Thursday, May 4, 2006

Those damn parents!
So,I guess that I need to explain my subject.
Yesterday me parents went on a picnic and I had to bring something to my aunt.So I went to her and then my cousin wanted to came to my place.The thing was that I had to do homework and thatwas the reason why I didn't go woth my parents.However,I called my mom and she said that my cousin can come but for a while.
So,my and my cousin came to my place and my grandparents were leaving.So we had all the house to ourselfs!^^It was so much fun!WE saw "The Queen of the damned"(I'm annoying ya with that movie,ha?).WE got to the cinclusion that Stuart Townsend is hot and I'm going to open his fan club here!
Anyway,we went crazy!Therwere some not really nice jokes,don't understand me wrong with what I'm going to write but it's just something that my cousin said(btw her name is Olga so I'll just wrute her name instead of my cousin).
She said that she had a bad mood and she just showed f*ck to everyone.
I have no idea what happened to her that moment but she went like:
"Falling f*ck!"
Me :What?Do you have any idea what you just said?!"
And then we both started to laugh like crazy.That was our situation untill the evening.Eventually,I didn't do much homework and when my parents came back and saw that my cousin was still there and I wasn't making my homework,they got mad.Aspecially my mom.
Then I walked Olga home.When I got back,my mom started to tell me those things:
"How we can trust you now?How do you want us to believe you?You lied to us."
And a lot more.I don't understand what this has to do with trust.They knew that I'm meeting Olga we go crazy and we don't look on the clock.When I called my mom I even wanted that she would say to me no.
On the other hand,I know that it's my fault.But I wanted to have fun.I can't spend all my time on homework.I can't.ToT Now they're mad at me and when my mom will return from work we're going to have a conbersation.I hate when that happenes.I even wrote a poem,it didn't go that well but I'll write it anyway.
"Broken wings"-by Serenety

I can't brake this chains,this chains around my neck.
They put them on me-infrosing me to give yp.
They broke my wings,leaving me wounded on the floor.
They don't even know that they're killing me slowly,letting th blood come out with all the pain that I kept inside.
They can't see that-too worried about my future.
They took my freedome,my life,my will to be happy.
They think that it's for my own good,but my soul is dieing infront of their close eyes.
I don't want to cry,can't ket them see me like that-weak and fallen.
I'm going to fight on my life,on my freedome and truth.
So,my love,take my broken wings and fly to me.
You need to fly,to be free.
Don't let me die,save me,don't close your eyes.
Believe in love and believe in me.
I will fight for me,for you,for us.
Join me and fight ewith me,and we will win this battle together.
Untill the end,untill the death and untill the immortality,
we will be tigether in my heart.
Fighting for our love.
Forever.

I hope that ya like it.I don't think that I'll have time to visit some sites.Note for Josh:Olga thinks that ya're sweet.And perfect.She read the servey that ya did some time ago.And she was surprised when she read that the girl that ya asked out refused.^^-even my cousin likes ya.
See ya all later,
Nastya(aka Serenety)

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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

   Not much to report , just another post.
Not much changed since my last post.Yeah,my lise is boring...blahblahblah...My parents organized a party today,and my friend that was supposed to come didn't came,she went outside with her friends.Man,I'm bored.I had a good mood before that and I even danced a little,not jumping around.I was really dancing with music and it was a shame that there was no one with me that could see that or at least join me.Sometimes I just feel like I'm in a cage or something,and I can't get out,surounded by four big walls.Anyway,it's 12:30 at the night and I'm just sad right now.I don't want to talk about it anymore.So,how was ya day?Something new?
Questions of the day:
1.Did ya see "date movie"?
2.Do ya help ya parents when they organize parties?
3.What was the last time that ya got upset?

My answewrs:
1.Yeah,nice movie but it has some nasty parts.
2.all the time.
3.Now.

The pics for today:
Akasha and Lestat





See ya all later,
Nastya(aka Serenety)
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Monday, May 1, 2006

   Hey guys!
What's up? Everything is just great!Remember that I wrote that I had an oral test?I got an A on that!^^I'm going to have another test on that,someone is going to come and test our class without knowing anything about us.And we need to tell her(our teacher talled us that it's a women)about ourselfs so she could see how we talk in english.
Anyway,I had good time the last two days.Btw forgot to tell-Yuki-chan is back!She got back to school after a month or so!She's fine now and I think that I became a lot more happy after she got back.I missed our conversations and all the laugh.I did another test in english and it was supposed to be difficult and it was VERY easy.
Now I really miss ya,Josh.I wish that ya could be here with me and have fun with me.I laugh a lot and I wich that ya could share those moments with me.
I thought that it would be nice if I'll put some questions here.So here they are:
1.Did ya see "The Queen of the Damned"?
2.Meat or fish?
3.What is ya fav animal?
4.What is the craziest thing that ya would like to do?

