Monday, December 17, 2007

   oOoO christmas treeeee

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho



ya, i've gone nuts!
XD
today me mum and i decorated our little christmas tree!
i got to put on the lights and the garlen and get full of wonderful sappy-sap!!
it was so awsome
>D
then i ate a while mini-hamsteak
it was goooood
and i didn't know there was such thing as a mini-hamsteak untill tonight!
more awsome
>D
and then i watched avatar and got the cool quote (above) from the show.
bwahahahahahahaha!!!!!
>D

I'm Alive-Zuko Tribute-Disturbed

~Kajime
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Saturday, December 15, 2007

   all good things

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

song's stuck in my head...


Nelly Furtado - All Good Things lyrics

All Good Things-Wolf's Rain AMV
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

   death be to me

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

lately i've felt like s**t.
*small sigh*
i can't explain it.
i'm having good days, good moods.
here, i'll give you an example,
let's just say this person, we'll call them john-doe (gender neutral name), is making me feel bad.
it seems like every chance john-doe gets, he's degrating and belittling me.
everything i say is contradicted; i'm never right.
i feel like that person it trying to take over me, control me.
and i hate it!
in health class we're watching a movie called when a man loves a woman and there's this one part were the husband's in a counceling group and one lady is talking about how her alchoholic huspand used to emotionally abuse her.
well that's exactally hos i feel about my friend john-doe here!!
john-doe's doing the same thing!
one of these days, maybe soon, i'm going to give john-doe a peise of my mind.
then he might not pound on my emotions like he does...
**the following is just a poem, don't take it personaly**
i say i'm strong but i'm just covering up my faults.
i say i'm a leader but i'm just being degrated.
i say i'm a fighter but i'm just continually falling.
loosing myself,
loosing my friends,
i'm all alone now.
hallelujah!
death be to me!
i die alone.
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

   word quiz

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready

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Real Name:
M : best kisser ever.
O : Crazy
R : Fucking crazy.
I : Great in bed.
A : Easy to fall in love with.
H : You are Quirky.

Username:
T : You're loyal to those you love.
O : Crazy
U : You really like to chill.
M : best kisser ever.
O : Crazy
K : You're wild and crazy.
U : You really like to chill.

Nick-name:
K : You're wild and crazy.
A : Easy to fall in love with.
J : People Adore you
I : Great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
E : Great in bed.
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Monday, December 3, 2007

   AAAHHH!!!

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

there's no school today!!
aaahhhhh!!
i was up at 3am?!
and now we have the whole day off!!
that means watching my brother all day and there's nothing good on tv!
;_;
today will be horrible.
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Friday, November 30, 2007

   Scared to Death

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

i'm scared to death.
ricky's going to baisic training on june 25th.
he said he'd be back around november, but that's not the problem.
he said that when he gets back that his troop could get deployed to iraq.
i dunno what to do.
i'm so worried for him, i'm so scared.
i dunno what i'd do if he died...
i just dunno...


Citizen Soldier-3 Doors Down-National Guard


3 Doors Down Lyrics
Citizen Soldier Lyrics
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

   GAH!!

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

i'm going crazy!!!!!
i have nothing to dddddddddooooooooooo!!!
i just played kh2 for 4 hrs!
not i'm dizzy and don't feel good....
there's nothing on tv to watch,
nothing on the radio to listen too,
no new games to play,
nothing to draw; i'm even getting agrivated with that!
and it doesn't seem like any of my friends will be contacting me any time soon.
*anime puff*
i'm screwed.
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Saturday, November 24, 2007

   something to keep me going

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

> *Full Name On Birth Certificate: Moriah Annette V.
> *Nicknames: Ry, Kajime, Daisuke, Roy, etc...
> *Star sign: Gemini
> *School: BHS
> *Location: No where, New Hampshire
> *Email: for me to know
> *Color of eyes: black-brown
> * Hair color: black-brown
> *Shoe size: 7 1/2 womens, 7 mens
> * Siblings: 2; younger
> * You live with: Mom, Stepdad, brother, cat, dog, lizard


