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Wednesday, July 20, 2005


I LIVE
this hunk of junk called my computer has finally been...somewhat fixed..thank goodness...doesn't mean otaku will be living for long...such a sucky place...i should just stick to xanga and livejournal...or just livejournal..depends...>.>..well yea...i've been in France but really...my live journal is not friends only so anyone intrested in the rest of my life head to :

http://www.livejournal.com/users/umberxlotuses/

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005


  commenters....i don't know who commented...but...( i don't know how many times i'm going to have to repeat myself) ...i can't read it because my computer doesn't let me....if someone would be so kind as to send me a PM about what was being said in the comments i would be forever greatful...

anywho..i never update here...i don't know why i continue to keep it ::shurg:: well...since i'm here








INFP - the Healer
Your Type is 0% Extroverted, 12% Observant, 6% Logical and 25% Structured
You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more feeling based than thinking based, and you prefer to go with the flow rather than having a plan. Your type can best be summarized by the word "Healer", which belongs to the larger group of idealists. You have a capacity for caring that is deeper than most. You strive for unity, are fascinated by the battles between good and evil, and can be something of an idealist. Only 1% of the population shares your type.
As a romantic partner, you are usually supprtive and nuturing, however, you have a high need for individuality. Harmony is extremely important to you as you are very affected by conflict and tension, which also makes you resist confronting your partner directly about problems. When you get angry, you usually blame yourself, rather than your partner. You can also be stubborn and unyielding when you feel you are being criticized or mistreated. You feel the most appreciated when your partner listens to you carefully. You need to be understood. You need to hear your partner express their feelings, the more often, the better. Your group summary: idealists (NF)
Your type summary: INFP
vincex's shorter version of this test.







My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:



















You scored higher than 1% on outgoing





You scored higher than 17% on observant





You scored higher than 10% on logical





You scored higher than 35% on structured
Link: The Quick and Dirty Personality Test written by unpretentious2 on Ok Cupid

