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Friday, October 19, 2007


As of late
OK so hopefully people have noticed my absense from the internet >.< T_T lol .... this is do to the fact that my life is all kinds of crazyness right now.

My roomate has gone completely physco and Im trying to get out of there as soon as possible. All of my belongings are still there so I stay over night but Ive been hiding in my room until he leaves so that I can get out/get ready etc >.<

He put a password on the computer so that I cant get online...thankfully I bought an external HD a couple days ago and got my stuff off of the computer.
Hes not giving me back my damage deposit either.... so im out $150. Its illegal what he's doing but unfortunaly we didnt do any paperwork when I gave him the deposit, so its his word against mine. I may have to eat it. At least its not a $300 deposit XP

Im feeling really alone.... not as bad as where I was in the beggining of the year...but just noticing that as Im going through all of this stress etc no one is calling me to ask how Im doing and if I need help etc. The only time I talk to people is if I pick up the phone and call >.< And even then its all about them....It would be nice to have someone think about me from time to time :P lol *sweatdrop* ... oh well XD I feel like when I say that Im being really selfish :S

My mom is letting me stay at home, rent free so that I can save up to move out again (in a couple months). But I really just want to take a month off and get away from reality....

Well so I dont seem like a completely depressed winer >.< lol I do have happy news! I went to the seattle cosplay meet up last sunday! ^^ I went as Light from Death Note and changed into Orihime from Bleach to take some pictures wie arrancar, then back into Light to do a private photoshoot XD I added a Light gallery to my cosplays, check them out!

Anywho, thanks if you read through all of that ^^ and sorry if its kinda depressing.
Everyone has their issues in their lives so im not special or unique....just have to work through it.

Im at home using our ridicuously old/crappy computer >.< lol I get very angry when Im on it *kicks* so you wont be seeing me online all that often.

~Ciao

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Tuesday, October 2, 2007


Random Me-anderings
To Someguy:: ya! Well I was planning on using my myspace for blogs etc....however Ive just seemed to come here to post ^^ You'll deffinitly keep seeing most posts here from me =^.^=

Ok so whats happening as of late. Im still working lots, get my paycheck tomorrow *thank goodness* as I only have $5 in my bank account after I paid rent yesterday TT_TT heh heh heh *sweatdrop* ....then once I have my paycheck I will pay off my VISA and the damages for my parents van...then I will be FREE...and can start to build up my funds again.

I decided not to hit Ycon at the end of the month *cries* I really really really would like to go but alas It would be silly to start on the path of savings and then go and blow it all again...I really miss everyone and would like to hang out again but oh well. There is AnimeLA in january that I could probably save up and go to instead.
Im thinking though, seeing as I already booked the time off for work to go to the con maybe I can use those days to do something else *get a little bit of a break, minus the plane ticket haha* There seem to be lots of AE/cosplay gatherings on the mainland. I am thinking of heading over to attend one of those ^^ Halloween is coming up too...I want to find something fun to do!! XD Anyone hosting a party!? lol

So...cosplays I have on the go right now:

- Histugaya academy uniform (will be ready by the end of the month, but im going to wait on the wig for a bit)
- Light from Death Note (just need wig)
- Hunny-sempai from OHSHC (have ready for the Ouran meet up in Nov)
- Kyo from Fruits Basket (am gonna wait on this one for a bit now that Im not doing Ycon)

I am pondering on what cons to attend for next year....and thinking of how to get ready for them, I want to actually be prepared this time around haha....I have a bad habit of last min arrangements *sweatdrop*

Im just going all out today on this post arnt I!? lol...well what else is on my mind:

moving...this is a BIG one....so Im thinking I should do a pro/con list of both Vancouver and LA to see where I should move....I really dont know. So maybe I'll do one of those as my next entry.

School....I need to start applying to schools *sigh* I always say that Im heading back next year and yet then forget that I actually have to APPLY rofl XD

car.... there is a car im getting looked at on thursday. A 93' honda civi SI 2 door coupe. Its cute, has low km's and has only had one owner. So Im excited about that...but still weary...its a lot of money so I always feel like what if I buy this and then a week later I find a better deal >.< but thats a risk you gotta take I guess.

rabbits....so I got LOTS of inquiries about my rabbits, supplies etc but then no one has replied BACK after I send my replies....arg makes me angry, I want these buns sold!!

Maybe I will reply back again to all of them today and make sure they got my emails.

Anywho....I guess thats it for now.

Its my day off today so im just sitting here in front of the comp. Hopefully will find something to do....my room really needs cleaned XD lol :P

Alrights

Heather OUT!

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Sunday, September 30, 2007


   Remembering a Narutard
So today was the funeral for tim (a friend that got hit by a car on monday). His service had so many people there....at least 500; he was loved by so many people.

They had a bunch of stuff that was in his room on a table at the front of the church: shirts, sketches, candy, dr. pepper, photos, a konoha writsband 8) haha

He will forever be in our hearts, he was such a happy and outgoing guy; and I always enjoyed our anime/plans to get to japan conversations.

rest in peace tim.

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Friday, September 28, 2007


   Im feeling far better today >.< lol ...took a breather haha...

