Thanks for the comments yesterday. I feel loads better. ^o^ I love you all! I think I actually got to comment everyone. Yay! (Sorry if I missed you.)
I need to be more optimistic. Jeremy has forgiven me. Don't get me wrong, I love the guy to death, but I don't think I like him the way he likes (or liked) me. I just don't know. I mean, yesterday, an old friend I stopped talking to for no particular reason AIMed me and I felt really bad because I realized that I had left him like how my ex had left me -- without warning, without reason. I cried and asked if he would forgive me and he said that he had forgiven me long ago. Man, karma is a b*tch. Well, like Jeremy told me, you learn from your mistakes. I guess all I can do now is move on. Really, when you think about it, thereís not much you can do when you screw up. It's either sulk and feel sorry for yourself or move on. Well, actually, it's more like a two step thing. First you have to sulk and feel sorry for yourself. Then you just have to smack yourself in the face and be like, come on! It's over and done with; MOVE ON! Thatís how it is with me anyway.
Ok. I think Iím rambling. Iím not sure if the above paragraph made sense. Perhaps the medication is getting to me. O_o; lol.
Ahhh, man. My throat is killing me. TT_TT At least I have an excuse to eat ice cream, lol. :D
Oh, and does anyone know how to upload art to theOtaku? I can't seem to find a link or whatever. >o<; I am extremely slooow. I bet itís somewhere obvious that I overlooked. lol.
[EDIT: Does anyone know how to change or remove avatar captions? Thanks in advance! (Mine says something about hats and it looks so retarded because the avatar is of Sora!! >_<)]