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Monday, February 28, 2005


   Megacon
for pictures go to my Live Journal i am....umberxlotuses

duuuude....this weekend was awesome...and offending at the same time XD
SATURDAY:
I woke up at around 7 to dress as Kaoru-Ain't Afraid to Die before picking up lacey at 10...i had to do so many other things besides that on Saturday morning i didn't get to sit down for a rest all morning...sucked...but well worth it...my hair turned out to have a bigger hump in the back when it should have been at the front...o well. My mom came home from house hunting around 9:45 and we left around 10:10 to pick lai up...dandy. She liked the plushie of Die-Ain't Afraid to Die that i made for her...it was purty nice...but made horridly ::shurg:: i didn't without a pattern so........yea...alirght, we were extremely confused on where to go but of course when you go to megacon and you can't find your way...you follow the freaks. We ...well lacey...she noticed some lolita girls so we followed them. We were all walking on the sidewalk next to International Drive and all of the sudden "WHOOO! YEAH! THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN' 'BOUT" comes out of a passing van...with the side door flung completely open...XD we were all cracking up...they were definitely talking about the lolita girl in front of us who was wearing a cute little number...yup >< desperate men on I-Drive...beware.
tickets:
we were confused about megacon switching rooms but we got there and boy was that ticket line long but it moved faaaaaaaaaaaaaast...surprisingly enough. When we were almost to the front of the line (which was right next to some girl with extremely revealing clothes taking pictures) this guy...was walking around with a clipboard for the 'warptour' ...?....yea...and both me and looked him...then looked away. he asked us again because he asked us and some other man...ended up talking to him then said...so...you wanna sign up for this...and we said no...and he said 'you guys did look skeptical'...stuff like that....me and lacey were shocked and ...well...we were saying 'man, i feel so bad'...::shurg::
PLC on Sat:
we waited in line for around 2 to 2 and half hours to take a $5 polaroid picture with Psycho le Cemu and boy was it worth it, although waiting in line was very angering...We were 'luckily' sitting right in front of the emergency exit doors...or to people..just plain exit doors...so people kept on trying to go through us when we were sitting comfortably on the ground...bisterds...and one of the person stepped on the corner of my Cure magazine...EVEN WORSE!..jeez...The line started moving because the photoshoot was in motion..one of the girls walked out and lacey asked them how it was and the girl responded 'i'm gonna die' (lai)'why?' (girl)'i just am'. XD another girl, once we were at the front of the line, came from the photoshoot and just fell on the floor...XD...started to make me wonder what i was going to do because i was starting to get really jittery and i could feel the butterflies fluttering inside of me...man...it was really bright in there was my first thought when i was about to go in after lacey...all of the sudden i was going in...all of the sudden my heart was off beat and i could barely feel the oxygen entering my numbing body. all of the sudden beautiful brown eyes were looking at mine...and i think my heart might have leaped but..i can barely remember what was going on...i could only remember staring at Daishi with a large smile, sitting down, snap!, and i was done...i don't think i had ever been that greatly brain-washed before...or lacey...we were both walking around the convention probably for a good fifteen minutes or more with absolutely no purpose...we even asked each other what we were doing or going...but neither of knew..and neither of us cared...we continued walking with our eyes captured by the polariod we still occasionally flapped around. it was great...i wish someone had taken a picture of us while we were like that XD
what i bought:
..i'm not exactly sure...what i bought...maybe i do...i'll try to remember...hmm... i bought a Cure magazine and got another one for free (one featured Kagrra and the other Shulla X3), a gothic lolita bible magazine, three pins (seek, chun li, and shuichi), a i <3 yaoi shirt, PLC VIP ticket, the PLC photoshoot ticket, PLC wristband, a rainbow bright...rainbow brite?...shirt for my sister...i think that was it....
more desperate guys:
we were at the F.O.T. booth trying to find my sister something and this guy asks us...'are you guys...are you guys from dir en grey..ain't afraid to die, right?' we start talking a little bit and then...'if you guys want, you guys can come by our hotel (insert hotel room info.) and hang out...we're having a party later' ....riiiiiiight....ummm....you are in what...college...ummm....we...are not allowed to go off with strangers says my mommy....i'm sorry..>.>....really...afterwards we walk away and we start talking about him and this guy asks us, in the middle of our conversation, 'do you know which way those desperate guys went?'...we laughed..and pointed in the direction we thought they went...but then we started to think they were friends so...we ended up offending clip-board man and desperate guys and friends...jeez..supposedly someone else is mixed in there too...says lacey
Home:
we had the hardest time deciding on what we were going to wear...we kept on trying on things..and..jeez..we didn't stop until around 10 or 11 and then lacey asks me..'don't we still have to make the cookies for the lolita picnic tomorrow' ....HOLYMOLY!!!....yea...we didn't go to sleep until around 12:30 and we woke up the next morning at 5:30 to get ready before going to church at 7
SUNDAY:
we had changed and i did both of our hairs somewhat before church...after coming home i still had to touch up our hair, do my make-up, do lacey's make-up, decide on accessories, clean up, and then get all our stuff together to go....it was crazy....but we looked nice...i think so...
picnic:
....it was raining on sunday...how do you have a picnic in the rain...we were walking all around trying to find the picnic...asking anyone in lolita..but we were having no luck...but then...we saw these people that looked like they were looking and....waiting...i don't know so we asked them if they knew where the picnic was 'it's right here'....well that was was nice...we found them...but turns out...we didn't know what to do....great. We were able to get our picnic together with three tables and a whole bunch of chairs near the ...foodcourt?....no...where megacon usually is...yea...lacey and i were the only one's who brought something besides one other person ....<.<....okay.......it was still fun though ^^
Modelling:
we were walking around in the dealer room and this random guy asks us...'would you guys want to model for us?...we need some people to draw'...i looked at lacey, she looked at me...'yea, sure'...so we were sitting still for about....and hour..maybe...letting people draw us...and they were really nice people. I hope i get to really know those people....and the sculptor..dude...he was sculpting this pregnant woman with a fantsy twist..it was beautiful...man......so great. All the drawings were gorgeous ...i'd model for them anytime...i wish they would help me with what pose they want..but...hey...whatever
PLC:
....AWESOME..WONDERFUL...MAGNIFICENT..for my first concert experience ..it was great ...i am extremely happy that i got a VIP ticket..they were so close i could almost touch them...o goodness...the skit they did at the beginning was hilarious...i don't think i can describe this concert...it was just ...breath-taking...watching their faces everytime we screamed for them...every laugh, smile, jump...watching them play and sing their hearts out...touched me...it really did when i think about it...they were really trying and they did great
Harry...::sigh::...
Home=Pain
my feet were killing me...the shoes i were wearing were well over....3 inches....i don't know what they were but they killed my feet....::shurg::...that was my time at Megacon it was great...and i'm pretty sure i left plenty of things out like loosing mags and brit on sunday and all the perverts but....i...can't go on any longer