That and I found my keys!

So guess what?

my roomate's friend took them, why you ask? No clue....he says to help me out b/c I was locked out....but for starters he never contacted AFTER he *broke into our apartment* and took the keys...wouldnt you think if someone had good intentions they would return the keys to the owner or call and tell them they had them?

Or maybe thats just me....and im crazy! :P

I get paid soon...THANK GOD >.< I am not doing too well in the $$ department at the moment T_T But at least Ive paid off the bills so far....just have rent coming up and then the van damages.

I posted all of my rabbits up for sale and have been getting lots of inquiries, so I hope I will sell them all and all the sales will go smoothly ^^

Anywho...Im gonna go watch the new naruto and go to bed...I work tomorrow *split shift* sigh :P MONEY!!!! haha :P

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007


   eeyar
so today seemed to be the day from hell >.<

I woke up early to find that another one of my friends died last night, he was hit by a car while skateboarding.

I got locked out of my house, with no: wallet, ID, phone etc and was in my PJs. Had to wait ALL day until this evening to get let back in by my landlord *can you say embarassing?*

Only to find once I got back into my apartment, my keys are NO WHERE to be found T_T I searched high and low.

My mom came back from vacation and started going off on me that I never apologized about the van ....I said I had a lot on my mind, and if she cared to know I lost another precious friend. And then she started lecturing me of how would she of known if I never call her >.<

And now I opened my phone bill and have a $100 phone bill....and no money.

yay

sorry if this seems like a "o poor me" post but....well it is lol >.< I needed to vent.

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Sunday, September 16, 2007


   So.... im a dead man
last night i went to my friends house and tried to manuver my moms van around the stone garden....

ya, i failed T_T

the right side of my moms van is all scratched and dented >.<

i have a week till she gets home from CA....and about at least 3 grand of damage to repair

if you dont hear from me expect the worst V__V

PS - my typing sux as im typing with one hand, my cat is sleeping on my other arm


::EDIT::
ok is this a sign? .... i can hear music from the ppl upstairs literally a second after i posted "dont worry, be happy"

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Saturday, September 15, 2007


   Love the shifty eyes lol!
(whoah I just finished watching Eureka Seven on YTV .... no clue whats happening but the new op/endings were awesomeness) haha >.<

Anywho .... WTF GUNDAM SEED IS SUPPOSED TO BE ON ...this doesnt look like gundam seed *shakes fist* riiiiight *turns off tv* ...thats disappointing....

Well haha onto the actual post *sweatdrop*...

Ok so I lied I didnt turn off the TV ... :P and the voices of the characters on this show, hahahahahahhaha its matt hill and sam vincent LOL sooo funny....

OK REALLY....something relevant:

I just came back from my weekend in CA hanging out with all me' friends I met at AX ^^ It was great to see everyone again and I had an absolutly fantastic time. I brought my orihime cosplay down with me (but this time I didnt need my wig w00t! I was able to use my own hair :O It was awesome haha)
Mikomi-con was happening the same weekend so we stopped by there one of the nights; we had a photo shoot another night :)

For the most part we just hung out; Justin (who lived in LA) took the rest of us out-of-towners to all the tourist spots (china town, hollywood etc).

There has been HUGE issues/drama goin on here with my roomate and the fact that I got a kitten....I wont go into it...but it was bad for awhile there >.< But at least its ok now.... I really was getting tired of all the drama lol V__V I named my cat Kyo LOL original eh?

Other than that im just going to work, makin money, sewing cosplays, styling wigs lol! All that fun stuff :P

In the next couple months here I am plannin on movin to either LA or Vancouver, so that im closer to the industry I want to be in. So I need to start looking up good areas to live and for job openings etc.

SO IF ANYONE IN VANCOUVER OR LA AREA KNOWS OF SOME JOBS OR APARTMENTS OR ROOMATES WANTED let me know :P haha

Anywho....I think thats a good update for now...I have to feed rabbits now :P

-Heather OUT~

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Monday, August 20, 2007


   I had a cool title but I cant remember T_T
So back from Anime Evolution!!! *yay my first CANADIAN con* w00t hehe ^^

Had a great time!! Met lots of new people and even saw a few I recognised from other cons!

I cosplayed as: Lacus from GSD (and was actually recognised!!! At AX barely anyone knew who I was haha....then here it was a complete reversal!), Orihime from Bleach, Misa from Death Note (yay for extremly quick one day cosplays!) who I also did a Death Note group with my friends...I had an L and a Raito too :)

hmmm where to start :P lol ....there is always so much to write so I get overwhelemed >.<

Well on Friday we got there a little later than hoped *missed the fist ferry off the island* but still got there before opening ceremonies etc....plus the reg line wasnt too bad (was nothing compared to the MASSIVE reg line at AX and sakura con that never seemed to end haha :P

We did Death Note on Friday and got lots of comments/pics taken....my two friends *it was their first con* even had their first Glomp experience :D
We wandered around a lot and we went to go see the Brad Swaile, Sam Vincent and Trevor Deval panel. They are HILARIOUS!!! and omg, trevor is AMAZING!! He was doing ridicuously awesome voices left right and center >.<

On saturday we did Death Note again in the morning, until my one friend left to visit someone in Vancouver....without a Raito we decided to change into our other cosplays. Thus I became Lacus and kendra became Luffy!

