Sunday, November 11, 2007
But then again, when you're a stay-at-home-out-of-work all the time person (because you're recovering from a serious illness), every day is a Lazy Sunday.
Except some days have better TV shows than others. Sunday isn't one of them.
I've been talking to my dad about possibly seeing a psychiatrist. A couple of years ago I started to suffer from panic/anxiety attacks. It happens mostly in the car while stopped in traffic, or in store lines. I know it's just my mind screwing with me, but things like that are persistent and you can't always rationalize them away no matter how much you want to.
Ever since I started recovering from the infection, these attacks have come back very strong, and it seems they are getting stronger. I end up having the sense that I'm not getting enough air, and I start to freak out.
I'm not surprised by all of this, really. Being born with a serious heart condition, undergoing several operations over the course of my life to keep things working properly, and now the illness... Living so many years closer to the edge of mortality than the average person (and being aware of it every day) is a recipe for some kind of breakdown, I'm sure.
To adress something from a couple of updates ago...
I was talking about the Witchblade anime.