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Tuesday, October 17, 2006


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Time: 9:02 am
Song: Wishing you were somehow here again.
Artist: Phantom of the Opera

~~ lyrics ~~

CHRISTINE
You were once
my one companion . . .
you were all
that mattered . . .
You were once
a friend and father -
then my world
was shattered . . .

Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
wishing you were
somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,
somehow you would
be here . . .

Wishing I could
hear your voice again . . .
knowing that I
never would . . .
Dreaming of you
won't help me to do
all that you dreamed
I could . . .

Passing bells
and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental,
seem, for you,
the wrong companions -
you were warm and gentle . . .

Too many years
fighting back tears . . .
Why can't the past
just die . . .?

Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
knowing we must
say goodbye . . .
Try to forgive . . .
teach me to live . . .
give me the strength
to try . . .

No more memories,
no more silent tears . . .
No more gazing across
the wasted years . . .
Help me say
goodbye.

~~ lyrics ~~

I have no idea why, but this morning, I woke up..Went about my usual buisness..Took the dogs out, fed the animals, made my lunch, made my breakfast..and then walked out to the bus stop..And while i stood there waiting for the bus, my mind seemed to do a back flip..

I started getting that annoying, nagging feeling that something was going to happen. And that everything around me wasn't real. I felt like i was just begining to come into the world..even though i've been here my hole existance....

Everythings going by so fast and i some times wander if it'll ever slow. I hardly do things because i want to any more..i just do them because they are routine...or so it seems.....

Th only time i ever feel like i'm doing what i want is when i'm sketching..i just zone out and for those breif few minutes, the world is mine...

That probably sounds really stupid..so i'll stop now.

L8ter Daze,
Sethos

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