Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Hello
Hello
I'm sorry i didn't visit ur sites alot these days, I'm a little bit busy with my school now.... ugh... where did the summer vaction go??

Nothing special is happening these days, it's kindda boringand.............tiring
yesterday i went to TOTO's place, something realy scary happened, We were just chating about stuff, then suddenly her brother's toy car moved on it's on O.o

I sware to god we didn't even touch that toy....how did it move??? *Goose Bumps*

anyway....I'll visit ur sites right now
bye bye
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Saturday, August 19, 2006

   I'm home
I'm home now...I can finally use a good Net..
I'm getting over my grandmother's dead.....
she's dead now, crying and being depressed all the time won't do me any good, all what i have to do is pray for her now.


Tomorrow, I'm finally gonna go to school, TOTO has been calling me alot, she didnt know about my grandmother, i told her today....I'm glad she's in my class, what luck huh?
I'm kindda nerviouse, not going to school in three days...!!
well wish me luck...I'm gonna visit your site right now.
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Thursday, August 17, 2006

Thank you all
Hey guys..
thank you all sooo much for your nice comments yesterday, My relationship with my grandmother indeed is close, that's what made me real sad about it.

Yesterday, I became real sick, I had a very high fever, it was terrible,but i'm getting better today, all these stuff happened on my first year in highschool *sigh*...I realy don't know whatt to say ....

anyway, thank you all again, I'm gonna visit some site now.
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

God Rests her soul
Hello Guys
I'm terribly sorry, although i came back but i didn't visit ur sites.....I'm sorry

Yesterday morning... my Grandmother passed away, and yesterday was my first day at highschool, I couldn't go I felt so bad, and i still can't stop crying about my grandmah, I'm soo sad, I didn't even visit her when i had the chance, i feel realy bad, I can't sleep at night, i even heared that she was calling our names at the hospital before she died, she was calling for my father, my mother , me and my siblings, everyone went to visit her before she died, only me...
and when i went to her house, i couldn't stop my tears, when i went inside i saw my grandfather screaming at everyone, where is she .... where did u hide her....he's too old now, and he's realy realy shocked...everyone anted him to calm down...but he didn't.....
i've never saw my family look this misrable at all, everyone was crying even my uncle the one who could never cry infront of anyone, it was realy sad..

anyway.... I should stop talking about it now, it's not realy good to talk about these things alot......
I'm gonna try visiting some sites now

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

I'm baaack
Hello everyone, I'm BAAAAAAAAAAACK ^^ .... it feels soo good to e home.
the trip was AWESOME, realy it's an unforgetable trip, I think I had alots of fun because the whole family was there, but it was realy tiring...5 people including tw0 children...uh it was realy hard to move...
anyway I had the most fun in Paris, I saw the Eiffel Tower yay XD, it was realy crowded, I even heared that Asian people stay there until dawn O.o
but the worst thing was that i didn't buy anything for myself, I've been buying presents for everyone and didn't have enough money to buy anything for myself -_-; *sniff*
I bought 2 Ac milan shirts for Nick, and they cost 170 Euros..THAT'S HALF MY MONEY...*sigh* I'm glad he liked them or else.. grr
oh and he and TOTO came to my place today, We had alot of fun, I missed them sooo much, oh and my stupid sister did something terrible, she told Nick that some FRENCH guy came and spanked my butt at the park, wich was actually true, but he thought i was someone els, I was soooo Embaressed, and I swear I'll tell her husband that she flirts with every single guy she sees there.
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Sunday, July 30, 2006

   Hey
Hey guys....
Hows everyone....I'm in Brussels right now....I'm having alot of fun...
but actuly I realy miss home ....we're moving here alot...first, we stayed one week at Milano...then we went to paris and stayed for two days, and now we're staying in Brussels for 10 days, I don't like to move from one country to another this fast, it's too tiring, I'm using the hotel's Internet right now...so i thought of updateing here, I don't have much time , so I'll be going for now,
see ya guys later, I'm gonna visit everyone when i come back
bye bye.
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Thursday, July 20, 2006

   Hey
Hey guys...
I'm soo sorry...I didn't visit ur sites... and umm...I'm not gonna be able to visit u because I'm leavin to Italy tommorow...we'll be staying there for few weeks...who knows maybe a month....

anyway.... I didn't watch the movie... we were kindda late.. but at least I went somewhere....Nick treated me for lunch too ^^
but unfortanetly my day wasn't realy perfect... I
m realy worried...alot of girls flirt wih nick...and i don't want that...it realy made me upset... then before we went home he talked to me about it...he said that I don't have to worry beause i eas the only one he wanted...
I know this may sound lame but i'm still worried..
it's not realy about him it's me.... Nick is just too handsome and i'm a very average looking person, It's the first time that i have ever dated someone that handsome, and i just feel as if...i'm not pretty enough to be his girlfriend....that's realy annoying...now i can't have good time in my trip because of that T_T....

anyway...I'll TRY visiting somesites later...but i'm not realy sure...but i'll try..
Bye Bye..
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

   Haiya
Hello guys..... I'm kindda happy Today.... I'm going to see Pirates of the caribian with Nick Tomorrow *happy happy*...
anyway....what do u guys think of my new theme.... that Chibi is supose to be me and the guy is Nick....
I drew those along time ago, o and.... I did not paint them....i suck at painting...they were painted by TOTO
this also is my first wallpaper.....i never made one before but i kindda like it ^^

my parents arrived late yesterday.... it seems like my grandmother's condtion is getting better.... thank god.
anyway i gotta go visit some sites now....

bye bye
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Hello
Hello
Things got worse today....I had a realy bad dream..... I saw myself sitting wearing all black in my Mother's Funeral....it was horrrible....I Immediately got up it was 6:21 AM....I couldn't even breath....after that I didn't sleep at all.... I was alone of course cuz my mom and dad decided to go see how my grandmother is doing....she lives out of town, and it'll take them 3 houres to get there....and now I'm stuck here with my stupid brother...*SOB* I'm in HELL.

I uploaded a new drawing...plz check it out if u have the time....it's TOTO^^


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Saturday, July 15, 2006

What a bad Day


Hey it's me again...
Today....lots of bad things happened....
I was watching the news these days...(I don't normally watch them) things are a mess in Lebanon...I'm sooo Worried...My Friend went to a trip there... and I'm soo worried I can't think of anything els....all these bombs and explosions...oh I hope she's doing okay there...
I've heared that all the airports there r closed or something... I can't even contact her now.... I often talk to her in MSN but I can't find her lately and this is making me worry even more...

Plus My Grandmother is in the hospital right now....My father is soo Worried...we may even cancel our trip....my younger brother told me that they took her stomache off O.o
How's that possible how can she eat??
I think that little jerk is lying...
anyway....I'm gonna visit some sites now so bye bye.
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