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Tuesday, January 18, 2005


   HIYA!!!!!!! umm well i have the second half of the poem poll results all done!! ...and a break down finally appeared

Okay well the second half of the poem poll results is....umm drum roll pleaz..*cuz wakes up from Nicole hitting her arm and finally drumroll* thank you..it's Cause You Asked Why!! Desi made that and I really want to thank her since she said she made the poem for me! I can't believe she did that!! *HUGGS DESI* Well here is the poem you guys voted for the tiebreaker!
TITLE: Cause you asked me why

you are the one who knows
the one who knows my secret
you are the only
the only one that i trust
cause you never left me in the dust
you are always
always the one who would listen
always the one with an ear to lend
you show me that nobody can stop me from dreaming
that these chains cannot stop me from being free
and now i know that you'll always be by my side
i know that you will not lie
and now i dont have to fear
and i wanted to tell you
that you shared a special part of you with me
and i wanted to thank you
for being there
and telling me that i could tell you anything
because that means everything to me

Well thats pretty much it for poem poll stuff. Well I just got finished watching the movie White Chicks on VHS. SO FUNNY!!!! I really liked it. ggrrr all these stupid pop ups come up and my computer says they are blocking them!! jeez what is wrong with it?!?!?!?!? ggggrrrr. Well nothing much to say but I am going to plan my next layout. Well seeya guys. ^_^ *looks to cuz who is asleep on the floor*...oh i can have fun with seeya I'LL WRITE ABOUT IT LATER!!! *grins evilly and sees Nicole grab her make-up purse*..oh yeah..it's on....

EDITED like an hour later

Amazing what one post and some quizzes can do to your soul eh? Well I went from happily smiling at my computer and having a good time for a while...until I found some stuff out....AnimeBlue Girl is leaving...and when I found out like a few minutes ago...well lets just say my vision is blury and tears are falling...you don't have to worry about me really I am fine...well she is leaving today so yeah I am really sad about that...first Joeyw23 thinks about leaving and now AnimeBlue Girl IS Leaving and....well let me make this REALLY simple and show this comic I found and can relate ALL THE WAY! *smacks the wall and leans back to continue crying while Nicole huggs me rocking back and forth*

A comic that sounds like my life
Yeah easy enough I hate myself and my life. I want to die and I already started to cry. I feel so dead. I wanna die in bed. I don't want to be here. This life is my fear. To wake up and know its real. This is how I really feel. I hate saying goodbyes. I hate telling all these lies. But I know that isn't gonna be the cure. I can't see s*** and everythings a blur. well i'll seeya later when i'm not crying kay? bye. Oh and if you didn't get it thats what my life is like oh and in only one weekend tops! Yeah this started on Sat. but I hid it from you guys and it began something bigger on Sun. and I began scratching like mad and blood was on my bed. And now on a holiday I have now lost it and broke down. seeya round

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