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Saturday, August 15, 2009
Love is like a knife, it cuts the heart deep
I'm really hurt right now, I feel like my heart's been stabbed a thousand times and then ripped right out. Its painful to think about it and I don't know what to do.
I walked in the front door today after taking Ru to the dentist (note: I'm back at my mum's place in Virginia) and guess what I see? Josh and my friend Karen kissing on the couch. I didn't know what to say or what to do, I just took off running, I didn't want to listen to anything either of them had to say. Not right now at least. They've both called thousands of times, but I haven't answered, I don't want to talk to anyone right now. I don't understand, Karen's my friend and Josh is my boyfriend, why would they do that?
I'm at my best friend Matt's house right now, he's the only one I really trust. He says tomorrow he's going over there and kicking the shit out of Josh, and knowing Matt he will. Man, I never have ever felt this shitty about anyone, nor I have ever felt this wimpy and pathetic. I knew it, I just fucking knew it, I'm not meant to be loved.
Other than that, I'm at home, my mum's house, I was having a good time until now... things were getting so much better in life and bam! I'm a wreck again.
I dunno, its just hurting me real bad to even think. Everytime I try to think about anything but what happened, it always comes right back. I'm not sure what to do, my mum called like eighty times asking me what was wrong, I haven't told her yet, why make her worry? I just lied, said I was fine and waz gonna stay at Matt's for the night. Even after she keeps calling to check on me. I guess mum really does care.
Matt rented the Dark Knight so I'munna go watch it with him.
Later.
--Strawberry (frickin) Miyavi--
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