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• 1991-10-10
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• 2004-01-02
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• Being myself
Real Name
• Vanessa
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• I'm an acomplised artist! No, not really, but I do get compliments.
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• 5
Favorite Anime
• Hellsing, Madlax, Urusei Yatsura, Ranma 1/2, it goes on...
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• T o buy a coffin....
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• I like anime, manga, slash fanfiction, eyeliner, rock, punk rock, t.A.T.u., AFI, Evanescence, Green Day, My Chemical Romance, ramen, stuff like that.
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• I can draw and write well, especially slash
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
I'm Lonley...
I guess no one cares that I am back... I guess that everyone forgot who I was with my abscence. Well, let's get reaquianted. Hi. My name is Vanessa. I am thirteen and I like rock, punk rock, and anime and manga. If I were to be given a social label, it would be "Goth." I am a bisexual, and only one of my friends knows that.
Now that that episode is over, I will tell you about my day, like I once did so long ago. If you're wondering why I've been gone, well, you'll find the reason quite corny. I was trying to find myself. I was lost once again in a pool of darkness, thinking that I'd always be alone, having one of my fits. I nearly committed suicide, but thanks to my wonderful friends, here I am again. Now I know that I will be stereotyped for saying that I'm suicidal. I know you think it's just a phase, but everyone's different all right? I won't burden you with my problems, because I know that you don't care, and you'll probably come back and tell me, Well, what about the starving children? Maybe I don't have it as bad as they do. But you're not me, are you? No. Therefore, you don't know what it's like. I don't enjoy cutting myself. I don't enjoy watching myself bleed. I don't enjoy being dark all the time. But believe it or not, it's not my choice. My mind seems to take over, and try as I might, I just can't stop it. So please don't come on here and preach to me that I'm just overreacted, because I'll tell you what I tell everyone else: "Fuck off and die."
I'm better now. Today was my last day of seventh grade and I am happy. What's weird is that my english teacher invited me over for tea. That deserves a royal What the Fuck?. I passed all my finals with flying colors, and I didn't even study. I won a maginfying glass in social studies. Now I know how I will be spending my summer vaction. Ha ha ants, ha ha. That's really it.
Love,
Shadow Wolf
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