Friday, December 21, 2007

ok i need you guys help >.< (NOTE THIS IS A PG13 thing)
You all reamber Jon? The guy i liked but kept going on and off on meh and now has a gf and crap. then started ignoring me out of the blue?

Well today during 3rd he was talking with meh and flirting and stuff and i wasnt complaining (trust meh) but it kinda caught me off guard. Then he saw a room and ask me to fallwo him and sneek into this empty room across the hall. I thought what the hey and fallwoed him. Somehow we got talking and like he use to he said jokeingly "give me head" (if ur to young to kno wat that means then just dont ask -.-') I responded kiddingly "oh deff" with a sly smirk. then he's like "okay!" and pulls me into this closet that was dark.

I thought in my head "wow he's taking this joke really far" but soon i learned he wasnt jokeing. he litt unbuckled his pants but thats it, he left them on. I blushed and was like "haha very funny jon" but he said with a straight face "im no kidding im serious" i looked at him in shock but i responded "what about ur gf?" he shrugged and said so. and started kissing my neck, i paused but then pushed him away and repeted myself and he kept saying "so".

i dont wanna sound like a whore but honestly i wouldnt of minded him kissing me if he didnt have a gf. but i did push him away so u guys can relax. but he kept pushing me (not like physicaly) but just saying "aww come on" and stuff like that and some how i broke down and told him i liked him and ugh....

for 59 min i had to keep saying no, no matter how hard it was.he made me look into his beatiful eyes. I cant let him go, i like him SO much then i have ever liked ANY GUY. but we walked w/each other to our next class and he was a lil upset that i didnt give him "head" but if he was mad he wouldnt of walked w/me to class (which he hasnt done that for like EVER)

Idk wat to do... idk what to say.... i dont kno how to act... i wish he liked me and just me back... ughhh whats this boy thinking? .... -.-'' plz help everyone


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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

   Dear god!
okay in our history class today and tommarwo our (and all junior history classes) are doing this stricked government simulation. EVERYONE has to dress alike, wear these dumb red scarves, were retarded name tags that said "Comprade...." then ur last name, and have a booklet in ur hands literally at ALLTIMES (even when going to the poddy >.<) Our shirts must be black, dark brown, or dark blue and have NOTHIN ON THEM. I dont own any black or grey shirts let alone any shirts without the hollistor or abercrombie animal -.-'' so i had to buy kmart shirts to wear >.0

so today was the 1st day.... IT WAS HELL once i got to second block(history class) our teacher was up in my face screaming at me like a drill sargent TT.TT ethan (a friend) laughed so he had to stand on his desk with one foot and act like a ballerena!! meanwhile ben had lost his book so he had to dance/sing im a little tea pot!! I laughed at that and the teacher made me "frolick" in a circle saying how much i loved my teacher >.<''''''

THIS IS ONE FUNNY MOMENT!! we had to write down a quote on wat our "o great safford(aka our history teach)" was saying and one of his college helpers ((WHO WAS HOTTT x3) looked over my shoulder and saw a drawing in my notebook from last week. it was ducks dancing and the words "I like big ducks and I cannot lie" -.-''''' dont ask. anywaysss they made fun of me for it so they made me sing "I like big ducks" to another class next door!!!! i turned so red in the face >.<

man its sooo hardcore, u cant talk, u must look forward at all time (U NEVER TURN UR HEAD) keep both feet on the ground and still, adress ur teacher "O great(there name)", and have both hands FLAT on the desk. -.-'' if a teacher and or another student catches u dissobaying any of these rules, u loose points and fail history class TT.TT and its throughout the whole school day
well i have to do it all again tomm
wish meh luck cuz i'll need it TT.TT
much love
the scared and shaken tiff
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Sunday, December 16, 2007

   Woot
the dance was not cancled and it soo kicked ass!! :3 I had loads of fun! Good news, it didnt snow, bad news it got icey. when my friend and I walked out and was like running to the car to drive home from the dance it was POURING DOWN freezing rain >.< she and I were both slipping alot in our heels. eventually i slipped so badly that i brought her down with me xD we fell in a puddle and cracked up.

Got 4 more pages done in my manga xD....>.< crap only four lol

Its getting iceyer so if i dont show later tonight or tomm assume our power went out :/ *sighs* lovers u all and thanks for commenting

Much love
Tiff

P.s.
Love my timon pelvic thrust icon? 8D common u kno ur likin wat ur seein!!
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Friday, December 14, 2007

   Im in a magazine 8D
haha i was put in our schools magazine and was interviewed and stuff like that along with my friend named alex! (he's a hollistor model :3)
everyone kept crowding around him and I asking for our atuograph xD pep I didnt even kno kept coming up to me shoving the magazine in my face tellin me to sign it 0.o''' i now kinda kno how celebs feel lol.

well anyways my manga is comin along nicely :3 Im up to 37 pages woot! iv been getting good reviews and some minor corrections i need to fix >.< oh jeez and my editor is pushin me to finish the book before christmas -.-'' its stressing me out ( she wants 120 pages) oh well she still is a very good editor ^.^

