myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Monday, February 4, 2013

Woke up plagued by memories. This house, this neighborhood, this whole damn city... it all reeks of him. As long as I'm here, it's almost like I'm trapped in my past.

Got a little bit better once I got to school though. Sat in the cafeteria, listening to my friends talk and laugh. Couldn't help but smile. Got my mind off things a little bit.

Almost fell asleep in Art History. I always get like this in the Winter time. Can't stay awake.

Don't sweat my cold sweats, baby.
You were only practice.
Guess I shouldn't take being used and lied to so personally.
You sure as hell never did.
I treated you better than your own mother
Built you up when she tore you down
But you just can't make a sky scraper out of an out house--or at least I can't.
Next time, do everyone a favor
And leave your heart in Ohio.

^Yeahhhhhh, I know it sucks. Bitter poetry always does. I'll get better as I get less angry. :P
But I'm unfortunately very good at holding a grudge so it could take a while.

Now I kind of understand how Ronnie Radke feels. He's with his new band and is more happier with them than he ever was with Escape The Fate, yet he still writes songs expressing anger and bitterness over being kick out of the band. It's the principal of the thing--that, and a hell of a lot of wounded pride. :/

Anyway, how are you all doing if you're still around? Hows school/work?

ily
~Belinda
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