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"Tiny Vessels"

This is the moment that you know
That you told you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that i was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite i gave you left a mark

Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did i that day

All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me

"Run"

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess


Wednesday, November 24, 2004


   so what ya waitin fo' ?
hey kids :)

hahahahahah guess what? I'm turning 15 on saturday! whoo hoo!

hey, the new Gwen Stefani came out too, its actually really good. I love everything she does. Its awsome.

Band I Luv XCORE (lol) :
Death Cab for Cutie (Ben Gibbard = GOD)
Thursday
Brand New
Franz Ferdinand
The Killers
Yeah Yeah Yeah's
Finch
Weezer
Postal Service
Taking Back Sunday
Interpol
Snow Patrol
Jimmy Eat World (The new one is pretty good)
Radiohead
HIM
The Von Bondies (C'mon C'mon is the best song EVA' !!!!)
Glassjaw

I guess thats a pretty decent list of peeps I listen to, if your reading this now, and is like 'WTF?', check out these band they're all amazing.

and please no flames. Rap is cool.

sometimes.

Anyways,
I hope everyone has a absolutely wonderful Thanksgiving, I hope you filled with Turkey, and you swell with happiness. hahaha.

see ya kids

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Friday, November 19, 2004


   DAMN THATS H-O-T!!!
haha, and how was everyone's friday? I hope everything went swimmingly.

well, today is the 19th (as you know) and it's my mom's b-day! you know what that means don't you? That means I get to eat sushi until I combust! haha! mmmm.....I can't wait till tonight. And you know what else, I only have 8 more days to be 14.

My friend today asked me "if you could do anything by the time you'd turn 15, what would it be?". Well, I thought about it awhile, and I couldn't think of anything. Because I've accomplished everything i wanted to accomplish. I dunno...i just feel proud :)

*sigh* I guess it's just one of those days...

Today i went out into the quad and sang Franz Ferdinand REALLY, REALLy loud, and all my friends were dancing. And then my dear friend Janet gave me an awsome pic of Susu-chan and Rei-kun. So today was just awsome :)

Have you ever had a perfect day?

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004


   omgs....back from the dead
hey guys! it's 11/17/04

it's been months since I've posted...I'm sooooooo sorry. Summer was crazy, skool's started. hopefully I'll get on the comp more often to talk to you guys :)

there are so many new people that have signed my guest book since I was away, and if you could be so kind as to comment on this message, and just remind me of your name, that would be greatfully appreciated, I'll add you as a friend as long as you don't flame me :) lol

I hate those things...no one should be so angry...>_<

anyways, more pics will be up, for those peeps who have read my journal before, you'll know my scanner is a piece of crap, but luckily i bought a new digi cam, so i have a few things from that.

thank you soooooo much for reading, I love you guys!

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