My answers:
1.Yeah!It's one awesome vampirec movie!Lestat rocks!
2.Meat all the way.The only fish that I can eat is tuna.
3.I have a lot of them,but one of my fav(I think that it's going to be my fav)is felis lynx.It's sooooo cute!
4.Banjy!

Few pics for today:



Felis lynx!



Apic from "The Queen of the Damned",it's Lestat and his "creater",Marcus(I hope that it's his name 'cause I saw the movie with russian dub).



More Lestat!Isn't he a hottie?*grrrrrrrrrr*




One of my fav girls in fruits basket-Kisa.
See ya guys later,I hope that I'll have time to visit all ya guys(missed ya all *group hug*)
Nastya(aka Serenety)
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Saturday, April 29, 2006

   Hey guys! I'm back!
I've been pretty busy with my homework,'cause I was too lazy to do anything during my vacation.(this is one of the things that I hate about myself).Now I'm going to have a lot of tests,like the oral test in English on this monday(I'm so nerves!><)
Anyway,I saw that the last time no one really noticed that I wrote who is my angel.What's going on with ya ppl?I'm telling ya a secret and ya don't care?!Well,I don't mind,at least now we can write anything here.Angelus,me amor!^^ *hug*
well,I have some free time now so I'll write what happened at the last week.The last friday,we had a party at my place and my cousin came as well.She had to go after two hours,she went to a bd party of one of her friends.We started to watch the movie-"Date movie".It's nice and funny but there were some scenes that I didn't like.
Sunday-I didn't do all of my homework,aspecially at Chimestry but the day went fine.
Monday-the holocost day(I'm not sure that it's the name of it in english).Anyway,this was kindasad and I have nothing to write.
the following day went the same.
Oh,almost forgot,I had some importent test on monday,and there was some mess with it but everything worked out fine.
On wendesday I had to present my project in english,but I'm going to do it tomorrow.
Nothing interesting happened,the following days,but today is my parents annyversery day(I have so much spell mistakes!ToT)-16 years since the day they got married.WE had a meal all together,my dad put some romantic songs for my mom and now she's watching tv.
Here are some pics:
Angelus,this is one of the knives that Serenety uses.Coll,ha?



And here's a pic from my theme:



I usually act like Kagura when it comes to huging.^^

One of my fav guys in fruits basket:



See ya all later,*kisses Angelus*
Nastya

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Shirt post
Sorry ppl for not updating so long,I was busy with a LOT of homework.I really wanted to get to all ya sites but I just had no time.Anyway,I'm not going to leave,I'm just going to update once a week.I'm on a test period.I have a lot of them and they are difficult and importent to my future.So,I'm going to study untill I'll freak out(which happense every evening.lol)
Vince,I missed ya,buddy!*hug* I'm on a class now so I'm just writing few notes and I'll go.My theme is Fruits basket,but photobucket isn't working for some reason.Anyway,missed ya all.*group hug* Aspecially you,Angelus,my angel.Yeah,that's my guy.
See ya later,
Nastya
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Thursday, April 20, 2006

   Hey guys!
Sorry for not updating ay all but yesterday I returned only at 6 pm home and I was super tired.
My family,me,my friend(Sasha)and her family and another couple of their friends,we all went to the nature.I'm not so sure where we were butr there were a lot of rocks and trees there.Anyway,me and Sasha,laughed a lot as always.We took a look around,it was really fun to climb the rocks,jump and to walk there.I missed my angel (nothing new,ha?)and I really wanted him to be there,I'm sure that he would love to hang out with us.Anyway,we ate(everything was really tasty!) and then me,my dad,Sasha and her dad and another man went to some place when ya can pic up flowers.It's a very big place but we were under the sun and it was very hot outside so it was kinda annoying.Anyway,we piced up a really big bag of flowers for my mom and when she saw it she was amazed.She was smiling,ya had to see that.My folks are such a cute and loving couple.BTW,on the 29 this month they have their 16 anniversary!I need to buy them something and I don't have any idea what to buy.
However,I really wanted to put some pics from my trip and from yesterday but photobucket is really "fast" so for now I'm not posting.Gommen guys,but I don't have time for that.I have a lot of homework and some friends are going to come over to our place tomorrow.
See ya later,
Nastya
P.S.I opened a club-"Full moon freaks",please if ya have time go there and at least sign the gb.BTW,Angelus is a founder too.*hug* Thank's for everything,Josh-san.
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Monday, April 17, 2006

