Wednesday, November 26, 2008

   The journey continues
I'm wasting time thinking about a girl
And stealing her away from her world
She and I would run away
I think of all the things that I'd say

We'd talk about important things
And I picture it in my dreams
She'd teach me about modern art
And I'd show her it's okay to fart and

Maybe I'd impress her
By being in a band and
Maybe if I act real tough
She'd let me hold her hand and
Maybe I'll win her heart
By writing this song about her

Sometimes I sit at home and
Wonder if she's sitting at home
Thinking of me and wondering if I'm
Sitting at home, thinking about her
Or am I just wasting my time

Remembering how she laughed at Kinko's
When I made fun of that guy
Remebering the look she gave me
When I told her that I used to fry

I really want to ask her out
But my ego could never take it
And even if I got the balls
You know that the Cougar would never make it

And in my town you can't drive naked

And maybe I'd impress her
By being in a band and
Maybe if I act real tough
She'd let me hold her hand and
Maybe I'll win her heart
By writing this song about her

Sometimes I sit at home and
Wonder if she's sitting at home
Thinking of me and wondering if I'm
Sitting at home, thinking about her
Or am I just wasting my time

Am I just wasting my time
Am I just wasting my time
Am I just wasting my time
Wasting my time thinking about a girl
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

   Same ol'
What is there possibly that could be new? Still just getting by day by day, week by week. Time flies, and I feel like I'm daydreaming alot more, maybe just scatterbrained finding it hard to think of just one thing at a time, I'm fine as long as I don't walk away and try to remember haha.

Anyway, classes are going well, not a total socialite somewhat of a loner. Less of one than I used to be. Got a few friends that are close, some are gone. College is interesting, probably more fun to go to an ACTUAL college or university instead of a community college haha.

Life overall is alright though I don't have too many complaints. Dreams of girls or rather a girl that I wish I had, I girl I've never met yet, and probably never will(that's the pessimism in me). I'd be happy if I just had more female friends to hang with, I had many many more back when I was in High school. The bed always feels so cold and lonely but I'm used to it, just more difficult with fall and winter around the corner xD. Wishing I was doing something productive. Collecting more and more junk I more than likely don't need.

That's about all for now, I may or may not update more with just thoughts and blurbs. As if anyone's gonna read this? haha
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Monday, August 4, 2008

Wow
I'm just surprised to see this site still up haha, but I'll never regret it and I'll never forsake it. ^_^

*yawn* surprisingly not a whole lot is going on still and life is just slow, mainly just working every day
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Friday, March 28, 2008

Late
Today wasn't a total downer, I mostly just slept in, then went to the mall then a friends' place for a while until about 10 when we went to go play lazer quest and I got 7th out of 23 I was proud xP lol. Then me and a buncha kids hung outside of wawa. Tomorrow I'm going to Kings Dominion a theme park near me and that should be lots of fun.
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Sunday, March 23, 2008

Happy Easter!
Yeah, what the subject said, and I hope everyone's having at least some fun today. I'm gonna try since my friend flies in today for the week. It should be sweeeet reminiscing on the good ol' days when he used to still live here lol.

On another note, Crisis core comes out soon, and 5 CM per second has come out apparently at Best Buy, I hope Shinkai has done it again, I've got too much to say, do, watch, and read it's crazy lol.

That's pretty much all I gotta say for now. Peace ^^
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Thursday, March 20, 2008

ugh...
busy week leading up to a busy weekend attached to another somewhat busy week, work and school, and sunday a friend is flying in from hawaii but he's joining the army in may or I was considering flying out there. Instead I think I'm gonna save up to visit japan lol, but I have to find some willing participant to go with me bc it'd be wayyyy too boring alone. Life is just tiring but fun I manage to fit in things I enjoy. *yawn* well I guess I'll bb eventually lol
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Sunday, March 16, 2008

Oh Em Gee
Appleseed Ex Machina is one of the best movies I've ever seen, it was AMAZING and beautiful and everything I could ever expect a movie to be. It was wonderful definitely ranks at the top of my list for the best movie of 2008, at least so far for me...and yea that's all I really gotta say.
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Thursday, March 6, 2008

Doorknob (random thing I looked at)
So another week is almost gone, and Super Smash Bros Brawl comes out sat. night, I really can't believe it's March all freakin ready. My brain totally blanked out on me today, I even asked someone "Is it the 25th or 26th?" and they were like "Are you serious?.....it's the 6th of March" I felt soo stupid >.< lol I guess I haven't been paying attention that much...*yawn* anyway, life isn't bad lately I just have to put more effort into my classes to pick up my slack from last semester ugh I bombed horribly...and I just slacked off wayyyy too much. Haha, and also time goes by so fast, it's like the clock is my enemy....and I remember....I only have one lifetime....years fly by, I don't remember how I got this old...it's almost like it was just last year I remember being excited bc I was allowed to go see PG 13 movies xP....and getting my license...and here I am now, working and in college, still single not that that matters, and well it just seems like things just whiz by without my notice sometimes.

Moving on, this weekend I'm gonna be hangin out with friends then going to the Brawl midnight release party. Church sunday obviously.

If anyone gets really bored here's my myspace for probably the only time I'm gonna give it out
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Sunday, February 24, 2008

*yawn*
Well, I did almost nothing today but it was kinda worth it to just relax and do nothing, I had fun and watched alot of things lol. While it's happening time goes slow but once it's over, where has the time gone?? It's already 11:30 lol...and tomorrow's another day
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Once again...
I'm alone...or so I think...I probably shouldn't think so...but I do...I do have friends, and they claim to care I just I dunno...I'm too insecure I guess? -_- ugh...I can't be not insecure I already think I'm not good enough for any girl..lol...but anyway, today's gone well so far, just been to church, and yesterday I went with some kids to korean place and did Karaoke in a private room is was suh-WEEET heh...and yeah, I guess that may have been part of the cause for my headache last night. I found out that someone likes me, but she's the one always telling me to "take the initiative" and that's why i don't have a gf, but I tell her I'm just not worthy so many girls out there are so amazing how could I ever even come close to being good enough. Today I don't really have any plans to do anything so i may do the right thing and study unless something comes up. Which means I may be on and off here quite a bit today lol. Maybe even *gasp* a second post?
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