like the subject says, today could be the best day or the worst day of my life. sorry i havent posted on the otaku for a few days. lemme break it down. lets start with the good and bad news. they will be labeled good and bad news so you know which is which.
i cut my hair and it looks pretty nice. i did it myself! its side-bangs.
one of my friends didnt like the bangs at first.
she told me was sorry and that she really liked it. she was just jealous. everybody loves my hair and they are jealous. lol.
when i got to school, my teacher had to talk to me. you see, i had a concert today. a stupid concert about america. i had this special part in the concert. i memorized this poem called "o captain, my captain" so i could say it in the concert. my teacher told me since i was absent yesterday, that my part was replaced. i bursted into tears.
me, my teacher, and the replacement person talked and worked it out. i got to keep my part with my poem and the replacement person said an introduction to the poem.
remember that whole fight thing with special k? well, i was wrong. i shouldnt just blame only him. i was fighting too so it was also my fault. i said something really awful to him that i will regret saying for th rest of my life. omg kelvin, im so sorry. here is what i said: "i hope you have many children so that i could assassinate all of them and smear their blood and guts down your chest and throat along with my sword." i know, im a freaking idiot.
i sent him an email appologizing my ass off. i said that i was sorry and that he could hate me if he wanted. as long as we respected each other. so then i told my other friend, lets call her debbie, to tell him that i was sorry and that maybe we could try to work things out.
i am very hesitant to talk to special k because i dont know if debbie worked things out.
*~more bad news~*
debbie told me tha special k said that he will respect me and all, but that i am dead in his book.
me and kelvin talk for the first time since the arguement and act like nothing has happened. i guess i should be grateful to the saying "forgive and forget."
its concert time and things are going horrible for the 7th grade (my grade). i fucking hate my fagget principal (please excuse my language). he is a dick-head. ok, he opens up the concert by saying some bullshit and then he starts to cry a little. fagget! and then, my sister was at the concert taking pictures and taping me when the fagget principal told her to turn the camera off. wtf?! everyone in the fucking audience had a fucking camera. wtf?!
*~more bad news~*
ok, my class was supposed to have two songs to sing in the concert. my stupid music teacher cut one out. wtf?! all the other classes had at least three songs and we get stuck with one that the class doesnt even know. thats why the poem is important to me. i dont want to make my class look like shit so the least i could do was memorize a poem. i was so freaking pissed and upset at the same time that every now and then, i started to burst to tears.
*~even more bad news~*
my sister left because my fagget principal kept on bothering ker. my dad was with her too so when she left, i though he left too so i was very upset. more crying.
special k was really trying to cheer me up. i was damn surprised because one, i thought he was still pretty upset with me and two, we never really talk in person. we usually just talk on the internet.
*~more good news~*
when it was time to say the poem, i was so damn happy to see my dad there. i almost started cry with happiness. i thought he had left home with my sister. anyway, i said my poem and everyone was impressed with my speaching skills. then, i ran to my dad crying and gave him a big hug.then i went to my teacher and did the same. then i went to special k and he said that i did good.
pretty much the whole concert sucked except the parts that i was in. i rock!
i said bye to all my friends and my teacher. when my big part was over, the rest of the concert was pretty stupid so me and my dad left early. i guess this is good news since i dont want to sit through a boring concert.
(i probably should have mentioned this earlier) my best friend couldnt come to the concert. he was damn lazy so im a little upset with him. i mean, he lives at the top floor of the school for christs sake! he could have just come down stairs to see me and then go back up.
well, at least i got to say hi to my best friend. i dont see him very often.
well, i guess thats it. thats what you guys missed these past few days. oh yeah, and one more thing. i got 200 guest book signings! thank you everyone! oh, and here is a picture of me. my name is jessy.
i made this picture. aint it kawaii? lemme know what you think. wait, hold on.
on saturday, i finally bought final fantasy tactics! hurray for me!