Underwear,ghost,Kagura and Miyamoto
WEll,today me and my mom went to some shoping.I can't really call it shoping 'cause we bough some underwear and food.And I have the pics from my trip!I'll post some in my next post.Promise! *wink*
I wrote in the subject 'ghosts' 'cause now,finally,I got the chance to tell ya about my ghost.I'm not kiddin' and everything I write here is true.It's kinda freaky,I worned ya.
So,here it is.There's some ghost in my place.I don't think that it's something that has to do with the house 'cause it's kinda chasing me.Anyway,I believe that I can feel ghosts,because I can feel him(it,whatever)and there was one time that I felt my grandma.I talked to one girl in my school,she has some powers,though I'm not sure what power she has but she can contect with ghosts.She said that it's not a ghost,it looks like a humenbeing but it all made of water.O.O I had that face when she talled me.She even talled that it likes dark places and wherever there's water.That explaind my wierd feeling in the shower,I felt like it's behind me.Freaky!!!!!!And there was a time when I felt really down and I set on my bad,the lights off,listening to some music.And I felt like it was behind me-coming to me.I turned on the light and the feeling slowly disappeared.
That girl even said that I can talk with him (she doesn't know if it's a male or a female.She even asked me if it's a pervent or just loves water,'cause of that thing in the shower.I think both.)and I tried but he doesn't want to answer me.
I hope ya guys believe me and don't think that I'm a freak of nature or something.What can I do if I feel him!Even when I was on the trip and I went to the shower,I still had that feeling.I don't know if he wants to hurm me or something like that,and it's freaking me out!><
Ok,I'm fine now.Here're some pics for today:



I LOVE that tatoo!!!!



SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful!



In this pics she doesn't look so evil.She looks very cute!!!
Has anyone seen "Returner"?It's one cool Japanes movie about a girl returning back in time and trying to avoid a war between aliens and humans.I love Miyamoto!He's cute,he has a really nice voice,and personality!Grrrrrrrrrr!Sorry for being so guy-crazy but he's so cute!here's his pic with Milly,the main character:



See ya guys later,
Nastya
Note for Angelus:Do ya want to be a founder of my site for 'the addicted to do the full moon'?I don't know if it's a good idea but I wanted to do that for a long time.If ya want to pm me about it.
P.S.Guys!I think that now everything is fine with my pm system,so now ya can pm me!!^^


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Sunday, April 16, 2006

Kagura rocks!


Hell true!^^
Hey,guys!Sorry for not being here,my dad was home for the last three days and he used the comp all the time.Anyway,I was kinda busy myself.First,at wednesday,I cleaned and then we went to my friends house.Her mom had a bd and our parents are good friends so we all went there.However,I met her,my friend,after not seing her more than a week,oh-I missed her.Anyway,she showed me some epizodes from some animes and we listened to greenday(she's really addicted to them).WE laughed a lot and talled to each other about horror movies that we watched.I talled her about the ending of Gothika('cause it was the only thing that I saw in that movie)and she talled about some movie that she couldn't remember it's name.Anyway,it was fun.
The next day we did a little party upstares.I didn't do much 'cause there were the adults and me and my lil bro.Anyway,after that thing ended, I asked from my folks to stay there.They said 'yes' and I wasSo happy.First of all because there was a full moon in the sky and I could look at it as long as I wanted(grrrrrrrrr).Secondly,I had music with me and that ment that I can sing and dance at least for two hours.FUN!!!!
I ended up,dancing under the full mooon.What do ya guys thing about it?BTW,Angelus-kun,it was a full monn for the last three days and I hope that it's going to saty there at least two more days.So,don't miss ya chance to look at it.
Well,for this week or so,I decided to do Kagura-theme.She's so awesome bad-girl!!!!!I love her!
Questions for today:
1)Who is your fav bad-anime-girl?
2)for the guys:What do you like more-bad girls or good ones?
3)What is worse:never be free or to have to much freedom?

My answers:
1)Kagura!!!!!^^
2)I just wanted to see what do the guys here think about bad girls.I prefer to be a good girl that can do some bad thingd.*wink* ^.~
3)Never to be free-I feel that way sometimes and then I understand Kagura perfectly.
Some Kagura pics:



Fly like a wind.



