Friday, June 16, 2006

sorry i will feel better tomorrow then i shall give a detailed post post con depression still going

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sorry i will feel better tomorrow then i shall give a detailed post post con depression still going

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Thursday, June 1, 2006

sorry guys because of my new job and all i haent had time to post sorry oh ya i did get the job i wanted

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

   eheheheheheh sorry bored

Mood: content Time: who cares Song: bad boy Artist: cascada Remember the feelings, remember the day My stone heart was breaking My love ran away This moment I knew I would be someone else My love turned around and I felt Be my bad boy, be my man Be my week-end lover But don't be my friend You can be my bad boy But understand That I don't need you in my life again Won't you be my bad boy, be my man Be my week-end lover But don't be my friend You can be my bad boy But understand That I don't need you again No I don't need you again bad boy! You once made this promise To stay by my side But after some time you just pushed me a side You never thought that a girl could be strong Now I'll show you how to go on Be my bad boy, be my man Be my week-end lover But don't be my friend You can be my bad boy But understand That I don't need you in my life again Won't you be my bad boy, be my man Be my week-end lover But don't be my friend You can be my bad boy But understand That I don't need you again No I don't need you again Well don’t much going on today except I have a English test I need to get an 80 on in order to be except from my final which I hope I am cause I don’t want to take any of my finals cause so far I don’t have to any of my finals the only thing I have to do today is fo downtown to an interview and see weither or not I’m gonna be hired or not I really hope I do im really tired of my current job Anyways I don’t know wat else to talk about reall except my friend wants me to find her a ride to akon in june I don’t know im just tired of being used for her benefits and wat nots well school is almost over and I will be graduating soon and I don’t want to leave yet but I cant stay here forever Well I better be off I need to actually do some work well pretend to do some work so I will see you guys later boredom

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Monday, May 22, 2006

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr its a good day im just a little ticked about something

Mood: happy but a little hurt Time:1:41 Music:………………. Sorry I haven’t been able to post a lot lately my boyfriend kinda broke his computer when we were goofing off last thuresday he cracked the computer screen when it fell off the table but we’re finnaly getting it back tonight so all will be well tomarrow plus I’ve been extremely busy with work and school and Michaels been feeling kinda abandoned lately with me being busy all the time so I took a brake from the computer it was really werid on to things that are really bothering me ok I think most of you understand how it feels to have a friend who you thought highly of and was always there when you were needed but come to find out other things not so nice things are being said about you when you’ve done absolutely nothing to them but be a friend and the only time they talk to you is when they want you to do something for them im sorry I love all my friends and would do anything for them but when they say mean things about you when they need a reality check them selves im sorry but it causes me to not trust a lot of people except for my real friends and they know who they are as for this person I cant say much all I can say is my feelings are being deeply crushed because I have done nothing to you but be there when you were all alone and no one was there for you and you turned around and stapped me in the back about the things you have done sorry but you need to wake up and stop being a BITCH to the ones who care and love you and would do anything for you im sorry but I don’t like it when im being used for other peoples benefits the only reason your doing this is to make your self feel better so stop abusing the ones who care about you and pretending no ones there and your all alone in this world so on and so on CAUSE YOUR NOT there are people here who care about you but you don’t take the time to open your eyes and see all you care about is your self and a love that only wants you as a friend their not going anywhere so STOP IT WITH THE PETTY DRAMA its getting rather old im sorry I love you as a friend but as of right now I despise you for your fake friendship im tired of it when you really want me to be your friend and really need help let me now or even if you have something to say about me tell me not other people they don’t want to hear your negativity cause that’s all there is about you your negative and a drama queen who thinks your all alone and now one care well im done with you don’t talk to me anymore I don’t want to hear your lies cause im tired of it and so is everyone else anyways sorry everyone this does not apply to you well today seems to be turning out to be a good day I’m gonna go and apply at this one restaurant down town it’s Italian the waiter from last night dinner when the band directors treated the seniors to their dinner he told me they were hiring and I told him everything he need to know and at the end he told me to mention his name and he would help me so lets hope I get it and get away from ihop yes for those you who don’t know I work at ihop and it sucks monkey balls well im done the bell is gonna ring soon so I need to go hope you guys have a good day bye

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

been busy

sorry i havent been on to post latley ive been working trying to get dome sleep and a whole lot of crap i've had to do i cant stay long today i have a choir concert at 7 and its gonna be like 2 hrs long or so , so ya im gonna be very very BBBBBBOOOOOORRRRREEEEEDDDDDD when i have a chance ill post about everything so be prepared

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been busy

sorry i havent been on to post latley ive been working trying to get dome sleep and a whole lot of crap i've had to do i cant stay long today i have a choir concert at 7 and its gonna be like 2 hrs long or so , so ya im gonna be very very BBBBBBOOOOOORRRRREEEEEDDDDDD when i have a chance ill post about everything so be prepared

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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

well as of latley ive been busy and i havent had time to do much but right now is kinda a slacker time for me so not much is really going on but i have to go ill explain things later

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Thursday, May 4, 2006

well im feeling alot better noe latley i've been sick and havent felt up tp posting or anything not enough sleep will do that to you beleive me i know well my site is now up and running the way i want to i might change somethings on here im not quite sure but it looks good so far well im off the bells gonna ring i love band but i dont want to go

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Friday, April 28, 2006

hope you like wat you see its still on consruction

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