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Saturday, December 5, 2009


once again i am sorry. i know i havent been much company here but i am grateful to those of you who have stay by side in this troubling time.
I got into another fight with my chir instuctior today. She simply was yelling me for not smiling during the rehershal, she is completely in the right to do so because the concert is less then a week away. But it pissed me off and i just went off on her. saying that i like to see her smile after hearing that your best friend tried to once again kill herself! That it doesnt feel right to even consider peroforming without her! I mean really she is the reason I started singing at school in the first place. she conviced me to join with her, and we had so much fun singing side by side. But now that she has left i feel bonded or chained to stay, but at the same time the closer and closer the concert comes the more i know i can't perform without her. its just not right for me to do this alone when it was something we shared so dearly together. what do these people want from me im trying trying so hard not to just break down and cry. shes my best friend damn it! they have no idea how much it hurts not to able to do anything to save her from herself! My best friend could die at any time without me knowing and she excepts me to smile for some concert... yeah i say that i believe the concert is meanless compare to the the battle that I'm fighting inside myself. an interal battle fighting my own emotions to please the people around me

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009


sorry
gah too many turkeys! Yesterday i had an arugment at work with a customer about a certain turkey being sold out. Thanksgiving is tomorrow people you should have got your turkeys already shessh. anyway no happy holiday for me i just found out that my friend had another step back and it kills me knowing she left to stop all this to get help but now......... I can't think of it its just to hard to painful

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Sunday, November 15, 2009


turkey maddess
hey just got back from work i due to my job i have obtain a new hatered of turkey (I work at Gaint). Every year gaint gives free turkeys away if you earned 300 gaint reward point on the bonuscard. Well the free turkeys weren't going to be given out until today, but everyone wanted to get their turkeys early and thought they can get away with it. so then they come up the cashier and when they say they can't have the turkey for free they send ME to take the turkeys back! And turkeys are pretty freaking huge, heavy, and cold. And today the store was so packed with turkey lovers that i had to work through my break ugh. I hate the bird so much! Anyways i hope your thanksgiving rocks i if you got a turkey of my store you better enjoy it ;)
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