Bad,evil and beautiful!
See ya guys later,
Nastya(aka Serenety)
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

hey,guys!
Today me and my cousin went together to my school.We walked to the bus station and then took the bus.It was really funny,we laughed a lot.We was laying on the ground in my school,talking.there was some thing in my school,a renunion of ppl who play rolle games and they dressed really wierd.I saw a fairy and a guy in a skirt.Anyway,we didn't do something special but I had fun.Then came one of my friends with his friend,on a bike and we went to eat.My cousin felt like an outsider but at the end it was fine.My cousin started to laugh when he tried to kill me-with a rope.She really did.Three times,he tried that,but what can I say.You can't kill me-already dead.The ppl from the legion will understand me.However,I had fun and then I went with my mom to a shop.She bought shoes and they look amazing.I wish that I could get into those shoes I just can't walk in them.I feel like I'm bubling now and murmuring.NOte for Angelus:remember the demon statues that ya wanted to buy?The one from the lord of the rings? I saw that one in my school but it's kinda expensive.Sorry man,I couldn't buy it for ya.And it'll take a lot of time to it to get to ya.
Anyway,tomorrow I'm going to spend some time at my friends house so I won't be here at the evening.
And some cute pic that I found in some russian site:



Girl power!
See ya later,
Natsuki(or gust Nastya)
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Monday, April 10, 2006

   I'm not sick!!!!!!
I'm not ill anymore!I feel great and everything is good.However,I went to my school yestersay and there were really wierd ppl there.No one talled us but there was some renunion of ppl who play some game that has to do something with the middle age.Anyway,I saw one guy in sckotish skirt!^^XD,he looked really funny.And I saw a fairy and some dudes with really cool swords.Maybe I'll go tomorrow again with my cousin and I'll take some pics of the ppl there and then ya'll see them.
Today me and mom went to meet mom of one of my friends.Olga isn't really my friend 'cause she really annoys me and I want to kill her.Anyway,she forgot to bring me my papers,since I was sick,and now she had to go to my city to bring me them.But she wanted to come here to meet some guy she met on the internet and they wanted to have sex.I thought that she was kidding but now I'm not so sure.However,her mom listned to our conversation and she didn't let her go.So her mom came to my city and gave me the papers.Big mess,ha?
However,after that we went to a shop and bought some things for my lil bro and I got a shirt.Wow @.@ How fun...Anyway,after that we went to this big supermarket when my mom warks and bought some things.She sent me home with some things and my grandpa was supose to meet me.He didn't see me and I had to wave in a really wierd way and he still didn't see me!><# well I decided to take all six bags(kinda heavy,ya know)and to go to him.Well now I'm home writing this and I still feel great.Now metter how much ppl annoy me I'mstill happy and feel great.^^ That's me.I just said to my cousin that she's a conclusion in our language,but I didn't mean it.I wanted to say that she's poor lil girl 'cause she can't do something in her comp for her friends bd.NOw I remember one time that my cousin wrote cocporn instead of popcorn!lol
I don't have much to write,just wantedto say that most of ya know my angel and he's a member of myotaku.And Vince and Lv know him really well.That's it.OH,one more thing:Nightwish-ghost love score-lyrics:
we used to swim the same moonlight waters
oceans away from the wakeful day

MY FALL WILL BE FOR YOU
MY LOVE WILL BE IN YOU
IF YOU BE THE ONE TO CUT ME
I’LL BLEED FOREVER

Scent of the sea before the waking of the world
Brings me to thee
Into the blue memory

MY FALL WILL BE FOR YOU
MY LOVE WILL BE IN YOU
IF YOU BE THE ONE TO CUT ME
I’LL BLEED FOREVER


Into the blue memory

A siren from the deep came to me
Sang my name my longing
Still I write my songs about that dream of mine
Worth everything I may ever be

The Child will be born again
That siren carried him to me
First of them true loves
SINGING ON THE SHOULDERS OF AN ANGEL
WITHOUT CARE FOR LOVE N` LOSS

BRING ME HOME OR LEAVE ME BE
MY LOBE IN THE DARK HEART OF THE NIGHT
I HAVE LOST THE PATH BEFORE ME
THE ONE BEHIND WILL LEADE ME

TAKE ME
CURE ME
KILL ME
BRING ME HOME
EVERY WAY
EVERY DAY
Just another loop in the hangman`s noose

TAKE ME, CURE ME, KILL ME, BRING ME HOME
EVERY WAY, EVERY DAY
I KEEP ON WATCHING US SLEEP

Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve
Of you and me
Forgive the adoring beast

Redeem me into childhood
SHOW ME MYSELF WITHOUT THE SHELL
Like the advent of May
I’LL BE THERE WHEN YOU SAY
TIME TO NEVER HOLD OUR LOVE

MY FALL WILL BE FOR YOU
MY LOVE WILL BE IN YOU
YOU WERE THE ONE TO CUT ME
SO I`LL BLEED FOREVER

The big letter is everything that I mean or has something to do with my feelings for my angel.I love this song.
See ya guys later,
Natsuki(or just Nastya)
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