Thursday, February 14, 2008

part of my story
Sora rolled over & went back to sleep to forget about what her sister had said to her. Every night that she slept she would have a nightmare of some sort. “What are you doing?” A man looked at her like she was some one he knew forever. “Who are you?” “You’ve known me for a long time.” “No I haven’t.” “Sora you have. You can’t remember me. That makes me feel sad.” He lifted her up & pulled her close to his heart. His heart beat was very faint like hers. “Are you one of us?” “I’ve always been one of you even before my life was changed.” “Who are you then?” “My name’s Trevor…….” That’s when he bit her neck. She jumped out of the bed, screaming, & fell in the floor at her sister’s feet. “Another nightmare?” “Yeah, it’s about the same guy.” “Trevor…?” “Yeah it’s him again.” “I think he’s trying to tell you something.” “Is there something you’re not telling me sister?” Ashley sighed & sat on the bed. Sora got up & sat beside her. “Trevor is the one that changed you. You are his mate.” “Why didn’t you tell me along time ago?!” “I thought that he’d never be able to find you. Maybe he’d just forget you & look for some one else to make his mate, but now he’s made it obvious that he wants you & no one else.” “Sister he’s a deranged psycho! Why wouldn’t you tell me this?” Ashley hung her head afraid to talk to her little sister. “The reason was I didn’t want you to get involved with him.” “He’s already got me involved. He scares me Ashley.” “He’ll come for in a little while. But that might change once he meets me.” “No I want to meet him all by myself. To see what he’s like.” “Sora do you know what you’re asking of me?” “To stay back & let me do my thing.”



You all have to read ythis & tell me what u think
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BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE
Heaven's waiting for you
Just close your eyes
And say goodbye
Here in your pause
Go on and on and on

I live my life in misery
I sacrificed this world to hold you
No breath left inside of me
Shattered glass keeps falling

Say....
Say goodnight
Just in time
Say goodnight...

Flowers laid out for you
So many colors leave me blind
Seeing your face reflect from a babies eyes

I live my life in misery
I sacrificed this world to hold you
No breath left inside of me
Shattered glass keeps falling

Say...
Say goodnight
Just in time
Say goodnight

So here I am
You're inside of me
So here I am
Our worlds may suffer
So here I am
You're inside of me
So here I am
our worlds may suffer

Here I am with you
I'm there til the end
Memories are told and
So farewell my friend
Farewell my friend!

Here I am with you
I'm there til the end
Memories are told and
So farewell my friend

FAREWELL MY FRIEND!
MY FRIEND
MY FRIEND
MY FRIEND
MY FRIEND
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thought i'd post this cause today cause well it just made me think about this day lol hope you all like it
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HAppy Valentines Day
Sorry if I get on anyones nervers about this cause I just wanted to say that cause I'm actually happy & it's not national single awarness to me so that might be why i'm happy, cause i'm not single thanks to Trevor LOVE HIM -runs around singing kiss me song-
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

so you all
Hey i'm sory to bug you about any thing that's just a littles unimportant because i feel as tho i need to tell some one besides my mom or my dad or a counseler at my school. ppl my age seem to always understand a little more than the adults do if you get my drift & if i offend any of you i'm so very sorry
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this is my own survey i made up

Your favorite band	Three days grace
Do u like guy &/or girls	both
Do you love any one from your family	only my cousin
do you like to go to school	yes
Would you kill some one	yes
does your life suck	most definatly
what are you good at	singing & writing
Do you have a girl/boy friend	b/f
How many times do you tell your b/f or g/f you love them in a day	so many i can't count
Can you talk to people about your problems	yes
Does any of your friends care about you	not really
could you drink 4 beers & not get drunk	yes
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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hey i loved this survey u should take it too!!!!!!!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Melody Newburn
Birthday:	4-14-91
Birthplace:	antlers, Ok
Current Location:	Durant,Ok
Eye Color:	blue-green they varey
Hair Color:	dirty blonde
Height:	4' 9" i know i'm short
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	none
The Shoes You Wore Today:	skater
Your Weakness:	my emotions
Your Fears:	spiders
Your Perfect Pizza:	peperoni w/ pinapple slices
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	to become a great writer
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	i hate today
Your Best Physical Feature:	my eyes
Your Bedtime:	10:00
Your Most Missed Memory:	ones of my grandmother
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	yes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	once
Do you want to go to College:	yeah
Do you want to get Married:	yeah
Do you belive in yourself:	always
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	hell yeah
Are you a Health Freak:	nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	nope
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	kinda
Ever been Beaten up:	nope
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	quick & painless
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	a psycho maniac
What country would you most like to Visit:	japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	green
Favourite Hair Color:	black
Short or Long Hair:	eihter
Height:	6' 0"
Weight:	125
Best Clothing Style:	skater/punk/goth/emo
Number of Drugs I have taken:	nope
Number of CDs I own:	alot
Number of Piercings:	a few
Number of Tattoos:	a few
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	some
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Monday, February 11, 2008

My dad
He's such an ass & i don't even want to talk to him about anything anymore -growls-
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Sunday, February 10, 2008

fruit basket Macarana

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All things she said

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Frontline

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