Sunday, June 26, 2005

   Hangovers Are Teh Suck
Aw man.... I really messed up last night.... First I carved the name of the girl I love into my leg, and then I got drunk... I feel like crap.... My mom doesn't know which is good. I can't believe I'm so dumb. What the Hell is my problem? I don't know. Well, other than that, my day's been pretty good. I watched a movie called Darkness. It was all right, but pretty predictable.... It was really bloody too. I like those kinds of movies. Have you noticed the latest trends in horror movies is that everyone dies? Hoorah! XD Just joking. Well, that's really it, so I'll let ya go.
Love,
Vanessa
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Friday, June 24, 2005

   My Brother's Graduating Today!
My bro's graduating from highschool today. He's so nice. He says I don't have to dress up. Yes! XD I have to get ready in a few minutes. Also, I was gonna show you a recent pic of me, but Eckards messed up my order. They gave me the right pictures, but the wrong CD. I got a CD with pictures of some lady at Graceland near Elvis Presley's grave. I hate Eckards, but my dad's a cheap ass, and said we had to go there or not at all, so yeah. I prefer Wal-mart, but you know. Anywho, see ya!
Love,
Vanessa
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Thursday, June 23, 2005

   Again, I Am UnLoved
Meh, it's useless, but I guess I'll just talk about myself again. Since school is out, I can't talk about that. Well, there is someone who I love incredibly so, but I can never have her, because she doesn't swing both way. She is straight and will never feel the way I feel about her. I am bi. She's my best friend. She's always been there for me, especially when times got really rough. But this time, she can't help. I can never let her know my feelings. She would walk away and leave... Then I truly would have nothing to live for. But God, how I love her so. She's so beautiful.... Heh. Sorry I wasted your time.
Much Love,
Vanessa
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

   I'm Lonley...
I guess no one cares that I am back... I guess that everyone forgot who I was with my abscence. Well, let's get reaquianted. Hi. My name is Vanessa. I am thirteen and I like rock, punk rock, and anime and manga. If I were to be given a social label, it would be "Goth." I am a bisexual, and only one of my friends knows that.
Now that that episode is over, I will tell you about my day, like I once did so long ago. If you're wondering why I've been gone, well, you'll find the reason quite corny. I was trying to find myself. I was lost once again in a pool of darkness, thinking that I'd always be alone, having one of my fits. I nearly committed suicide, but thanks to my wonderful friends, here I am again. Now I know that I will be stereotyped for saying that I'm suicidal. I know you think it's just a phase, but everyone's different all right? I won't burden you with my problems, because I know that you don't care, and you'll probably come back and tell me, Well, what about the starving children? Maybe I don't have it as bad as they do. But you're not me, are you? No. Therefore, you don't know what it's like. I don't enjoy cutting myself. I don't enjoy watching myself bleed. I don't enjoy being dark all the time. But believe it or not, it's not my choice. My mind seems to take over, and try as I might, I just can't stop it. So please don't come on here and preach to me that I'm just overreacted, because I'll tell you what I tell everyone else: "Fuck off and die."
I'm better now. Today was my last day of seventh grade and I am happy. What's weird is that my english teacher invited me over for tea. That deserves a royal What the Fuck?. I passed all my finals with flying colors, and I didn't even study. I won a maginfying glass in social studies. Now I know how I will be spending my summer vaction. Ha ha ants, ha ha. That's really it.
Love,
Shadow Wolf
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   Guess who's back? Back Again! Nessa's back! Tell A Friend!
Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry for my rude behaviour. I am back for good now. I have updated my midi. It's 2000 Light Years Away by Green Day. It's my favorite song off my favorite album, Kerplunk! I am a huge Green Day fanatic. My name is Foamy on Geek Stink Breath.net Forums. Well, I dropped Rick for good and my life has been great. ^_^ It feels good to be the bad one for once. I will have a recent pic of myself to show you guys soon. If you remember my old picture, UGH! It's a good thing I'm gettin' a new one. Well, I'm getting my hair dyed. Black with 3/4 light blue at the bottom. My best friend Shelby got her bangs dyed pink. They look shmexy on her. ^^ Well, pop off bitches! XD
Love,
Nessa

QUOTE OF THE WEEK:
"It doesn't matter if you're a loser, it just depends on how good you are at it."
-Billie Joe Armstrong.
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