Monday, April 9, 2007

  O__O
Oh wow! When was the last time I've been on here?!
I've been so busy! Good things bad things! Cons...the what not! ^^

How has everyone been?
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Monday, February 26, 2007

   Update:
So much has been going on! BLERGH!
I don’t know everything was going so happily and then Walla! Someone had to go and ruin it.
My online life is all screwed up. Some idiot deleted my Saiyuki Community on Live Journal, stole my E-mail, deleted my MySpace, and then took over my main personal Live Journal.
So this vacation was cut short, because I had to try and get things back.
Hasn’t worked out to well…
But there is good news, due to the bad mood that I have been in and the fact that Thursday marked the 3rd year anniversary of my late boyfriend’s death,
I have a lot of dark and interesting art to share…

I swear the worse things are for me, the worse my mood is…the better my art. T.T
I don’t think that is good…or is it?

Getting ready to go to I-con 26: less then a month! That much is good. I’m a bit sad, because I won’t be doing a Saiyuki Cosplay, however I do love Yukifumi so I do believe I will enjoy doing Kaikan Phrase.

Another point of good news: I finally got a new computer at home, it’s fantastic! I love it! The keyboard amused me for the keys are soft…strangely soft…

Artwork: For the people that I owe artwork; most of them I should have inked tonight, and I’ll start with the color tomorrow. ^-^

Sorry for the delay; things haven’t been the best for me, but I plan to get things finished by the end of the week, but I need to get a hold of a scanner.

Some things have worked themselves out; I did get a new MySpace:
Warning its Role Play only and nothing but Yaoi
I’ve warned and only try friending me if you want to Role Play.
(last name: Sanzo)

www.myspace.com/sanzohoushisama


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Friday, February 2, 2007

  Right, right at this moment, I feel so horrible. I can not describe just how horrible I feel, its uncanny, I don't understand it.

Yesterday I felt to free, so light, like I had wings. I hadn't been that happy in so long, it was because I felt like i cut those lingering attactments to the 'darkness' that bogged me down, that chained me to the earth. I felt good...

Even going into today, I was freakin happy man. Smiling like I've never smiled before, and now next thing I know with in seconds it all comes crashing down, and now I feel those chains around my wrist, holding me down, but this time they are tighter, now that I know the freedom, it has to keep me down hold me closer.

...I'm scared. I really am. I feel like I am losing everything, I feel like there is nothing left. But I know that there is something out there for me, I just can't see it.

I don't understand myself. I can't place where I am at. I don't understand why I am holding on to them, when all they case is alot of pain for me. W

I want to go, I can't wait until I leave, I like it when I move...alot. I never understood how hard it was to settle 'down'.

Its interesting, I never had to retain a relationship for this long, with anyone, I'm so confused...I don't know what to do...

I don't want to be that sad 'emo' person that I was, that I sometimes am...I want to see that I have a future, but its so hard when you feel like you have no one to support you. Its strange...I don't think I ever opened up so much on this site before...

I don't know what emotions are running through me besides fear...right now, and i have to sat its making me so sick right now.

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

More fanart is up..
1 Saiyuki
1 Tactics
1 DNangel
1 Kaikan

PLEASE comment...plwease! *wags tail*
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Monday, January 22, 2007

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BLAH ON FINALS AND MID-TERMS!!! NO MORE!!

...been working myself to the bone...sorry I haven't been on lately...

more art sooner or later...just gotta scan them...
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