
How many miles are we up to now?
How many more until they give us
The free airforce pen
So I can sign off on a forever I can actually afford?

No. No. No... Fuck it. Fuck you and this fucking Long Distance Stockholm Syndrome you induce. I should have known. "Love transcends distance."
Yeah, but marriage doesn't. A future together doesn't.

Arranged marriage isn't looking so bad right about now.Marrying for love... What a ridiculous idea.

You say you're sorry.
I'm sorry I ever met you. I'm sorry I ever facebook chatted with you that night when everything was going to hell. I'm sorry I ever called you.
I should have told my mom everything and let her commit me. I should have just taken the hit.

I can't do this merry-go-round with you anymore. I can't listen and believe your empty promises anymore and I can't handle the stark, screaming truth. I never could--that's why I found you in the first place.

But I will.
Because I'm weak. And stubborn--stupidly, stupidly stubborn
And scared. ALWAYS SCARED.
Scared that you're wrong, scared that you're right, scared that I can't find anyone better because "closer" and "more accessible" does not translate into "better."
Scared, because I fucking love you, too.
Scared, because I know it means we probably won't talk anymore.
Scared, because it means you'll talk to somebody else.

This is hilarious. I don't even know if I like you anymore.
Why am I here? Why?
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Sorry for the rant. I just came from a funeral and didn't feel like saying all the terrible things running through my head.
My best friends mom died last Thursday. :(
I love you
~Belinda
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