Hm.
Today is the six year anniversary of George Harrison's death. He died of lung cancer (he smoked lots). =[
RIP George Harrison, wherever you may be right now.
you're in our hearts <3 well...at least mine =]
On the bright side...I'm getting my new glasses today! They is gonna be hot =D I might put a picture up later... ;D
akikikikik ^_^ I'm so happy right now. Life is good. I passed pre-calculus, and I'm happy.
I know that I should say more since I've been gone for so long, but all the stuff I wanted to say flew out of my brain. Oh well. I'll make a more informative post on the weekend. Promise.
all you need is love ;D
Putting up Christmas decorations today.
I'm incredibly excited =D
I love staying up late and watching shows like 'Parental Control' on MTV. Has anybody seen that show? It makes me piss myself laughing every single time I watch it. The lines are so rehearsed sounding; it's completely completely fake. Ugh.
I uhm... haven't actually told my boyfriend about my new love (Paul). But..he'll just have to get used to the fact that I have a new obsession. XD
So the new Peter Pan movie was definitely on tv yesterday. I love that movie so much. The story makes me so happy. I love the magic and wonder of it all. I was talking to my mom and trying to explain why stuff like the movie Hook make me so sad. In Hook, Peter leaves Neverland, grows up, and forgets all about it. In the end he remembers, but he leaves again anyways. The thought of Peter Pan leaving Neverland and growing up absolutely breaks my heart. It's almost like the thought of all magic and youthfulness in the world dying and being forgotten. I never want that to happen. Ever.
woah!
I sprained my toe last week.
I was going up a set of stairs and I tripped.
I couldn't walk right for a while.
It was exciting.
On Saturday I was in the All-Region Choir concert.
Singing with that group was amazing.
It was the equivalent of a chemical high from drugs.
I want to do it again and again and again.
I only have two days of school this week
due to Thanksgiving on Thursday.
=]
And then on Friday we're going to put up our Christmas decorations.
=D
I am so excited.
I love Christmas.
Every person that you love takes a piece of your heart into theirs, and gives you a piece of theirs in return.
i want a heart made of patchwork
filled with the people that i love
I fixed up my playlist
and took some stuff off that I never listen to anymore
and put some new stuff on
hello, Papa Roach
=D
it was staring at me
i saw it while applying shampoo to my hair.
it scared the SHIT out of me.
i try not to cuss anymore
but that was just crazah!!!
*flail*
I'm writing a new story. It's about this kid who doesn't believe in anything other than logic and such and such, and then he meets a ghost. and they fall in love. I call it 'mein Geist'. That's my ghost in German. I even took special care to make sure that it was in the correct form (the 'mein' sometimes has random endings when the noun is masculine or feminine or neutral). it's going to be a neat story =D
i apologize for not getting on aim that much, waffle. the majority of my time on the computer has been spent playing sims =D
I've been pretty emotional and ridiculous. I honestly don't think that he doesn't care about me, but he doesn't love me as much as I would want him to. I'm accepting that, and I'm learning that I can't love him as much as I would want to.
That's all that I was meaning by that. I'm bitter right now, but I'm going to get over it.
And yes, TalimSoul. That's exactly what I'm doing.
God, I'm so tired. I've been taking a two hour after school Government class monday-thursday for six weeks for one full semester's credit =D at my school, we have to take Government and Economics for senior year (they're each one semester, and together they make up the fourth Social Studies credit that we need to graduate)...except for the International Baccalaureate kids, who don't have to take it next year. ugh.
Anyways. I opted to take Government this year as an acceleration class so that I don't have to take it next year. It's pretty neat in the long run, but I'm so tired. That two hours everyday plus ridiculous amounts of Pre-Calculus, Physics, and History homework make for a very tired Shelby.
*nods*
And it's also sort of hard to update regularly. I'm trying my hardest to stay up past midnight so I can let you guys know that I'm not dead or anything, but some nights I'm just so tired.
Yeah.
At least it's Friday. I can go directly home after school XD and and and I don't have any commitments this weekend. I'm going to vege.
*nods*
she fears that if she cries that first tear the tears will not stop raining down She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself
And the fears whispering
If she stands, she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through
everything she's running from
Wants to give up and lie down
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when its all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
I'm absolutely 100% done with caring about him.
=]
he doesn't give a shit about me, so why the fuck should i give a shit about him?
if he's going to play these stupid fucking games with me, I'm not going to deal with it.
I'm perfectly happy with who I am with and what I have.
I don't need him.