------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ *
> *Missed school because it was raining: no
> *Put a body part on fire for amusement: hell yes
> *Been in a car accident: yup
> *Been hurt emotionally: oh ya...
> *Kept a secret?: are you kidding me? a lot!
> *Had an imaginary friend: yup
> *Cried during a Movie: yes
> *Been on stage: with the chorus
> *Been sarcastic: all the time

------------------FAVOURITES------------------ *
> *Shampoo: anything (men's on accident )
> *Soap: something simmilar to or the shampoo
> *Fav color/shade: orange
> *Summer/Winter: both
> *Characters: kajime, daisuke, krow, hizoku, souretsu, molly, etc...
> *Drink: soda, tea, hot chocolate
> *Movie: balto, lion king
> *Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip, dinosaur crunch
> *Subject: english, art, science
> *Food: spaghetti, plus i eat almost everything
> *Animal: wolf, tiger, fox, horse
> *Girls name: Harmony
> *Boys name: Ajith

---------------RIGHT NOW------------------ *
> *Wearing: flanel pj pants, green atv club shirt, underwear, and bra
> *I'm feeling: lonely, bored, cold (physically), pent-up energy
> *Eating: soon-to-be pizza
> *Drinking: soda
> *Thinking: too much, too often, too deep
> *Talking to: nobody. everyone's off having a good time somewhere

-------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------ *
> *Cried: almost
> *Met someone new: no
> *Cleaned your room: that was yesturday
> *Drove a car: no


--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------ *
> *Yourself: i can acomplish anything if i set my mind to it. i will not fail!
> *Santa Clause: no
> *Tooth Fairy: nope
> *Ghosts: yes
> *Angels: yup


------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ *
> *Do you believe in soul mates?: i sure as hell hope so
> *Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
> *Do you like anyone?: my boyfriend
> *The loudest?: out of my friends, hmmm... idk
> *The shyest: leo or cc
> *Who has seen You cry?: cc, stef, kat, leo
> *When have u cried the most: idk...

----------FOR EVERYONE TO FILL OUT------------
> *Silver or gold: both but i prefer gold
> *Diamond or pearl: pearl is my birthstone but i like both
> *Sunset or sunrise: both *cough*dusk*cough*
> *You ever gone skinny dipping: no!!
> *Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: broke my tailbone; no cast for your azz!
> *Piercing?: ears
> *Tattoos?: i'd like one, but i dunno what of
> *Rain or snow?: both but not together; i don't like slush falling from the sky.
> *How is the weather right now?: cold, windy, snowy
> *What makes you happy?: warmth, friends, fire, art
> *Are u too shy to ask someone out?: it's not that i'm shy but more of scared of being rejected
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Friday, November 16, 2007

grah!

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

people are pissing me off!! i'm sick of people taking everything i say the wrong way! everything i do seems to annoy someone! i'm not doing anything right aparentally! i can't do anything right when i'm just being me! so i do nothing and they get mad at me even more! "stop being emo" they say! I'M NOT EMO!! I'M PISSED, OK?! *twitching* maybe it's just me but it seems like there's only two people (from school), and a few of you on here that are really standing beside me. *sigh* maybe it's just my short temper...
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

boom shaka laka

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

4:05 pm ~ i'm kinda emo right now. *small sigh* i just need to heal. typing this helped. it took a load off my shoulders. but the song (link below) is helping me feel better too. i just don't want to talk about it. if you wanna talk to me about anything else, please do.

6:22 pm ~ i'm feeling much better!! oooooh ya!! tomarrow's art!! booya baby!!! and then it's friday! yyyyyaaaayyyyy!!! *cheers* o_O wow. i'm happy. ! i have a drawing idea but i'm to lazy to draw it! XD

Ginga Nagareboshi Gin - The Kill
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