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myOtaku.com: Sw33tSamurai90
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Saturday, April 17, 2004
hey Pplz!
me and my dad are planning to get a new printer for my computer, and we're going to Best Buy soon. but what i wanted to say was that i might not be on for a while since i'm getting paranoid about my grades, and for my homework that was due on Friday (yesterday) i did them all before that class where it was due. yea, lucky me. well anywayz i'll sneak on whenever i can, to check up on things.
An1m3, we got a call last night about the picnic thing, and yea i'm going. but i think my parents are coming with me so that sux.
and the bad thing about it is because of my health i won't be able to go swimming T_T. poo...well i'll get my chance later. oh, and it's nothing serious...it's just i got a bit sick.
i'll leave u guys with a few poems since i would like to know what u guys think of them before i submit it. well for now, buh bye and i'll catch u later. i doubt that i'll be able to stop by anyones page for at least today, but i'll see what i can do.
you've shatter and torn apart-
kicked and stepped over this heart.
then you threw the remainings into the sea-
turned back and walked off...hating me.
a smirk to top off the night,
thinking now that i'm gone things will be right.
this tired soul suffers along the crashes-
against the rocks and only receives gashes.
not knowing of any hate...
but believing i can start on a new slate.
the waves come down in all directions-
Pummling my body with rejection.
no hope left for this weak spirit...
but to continue to cry hoping you hear it.
after you break there seems to be no way to heal...
but you shouldn't give up cuz there are many who feel-
feel the same way and are able to just walk through...
your not alone and there's many who care for you too.
my soul comes to see the fact that there is pain no more,
and finaly finds my way back to shore.
i hold my head up high for another tomorrow...
that will be spent with happiness and will be anti-sorrow.
all my life i've been asking for rescue...
to find that special someone and i thought he was you.
but now i find myself needing help more than ever…
I thought that you would put away the nightmares forever.
I was idiotic and in denial…
I didn’t think that it was only a trial.
A game that turned to be a waste.
My heart and soul was only being chased.
Lies to cover my wounds and cuts-
You start to apologize with a “but…”
You didn’t think I would be so hurt-
But think about it…you threw my heart into the dirt.
You had the easy part,
You pretty much just said sorry for breaking my heart.
I cried and you didn’t know,
I loved you…but it didn’t show.
But I can’t help it…
And these words no longer seem to fit…
But I just want you to know…
That I once loved you…and that feeling will never go.
I’ll start this new life…but I won’t end the other.
I can’t replace my tears and memories so this life won’t count as another…
But it’ll be a new look on things,
And my heart will change the tune that it sings…
My eyes left unclosed and I won’t let you out of my sight,
It’s a new feeling of happiness that appeared as a light-
It leads the way and tells me that my ‘someone’ will be here soon.
And by then I would have already hatched out of this depressing cocoon.
~*~
There are days when my emotions full with my head.
Nights when I can’t sleep when lying in bed.
Some days I’m happy, some days I’m mad.
Some days I feel lonely, and some days I feel sad.
I try to cheer up, I honestly do.
But sometimes I can’t help but to be in the blue.
And when I get back to feeling good,
My life will get back to normal for a while- like it should
Your love provides an endless light.
Your friendship guides me with what’s right.
When I look for the answer to what’s wrong,
The voice of your answer sings like a song.
I hope you know you mean the world to me.
You are my everything and you always will be.
I’ll look to you if I need a smile…
And we will never be separated no matter the mile.
You will always be in what ever I dream,
You will be the one I’ll be cheering for-like a favorite team.
I want you to know I will never stop caring for you my friend…
And I will always hold on to you…even after the end.
~*~
promises broken-
and left unkept.
dreams to be awaken-
when you could've slept.
staring at the sky-
with not even a cloud,
no sun or moon-
not even a star aloud.
a day without serenity-
and then a day without sound.
would be like a day without breathing-
and how will you get around?
your lips are moving-
but i don't hear anything.
lies are all i seem to hear-
the truth is just an unfamiliar ring.
you show me your love-
but then i go blind.
the truth in everyone-
is something i can't find.
i've gotten lost-
because of my past.
i've grown confused-
and i don't want this to last.
i need someone to rescue me-
i'm a damsel in destress.
all that i've gotten from this life-
is a life that turned out to be a mess.
~*~
I would do what I can to see you,
I would even cry to see your eyes,
Scream to hear your comforting voice,
And give up hope for all the other guys.
But will this make any difference?
How can it bring you to me?
When can you hold me tight and whisper,
“This is how things should be…”?
It’s hard to forget you,
Even if I try.
Are you my dear Romeo?
Because you don’t seem like any other guy.
~*~
Why couldn’t I just be?
All quiet and locked up for eternity?
If I lose myself in this rhyme,
No one will be able to notice me in time.
You’ve stepped too close without knowing,
I’ve tried to get back to you but the wind won’t stop blowing.
Will you ever come back to my rescue?
And when will I get to tell you?
I love you too much to see u like this,
I want to be the one and only that u miss
You've left me here I think for too long,
Everything’s messed up and has gone wrong.
Please come back and I will say,
“I still love you, if it’s ok.”
~*~
My life has changed,
Ever since we first met.
I just can’t get you off my mind,
My feelings are left unset.
I’ve become so fragile,
And only can trust some.
I can’t move on or I’ll break,
So I’ll just wait for you to come.
I knew this would be big,
And I thought I could handle it.
I really need to talk to you now,
So listen to me a bit.
I know things can only get better,
But all I need is hope and inspiration.
Everything will get back to normal,
And I we can have our vacation.
I went against my other poems,
I know that I did now.
If I only listened,
I wouldn’t be asking myself, “How?”
i dunno if i have put up the last couple of poems on my page yet, but they're poems from about a month ago so i can't remember. well anywayz...ttyl. bye^_^thanx for reading!
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