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Thursday, January 27, 2005


  just because i was checking updates on myotaku i thought 'hey...i should update'...and so here i am...although...there is not much to say (when is there ever). shall i merely give you a story to read...i don't know people...or person...whatever..::sigh:: oh!
FLAG FOOTBALL:
wow....wow....flag football does not = linh but somehow this year it has. On a whim, i chose to dedicate part of myself to ready myself and try out for flag football. it's still a little weird for me to talk about me doing sports.....i'm just trying to be a well-rounded student >< stupid education...you are messing with me lifestyle ..but it was my decision...who cares? i don't
PAST FEW DAYS:
crap...that pretty much sums them up...or...to put it more gently, dull. nights melt into days, days bleed into weeks, weeks just disappear all together without an event to remember. can i recall what i've really been doing these past few weeks?...no...not really...recently i've found myself sometimes curled on my bed/futon at random hours of the day just yearning. Yearning for some sort of warmth...goodness, ever since 'somebody' (some...people know who i'm talking about..>.>..) has been part of my life i've begun to day dream more frequently and my desire to be held has dramatically increased. I already knew before that all i wanted was someone to truely hold me but now its become so intense...not unbearable...not like i'm going to go around 'SOMEONE HOLD ME!'...no...no one is touching me, no sir! ....only special people..who i am extremely comfortable with...o ...getting off subject...o well..whatever..doesn't matter anyways..i hope this saturday will be fun...::sigh::
SATURDAY:
is....viet church chinese new year celebration....whoopie....i'm 'ecstatic' ...::shurg::...i hope it's not as disappointing as it is every year...this post is really turning out to be a ranting post...and i officially dislike it...so...goodnight you people...or person...>.>...

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Sunday, January 2, 2005


  well...i came home an hour and a half ago...and...i'm awake...>.>...the whole ride back from new york (new jersey actually) i slept....for what?...65% of the time..so i slept for...about 12 hours...hehe..so i'm not really tired...so ...i'm just going to update a little bit and then go do some chores(bring stuff in from car...>.>...laundry...i don't know)
THE OPPOSITE OF MY SILVER ROAD:
we should start at the part before we even left.....my sister had an enormous amount of boxes that she was bringing that it filled up both my sister's car and the van(my van is huge if you didn't know...we even took the back seat out). we had to get my sister's car hooked on to the van before that..and boy..was it scary to be having that thing trailing behind us. Once we were all done putting everyone's stuff in the car we just ..."hung out" ..some where...o..right...we went to co hai's house to eat our christmas dinner after we had gone to church. My sister and i came home around 9 while my parents stayed until 11. Although i was home early i went to sleep the latest XD...fun-ness...and made a stupid icon of myself..if you guys haven't seen it yet in my userinfo..>.>...
alright...so we are driving to new jersey at 4 AM...my sister and i sleep for awhile then we start watching our chinese movies that we got especially for the trip (TAN THIEN TAM BIEN! YEAH!..that ...was an okay remake...not bad...could have been better...sucky graphics..crappy ending...but..o well..we can't have everthing..the baby and the mommy dies..::cries::) okay....so we are in the car...and slowly....the car isn't going anymore and we are pulling over...HOLY MOLY! WHY ARE WE STOPPING!?...we were wondering if the battery gave out or we ran out of gas (our gas thingy is broken..so we know when to put in more gas depending on the mileage) we called 911 and they sent out a policeman in his macho cop car. my dad goes with mr. cop to the nearest gas station to get gas, they come back, my dad feeds the van, and we are off. wasn't that GREAT? ...we lost an hour....so we didn't arrive until 1AM...we went straight to sleep

that's it for now.......just the ride there......i'll talk about the actual 'opposite of my silver road' after i do the stuff i need to do...and i have to wash and vaccum (vacuum...?)...the van....>< noooooo.....but i must...i won't be back in awhile XD

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