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Wednesday, August 31, 2011


Two Thousand Eleven
What a year so far. Got alot accomplished. Got a job, got two actually. Got my drivers license. Got my car, which I own and have insured. Did alot of shit on my own time for myself.
and now i REALLY can do whatever the fuck I want.
Because I'm not a possession of anyone anymore. I believe thats the biggest accomplishment.
19th birthday rolled around.
Said I'm sick of this shit, n this yr i'm gna live it up and do me.

So I broke away.
From the looooong long chain of being with my ex.
& shit, readin my old blog site on here made me realize what a damn vicious cycle it was, n I'm not gettn back in t he ring for that.

Now when I got stress its work n school n money.
No added relationship drama to pile it higher.

It does get lonely, physically frustrating too, buuut I seemed to have aquired in the month that I've been single so far, three friends with benefits. So I'm set with that for now.

My next goal is to save up my paychecks, n gtfo MOOVE n i wanna move out soo bad. Just want to take that next step and next taste of independence and self freedom. I believe I can do it. Especially since I didn't let my ex talk me into getting knocked up w his 2nd child. Granted I still really want that. But not for a few years i spose. College first. & career maybe. Not sure bout that marraige one though. But I do want a little one. Hopefully the world doesn't end in 2012 so I can have that chance haha. nah it wont end. but the economy will be shit n well AALLL be on welfare. Perfect timing for me to finish school n get a job in Human Services.

Man am I glad I'm out though. I swear, it's good I ain't with him no more. I woulda been bitchn his ass out today, for quitting his job, n then findin out AFTER he quit his insurance jus went through to cover his baby girl.

But now, it's great, cuz I can just NOT FUCKING CARE. AT ALL. and laugh.

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