Stopped by the Gundam SEED photo shoot to say hello to some people I had met online....
at this same time I met SOMEGUY! <- lol gotta love the name :P

I recognized him from his SakuraCon pics and screamed out, "ARE YOU SOMEGUY!" haha I hope I didnt scare him....but when I said, "IM TSEUQ" he seemed ok 8-) Hes super cool and funny! And I wish I coulda hung out more.

Well by this time my feet are sooooo sore >.< My friend had stolen my lacus cosplay shoes to go to a wedding the week earlier and didnt give them back *shakes fist* so I had to deal with some evil shoes that ripped open my heels T_T So we went to the doctor lady who bandaged me up ^^

I couldnt take it anymore so we went back to the dorm to change costumes. On the way there we ran into an AWESOME Mori and Honey Sempai from ouran high....I asked for a pick and honey jumped onto Mori's back!!! *OMG >.<* I almost died lol.
Turns out they were apart of a huge ouran group that was staying right next to us in dorms!!

anywho....im stumbling from the path... I went back to dorms and changed into Orihime ^^

My one friend wasnt feeling well so she stayed behind. I ran into this awesome Byakuya cosplayer and thats when the fun started LOL we gathered people on the stairs and began to take some really funny photos! The stairs is an awesome place because everyone just kinda gathers there and if you see someone you just call them over.
I saw Someguy again! And stopped to chat with him and his friend (I dont know your name so I shall call you Pein >.<) She was super cool too! And I really want to do that cosplay with you at sakuraCon!! Im serious about it if you are!! *we shook and everything* 8-)

I was really hyper that night :S LOL

We had a small group together taking pics till about 11 pm then everyone had to go their separate ways.

I headed back to dorms, but I was soooo hungry >.< Once at dorms I decided to order some pizza...the ouran group was in the common area so I asked if they were interested in some pizza too. So I called panago....but I had bad reception so I had to go outside...then I was asked the address o.0 I said SFU campus residence building D....but apparently thats not good enough. I asked the security man what the address was and he said the same thing...that there was no actual street address for res >.< this is where the fun starts.

So Im on the phone saying I dont know the address as Im not from here, and im being told that there is NO address from someone that lives here. She says she cant do anything so I hang up.....when I see TWO PEOPLE WITH PANAGO PIZZA!! I ask them if they got it delivered and they said yes....I asked what they told the ppl on the phone and they said,

"SFU campus residence building D"

0.o thats what *I* said but it didnt work >.< so they called for me and tried to get me my pizza....but now they were being told the same as me...even tho they had their own pizza already. After *literally* 7 different times of calling back...we got a nice guy who said he would LOOK UP the address for me ^^

An hour and a half later...we had pizza LOL and watched Full Metal Panic Fumoffu and Princess Mononoke (which was on YTV).

I ws most looking forward to Sunday as Scott Mcneil had a panel (and I really wanted to meet him) plus to meet up with everyone again.

But check out time was at 11 from dorms....my friend who had left to visit someone (who also had the car) wasnt back yet....so me and kendra had to wait in the rain with all our stuff till she came back with the car >.< She didnt come back till 3 ...

So I missed the panel :(
And then they just wanted to go home... *cries* so I didnt even end up making it over to the con on the sunday....so that was a sad end to the con for me >.<

But oh well! Just makes me even more excited for the next Con!

I put my pics up on my Myspace....Im still in the process of a LJ or photobucket lol >.<

here is my link: www.myspace.com/canadianstrawberry

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007


   .... o.0
Im back from AX and all I can say is >.< WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had an AMAZING TIME :)

There were lots of great cosplayers and I did it this time as well cosplayer as Orihime, Lacus, Miss Canada ;) and Mireille. Althuogh I only had two people recognise my Noir cosplay >.<

My room mates were FANTASTIC and I miss them already :( lol.....I cant wait to come down and hang out with them again (or wait for them to come visit me ...eh? eh?)

I got second row seats for the Masquerade so took lots of video 8-)

I bought way too much 0.o about 3 new series boxsets, the second Haruhi DVD and a crap load of plushies/posters from Artist Ally

I dont even know where to start or stop so I will leave it at that.

In other news I am back at my dad's in N.CA.....I was planning on heading back to Canada on Sunday....but one of my friends died in an accident on Canada day....Im heading back early to attend his service, I still dont believe it :(

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007


   AX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well Im already down in CA at my dads house, then on Thurday I will be making the trip down to Long Beach for AX!!! ^^ I am SO EXCITED....Im completly done my cosplays, just waiting for my wigs to arrive....i *really* hope they get here on time >.<

Other than that nothing too new happening....as soon as I get back to Van Isle Im going to be moving out into an apartment with my friend.

Then of course there is AE in August....if you are attending that con BE SURE not to miss my groups masquerade skit ;) lol you are going to LOVE IT (its top secret so I cant say anything more)

I'll be sure to post about AX when I get back!

Chow!~

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