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Birthday • 1993-05-02 Gender •
Female Location • Here Member Since • 2005-05-30 Occupation • Life preserver :) Real Name • Belina
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Achievements • http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said Anime Fan Since • Ever since Pokemon Favorite Anime • I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3 Goals • Make it out of here in one piece Hobbies • Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown Talents • :)
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Monday, September 10, 2012
Oy... My head is so freaking sore. I don't know if that's the right word, but it hurts too much to think, so I'm just going to leave it.
It feels like I've got the weight of the world on my head--not my shoulders, but my skull, just crushing me to the ground.
I have to worry about how to get out of here (my house), how to graduate on time when I only have this semester and next semester left and God only knows how many credits, how to get a job, how to keep a job because I'm bad at everything, how to tell my mom the truth while convincing her I'm not going to Hell (which I very well may be), and how not to starve.
How does one go about growing up when they're as scared as the day they first came out of the womb?
I just want to sleep forever.
Btw, hope the video helps, Crystal Flute. ^_^
No, Faroe, I'm not moving in with Josh quite yet. I might after I get my liscense and/or a job. I'd feel guilt if I couldn't help out with rent. Plus, as soon as I tell my mom she's gonna give me the whole "living in sin" schpiel. :P
In my mind, we're already spiritually married, just not legally. And honestly I would marry him now if I had the money and if he had a more secure job, but I don't and he doesn't so oh well.
And, yeah, I know we're young (I'm nineteen, he's 21) but my grandmother got married when she was the same age, and my mom got married when she was 22. Both had/have extremely successful marriages. In other words, I don't think age is so much a factor as maturity is.
As mentioned earlier, I'm extremely fcking stressed out and need the lols, so heres a video.
