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Tuesday, October 2, 2012

I'm so fucking frustrated and tired and I can't think straight.

Not that I can think straight normally, but today is much worse. Video-chatted with Josh last night and he was all depressed and feeling underappreciated because his one room mate was being a bitch and he started bringing up how I was kind of bitchy to him on Sunday--which I kind of was--and now he's off work today and I'm here at school and he normally visits me when he's off and and and and... *explodes*

'-_- The last time a boyfriend started to distance himself from me we ended up breaking up. It's possible Josh just doesn't have the gas to come and see me today so I don't want to freak out, but I am. I feel like everything is on the verge of spiraling out of control and I have no idea what the outcome will be. I'm scared and angry and uncertain and I just want to scream.

I'm sorry if I'm bringing anyone down right now. To be honest, I'm bringing myself down, but I need to get this out because it's like an invisible wall-theres no getting past it unless you knock it down. Probably just going to sit around for the next two hours and read Amy Tan. Maybe do some research for a project. After I calm down, I might be able to do more intensive studying/home work stuff, but for now I'm just going to take baby steps.

What do you guys do to calm down when you have mini-anxiety attacks?

ily
~Belinda
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