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myOtaku.com: Tanuki Bandit


Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Mkay, sorry for lack of posts.
Life has sucked lately. Or, been... What's a more extreme word than extremely? Eh... I dunno. It's been horribly stressful.
I don't think I've ever cried this much in my life. Seriously. .____.;
I mean... It took all I had to keep from bursting into tears on the way to school this morning and I nearly crashed because of that. *long sigh*

What do you do when someone you care for is willing to let herself die because she doesn't want to let you know so you worry, and she thinks her life isn't important enough to save so she's not going to the doctor?

Seriously. I have no idea what to do anymore.
My friend Jeff... He's the one who finally told me. He said he couldn't keep it from me any longer and sent me their conversation... And I'm completely lost as to what I'm supposed to do.
I really just want to take her by the shoulders, shake her, and shout "You matter, dammit!!!!"

So yeah. *sighs*
Got to visit Carnegie Mellon... Which was my dream college. That was one good thing... But since the reason I was trying for it was to get a good enough job to be able to visit/bring Janine, the friend I was talking about earlier *points up* to the US (She's from Germany, by the way) the excitement has kinda faded quickly.

But eh.

So yeah. As soon as I see her on MSN later today I'm gonna rant... Hope she doesn't hate me after that. >___>;;

Hope you all are doing better than I am.

~Tanuki
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