Ketsueki Means Blood
The title means nothing, I don't really want to use my imagination today.
I am now leaving myotaku.
I guess.. I have found other things that interest me..
I have alot to worry about online already anyway,
There is no way I could hold down a site.
My attention span lasts about two days.
Thank you for all the people who have supported me,signed my guest book and have become my friend.
The only way for you to reach me now is if you have my e-mail adress.
I have become a better artist and writer now, and 12 almost 13.This is time to say good bye,
I'm going to write down a poem I wrote,
It was based on A Naruto thing,If you can guess who is talking and the other person I guess I'll send you a personal good bye e-card.
Pain And Love,
I FEEL THE SOFT METAL AGAINST MY THROAT
I CAN RECOGONISE IT AS A KUNAI,EVEN WITHOUT MY EYES OPENING.
I KNOW WHO IS HOLDING THE BLADE,
I KNOW THERE IS AN IDENTICAL BLADE RAISED TO HIS THROAT
I RAISE MY HAND,SOFTLY PRESSING IT AGAINST HIS.
I CAN FEEL THE BLOOD LEAKING OVER THE BLADE,STAINING THE COLD METAL
I CAN SEE YOUR TEARS,GENTLY ROLLING DOWN YOUR CHEEKS
I CAN HEAR YOU,SOFTLY CRYING,WHISPERING "FORGIVE ME"
BLOOD CONTINUES TO POOR SOFTLY,BOTH OF US FIND IT HARDER TO BREATHE NOW,AND YET,I CRUSH MY LIPS TO YOURS.
OUR LOVE IS SEALED NOW,FOREVER IN DEATH.
I PULL ON YOUR HAND AS YOU PRESS THE BLADE DEEPER INTO YOUR THROAT,BLOOD FILLING OUR LUNGS,
I WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOU AS YOU DO THE SAME.
WE ARE BOTH DYING, IN EACHOTHERS ARM,OUR LIPS CLUMSILY LOCKED TOGETHER
WE DIE HERE,NOW KNOWING,NO ONE CAN MAKE US LEAVE EACHOTHER.
CHOKING,I WHISPER "LOVE YOU.."
I LOVE YOU
I honestly wouldn't care if you don't like it.
I will give you a hint though,neither of these characters are female.
Only if you are a Yaoi reader,you will get it. It is Naruto so have fun guessing.