Our dance is tomm night!... but it might be cancled cuz of snow but i hope that wont happen >.<

well pm meh!
Much love
Tiff
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Monday, December 10, 2007

   Dear lord xD
hey hey you guys,
Im soo sry i havent been on. See I went on a lil vacation thingy and couldnt get computer acess. >.<'' my mailbox is sooooo full now O.O

So we have a christmas dance on saturday which i got the most sexiest dress ever!! woot woot! and i had a few offers from so many peps O.O in the end im goin w/my best boi Ryan and my BFF Erika lol so it'll be fun :)

Im gonna respond to all ur emails O.O ((alot of them)) so excuse meh if i dont respond right away ^.^'' Oh and im workin on a manga called "Be Mine" its soo cute! Its about a new girl who meets a model and gets a lil crush on him and omg there are these two cute/funny gay guys. aww there so sweet...
anywayssssssss

wat have i missed between all you guys?
anything new?
New gossip?
New art?
well msg me!
Much love
Tiff
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Friday, November 30, 2007

   Hey everyone
im feelin better thanks for ur support. -.-'' in the end they sent me down to the principles office and gave me a warning so its not too bad.

My friend is at her breaking point so I might not be on as much because right now she has no one to lean on, thats where I come in :3

Oh and tonight was our santa concert and I think I have a cold -.-'' i gots a stuffy nos etoo *sighs* and Jon completely ignored me and was Drooling over his now GF ((was ex but rember they got back togther >.< even tho she CHEATED ON HIM)) ugh... w/e i try not to let it get to meh.

SO If I had a drawing contest would anyone enter 0.o??
Have a good weekend and tell meh wat ur doin for fun!
Much love
Tiff
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

   Im so mad!!
omg this morning my homeroom teacher goes "Your skirts to short" even tho it was past finger length!! ((we hav eto have skirts below our knees))so she said i had to solve the porb or go down to the principles!!! I was like omg. My parents werent home so i couldnt ask for a change of cloth and i didnt have gym so i had no gym cloths. Luckly my one friend let me barrwo her....um... interesting gym shorts >.0.... I quickly changed and came back with them on. sadly i had to return the shorts because my friend needed them back for gym! so i changed back and my teacher found out! at the end of the day she tracked me down, pulled me outside in the hall and started screaming at me and told me i was written up. idk if that means i have detention or go to the principles but WTF?!!! ugh im soo mad... this lady is like insane! and i nvr had a detention b4, not because im a goody goody but i just nvr had an issue w/a teacher b4. anyways.... im so stressed cuz of that and i couldnt tell my mom cuz she'll be pissed. TT.TT

oh and Jon was frickin hitting on me today. >.< that kid drives me nuts!! but i still heart him so much.

Can anyone tell me what "written up" means? like do i see the principle, do i get a saturday detention, teacher detention.... help me out here >.<
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Friday, November 23, 2007

   Thanks
Thank you everyone who commented . It helped me get ahold of myself ^.^'' anyways Im not gonna say im over him but i have kinda... came to my sense hehe

Im posting old art (3) so check it out and vote/comment plz x3! I'll love you for like ever!

Happy After turkey day!
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Saturday, November 17, 2007

   Yo
well i went on exactly 6 dates so far this week! woot! with diff guys too xD tomm I'll be on a date from 12-6. it'll be fun , the guys names bill and he and I are going to Hershy park! woot fun right? well hope you guys have a good weekend!

Questions!
1.)Whats your favorite thing to do on a Date?
2.)Have you ever had a stalker?
3.) Whats your favorite Season?

My Answers
1.)idk, i hate going to movies tho. I think its pointless haha my one fav thing is going go-karting!
2.)OMG yes, too many >.< one guy even knocked on my back door once jjust to say hi.... i nvr told where i lived or my dad's name so it was weird...
3.)Spring! one cuz its my bday! two because its when the pretty flowers bloom and life begins again after the cold winter!x3
Much love
Tiff
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Sunday, November 11, 2007

well.... he didnt say no..... but things went horriably wrong friday -.-
at the football game it was raining, like pour down rain and reallly really cold. That didnt stop him from flirting with me like crazy. for over two hours we flirted and had so much fun. He kept joking around saying stuff such as "god, why dont u go die under a rock!" he was kidding and he said this "OMG i cant beilve u belive me. hahaha by the end of this night I'll make you cry"
wasnt that the truth.

He was suppose to meet me outsid ethe school. we both talked about it right when the game ended. So I waited.. and waited... and waited. 2 1/2 hrs went by and he still nvr showed. I was wet, cold, and heartbroken. Josph and Josh came running out side and saw me crying and comforted me. they told me Jon left with Chyanne ((his ex who cheated on him)). he left.... he forgot.... he didnt care... it hurts so much.....

how.... why? HE broke up with HER just Tuesday..... She cheated on HIM.... so why? he told me i ment everything to him... so....just why?
ugh well that was my weekend


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