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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Lately, I've been feeling super clingy and insecure and I have no idea why, but I'm already sick of it.

I need to enjoy my family and the simply things in life more.

I think part of it has to do with the transition from Ohio to Maryland. In Ohio, Josh and I were practically married. We slept in the same bed every night, made love as often as we wanted to, and nobody ever gave us any crap about it. Here, in Maryland we're seperated by a certain time every night--we can't sleep in the same house much less the same bed--we very rarely have the opportunity to be alone together for more than a few minutes, and if we even tried to change that, everybody would simply implode. Ah, well. That's life.

Still, it's probably good for us to spend a little bit of time apart even if it does hurt. I don't want him to get sick of me.

I'll keep telling myself that on Saturday when he's hanging with his friend, Kait. '-.- She's technically his ex, but they only dated for one or two weeks, so it's whatever.

Joshes parents are pushing him to get a job again. My mom asked her friend for info on this electritian company. It'd be wonderful if he could get a job there, at the very least as an assistent(sp?) electritian. They'd also probably train him on the job.

That way I wouldn't feel like such a dick for being picky about jobs. :P

How are you all doing? What's new?

ily
~Belinda
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