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Birthday
• 1992-01-18
Gender
• Female
Location
• Tucson
Member Since
• 2007-10-10
Occupation
• Junior Student
Real Name
• Sara

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• I think I was 5 or younger so @ least 1997
Favorite Anime
• Death Note, Blood+, Naruto, Bleach, Inuyasha, Pokemon, Sailor Moon, Dragon Ball, Dragon Ball Z, Tenchi Muyo,and I used to watch Yu-gi-oh, thats all that I can think of but there could be more
Hobbies
• acting, going on myO,drawing anime,singing,watching anime, hanging out @ my sis's house
Talents
• acting,cooking,baking,singing, biting

myOtaku.com: sasuke fan4 life

Sunday, April 13, 2008

i hate my life

srry bout the recentcy in depressing updates, but i am going to go crazy not having brandon for s long as his stupid po wants to keep him away from his home.

on good news the musical went very well and yesterday was the language fair and my group place in 1st so thats good

but it seems that none of the really matters much to me, i nees to see brandon and talk to him.

things finally got better between us and now he is gone and i feel so lost i dont know what to do anymore

i fell like an empty shell with no personality now, because he really did complete me and now i lost half of myself, maybe even more.

i dont want to cry anymore but i cannot help ever since i found out on friday i have been crying myself to sleep and its starting to sting my eyes, and i dont want to do it anymore, but i cannot help it.

it sucks to even listen to my music because every song reminds me of him in some way and it make me wanna cry even more.

i have to go back to school tomorrow and i am not looking forward to it.

so L got killed in deathnote, which was pretty sad, the only good thing is that we have our Kira back but i mean it truely does stink that L is dead, the episode was kinda sad from the begining.

i see not many people r updating, and I would like to thank those who commented on my last post, it is nice to know that some people still have me as a friend.

well i dont want to sulk any more on here, and i am hoping that things get better, and i dont want any pitty or anything because it is not worth it, pitty means that i would be accepting deffeat in the fact that i wont get brandon back, and I will i have to i cannot live with out, him, he keeps me sane and happy, and out of the darkness of depression and other horriable things that i do not want to go back to so i will get him back because i just have to if i want to stay happy and loving and caring, bright.

ttyal

akira
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