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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   im so depressed
well i had have a very emotional day yesterday cuase jessica broke up with me and it really hurts me to see this and feel it.its all because of my fault though cause i was always worried about what she would do and thats why she left me and plus she didnt wont to fight all the time i didnt ether but she started this because she stoped talkin to me or she couldnt find any thing to talk about to me but all the sudden she has sopmething to talk about to her friends? hhhmmmm well that got me p.o and i i was ruded to her and she tells me what the freak is your proplem and i was like oh my god you cant figure it out?hhmmmm anyway later that day i was so depressed then at the time at the bus loop (which is the time we leave)i try to hold her hand and she snaches it away and im like ok? then i try to hug her to tell her i love and goodbye.but then she shovles me away that really hurt my feelings.so as soon as i got home i read a letter she gave me and it said we need to talk ill call you. and im like oh no what have i done.then as soon as i walk in my room i cry hugging my sis cause i knew what she was going to do then later that day she called and ask me do i know what she is going to say and i replied yes.and shes like im so sorry for doing this i really dont but idont wont to fight all the time and i knew that was true so i was like then why are doing this then(sniffs)she said something lke it time to move on,but im sure we will be back to gether and i know this cause deep down inside i know theres a big role for her and me to do.and im going to try my best to get her back but not untill i get my words right(if you know what i mean)anyway but i really wish this doesnt have to happen.oh and i finished that song i wrote for her and i song it to her and played it on my gutair to to her 2 days ago but she sounded like she really didnt care for it though.the song is called IT WAS YOU.and that came from my heart and she really didnt like it though and that hurt but she did tell me that she was going to cry but she didnt wont to runnin her make up(what a jerk)but i still love its just i really wish she took it sereiuos but i hope i can get over this and i know its going to take alot.
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