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Saturday, April 30, 2005


   moving on, a step forward.

yesterday, something happened that really made me smile. raijin-sama, my ex-boyfriend, visited me here, at our house. i was sleeping and yes, he disturbed it. lolz. but no harm done. at first, we were arguing. we were at my room. it's summer and it's pretty hot here, as i've said at my previous post. then, after sometime, my mom told me why don't we talk outside to get some air. when we're outside, maybe because it's cooler, our discussion was cool down a little. and after some more talking, he finally let go of me. now, i'm officially free. although i know it's hurting him, well, i didn't mean to hurt him. it's just that our relationship doesn't seem to work anymore. and plus, i'm not very much ready with "super" serious relationship. i'm such a kid. i mean, i'm just 19 years old, i want to enjoy life. i told him, why don't he hate me. he just said, "i just can't bring myself to hate you. i don't know why.." i know he love me so much...but i just can't go on anymore. yeah, he's a great guy, he's loving and such. but for me, he's just too good to be true. -_-; i dunno. i just think, i don't deserve someone like him. >.>; bleh. i'm rambling nonsense here again...oh well. -_-;

anywayz, the rest of the day was uneventful. except for downloading a lot of mp3s. w00t~ XD

that's it for today. i'll make my rounds now. *mwahugz everyone*

matta ne~ ^.^


oh i love soujirou! XP~~~ hope you like the piccie. ^_^


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