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Saturday, September 3, 2005


   i went to work.
well work was fun today but then i started to think of jess and i started to slack at work but then after lunch i was focused again on what i needed to do.then i got hoome and called jess and she waws nice to me,(thAnk u lord)lol anyway im trying to move on without her now but its hard though im not trying to rush myself but hello i need to get out of depression.anyway i found a another girl i like now but the sad thing is though i dont know her name or if she goes out with some one..(i better wacth it)hhmmm anyway i know im going to be better tomorrow because on sundays i always feel better it a thing.anyway im going to be playing in the study group soon and ill be playing my gutair yyyeeeeeehhhhhh lol i think im doing alittle better now though but i still love her but heres the thing if i go out with someone elese (i have a loyal thing)which is good ,that i cant ever leave someones side cause i dont abanden someone.and if i go out with this girl and if jess is free during the time im giving her im going to proplay feel bad.but propaly not though cause im sure ill be in love with this other girl mabe?im not sure but i dont think i can love any one like i loved jess cause she was(and still is)that specail some one in my heart.im not sure what to do,cause jess wonts to go see other people and i wont to still be with her yada yada yada.and you see the idea,but if i go out with someone elese and jess wonts me back......thats where my heart has to choose cause i dont wont to leave the girl im already going out with cause i dont wont to hurt her heart(and im not going out with no one now,just to clear that up)but then i dont wont to leave jess cuase she is a amazing person.hhhmmmm desisions.
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