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This would be my profile.

I'm a violist and a (mentally part-time) student; I used to draw and write occasionally.

This, unfortunately, will forever remain as a place where anyone can exploit my embarassing immaturity as a middle schooler. Feel free to lurk as you please.


Saturday, February 3, 2007


   It never ceases to amaze me.
My procrastination, I mean. I have a research paper and a ton of homework for all my classes due Monday, plus a concert and OMEA practice tomorrow...and what am I doing?

Fiddling around with the internet, of course.

I'm so going to be regretting this in a couple of hours. xD.

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Friday, June 2, 2006


Last Day of School: Over!
No more exams, no homework! <3!

I'm going to be a sophomore soon...scary. >_> Especially considering that the last time I posted on here, I was an eighth grader.

AoP, this post is specially dedicated to you! *love*

Summer goals: Draw. Get outside. Have fun.

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Tuesday, May 31, 2005


Fwee! ^_^ Field day tomorrow and five more days of school left of this year!

...then high school. >_>;

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My parents don't understand knee jerk reactions or sarcasm at all.

Example: My mom realized she might've put too much water in the rice, and I chuckled slightly. That probably wasn't the best thing to do, but it's a habit of mine to do that to "harmless" things. Then she blows up at me and rants how I'm disrespectful, how I'm happy that she got the rice done wrong, and how I would laugh at even people who fell down, stoning them as well to rub salt in the wounds.

Okay, I never said I was the nicest person in the world-- I'm really a complete jerk. But she doesn't understand that I have no real feelings for boiling rice and cooking. Okay, maybe the rice will be soggy, but it's not a permanent loss. The comment about stoning is totally untrue: sure, if a person fell on accident and is perfectly okay, I'd probably laugh with them and ask if they're alright, helping them up. My mom's had some major issues in the past years (both times when I haven't been there), and so she hasn't realized that I do care about people's welfare in much more serious conditions.

Then she talked about how I let myself get stupidly influenced by our neighbors and my classmates. Well, hello: I've spent maybe half my life with other kids in a building not-called-home. Ooh, there's slight chance I might pick up an attitude and some back talking there! Sorry, Innocent-Saint-No-Cursing-Please skakujou flew out the window and got hit by a semi.

They both have a real issue about the meanings behind everything you say. They both think whatever comes out of your mouth is what is true in your head. It's really hard to break habits, granted, but after living in the U.S. for over 18 years, you'd think they'd know by now that it's integrated into the culture. Nothing short of a brainwashing or etiquitte school is going to change that for me.

Yeah, I'm rather irritated. My report card is going to be so danged welcoming in the mail-- the first thing sports managers look at in the high school. For sure, my math grade won't be higher than a C. Facing three D's on a few major tests really makes me nauseated (yes, I'm a brainwashed fool obsessively interested in getting the first letter of the English alphabet system) and I'm just stressed.

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Monday, May 16, 2005


Laura Bush -- ever faithful to her husband, and yet willing to make a crack at him.

From TIME: "According to a new poll, Laura Bush's popularity rating is 80% while President Bush's rating is down to 47%. When she heard this, Laura said, 'Hey, it's just like our grades in college.'" - Conan O'Brien

She r0x0rz, yes? <3

XD okay, maybe not, but oh well.

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Sunday, May 15, 2005


All my posts have lately been during the evening o_0 my posting senses have turned nocturnal!

Samurai Champloo was a mixed bag - it seems to be a innovative new concept in anime, but it's not very plot driven (so warns the reviews - many fillers in between the actual plot dealing with the samurai smelling of sunflowers). Hopefully it'll turn out good.

On a more serious note, I'm deeply disappointed. Through my own opinion, I feel the issue of gay/lesbian marriages has the same redundancy and idiocy revolving around moral issues as did slavery/segregation. Most are proud we managed to ditch ownage of other humans and public racial discrimination. How's this any different? Didn't some people choose to teach their children that minorities were inferior to others? We now recognise it as wrong and pretty stupid. So what is so morally wrong with having homosexual relationships? It's not normal, it's perverse, it doesn't follow your beliefs? I would be more concerned about those rabid Mormon men from Utah who forcefully put women and daughters into incestuous polygamous relationships, a majority of them rather abusive. And no, I have nothing against the Mormon religion/culture/whatever-- just some of the men's motives. That I feel is more concerning than the argument over what should be perfectly legal and far from mentally scarring. I may not know what costs come with allowing these marriages, but to me it's darned clear that female to male or same to same relationships deserve the same amount of respect.

^ Sorry for my no-grounds ranting, but I'm rather ticked at some narrow minded people that like to pick upon "lesser evils" in a random person. According to my friend, she was confronted by some girls and was asked if she was "gay." There was nothing provoking that comment except possibly her clothes. Since when does a girl become gay if she chooses to wear a long t-shirt and straight leg jeans? Ah, I suppose all righteous girls wear thigh-high skirts and cleavage (or lack thereof) displaying tanks? And her terminology was incorrect as well: lesbian would have better suited *her*. Then they pretty much followed her into the fitting room and spent time complaining about her physique and tittering about her race. Not only is that insulting to her, but the fact they used a term describing perfectly normal and acceptable people to do so.

I don't know if I should hope she lied to me or not, but if those girls really did do that, I hope the sandman gives them one night of chipping rocks in hell.

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