Monday, April 6, 2009

   Update on life
well ive been good. Been Rehearsing for our school play Arsenic and Old Lace, which opens April 17th at 7pm. its been a lot of work and we are entering our hell weeks now.

I met an awesome guy who is in the play and we made out but the next day i found out my friend also liked him so things got complicated and we both went into a friend category but im going try to see if we would take another chance and be with one of us.

ive been told a mix amount of things about the whole situation from many people, some say that he obviously likes me cause he kissed me others say something like he was just horny and wanted some lip action. but idk i really like him

i was at my sister this weekend and brandon and i almost started fooling around again and i ean sexually fooling around. it kinda scared me cause ive worked so hard to get back on good terms with him and be friends again and then that happens. im glad nothing really happened cause i really like sean and he's the first one i can be true to cause when im with him brandon doesnt matter.

im goig to be in the schools talent show. im going to be acting out a monologue that im really good at. i even got a trophy for this monologue. rehearsals for that start on april 20th so im glad its going to be after the play is over.

school is almost out just this month and next, thank god. but next years gonna be sad cause it'll be my last year at amphi :/

my sister is going to be getting married next year. i cant believe it, i honestly didnt think she would marry him but she is going to so i wish her luck and ill be happy for her. :)

well thats all i got time for ttyl

~Sara
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Thursday, December 4, 2008

   Thursday
well Brandon Holcomb and I r friends again *jumps for joy* Yay... so not much has been happening but i dont have to to work today cause it doesnt start back up until after winter break

finals are just around the corner and i know i am going to fail my AP biology test but oh well if i get a B in the class and fail the final i will stil have a C so its okay

btw i was asked what the play was and it was Rumpelstiltskin.

lotsa people are moving after this semester its so sad and some might be moving but rnt sure if they r...it sucks cause they r all my friends, no my enemies couldnt leave my friends have to

there is going to be a drama competiton in februaury and my drama class is in it so that should be fun and auditions for the all school play are coming up after winter break so i have to get ready for that

i should be getting paid on monday and then i can get brandon his prezzy he's the only one i have left since i need to order his but its worth it

its a good thing i have learned to block out the feelings i have for him but i still love him

he plays volleyball now, which is kinda weird but its okay

well how have all of u been

ima go comment on people now

ttyl

Sara

ahhh i just accidently deleted a gb sign i am so sorry sauske lover666 if u read my post could u plz resign it so i can sign urs and add u cause it wont let me search 4 ur site on this computer...i am so so so so sorry *hugs*
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Thursday, November 13, 2008

   Hola
It has been a while since i last posted a lot has happened, Brandon didnt move to Alabama but he is living with one of his aunts, i just sw him tuedsay and found out what to get him for christmas...im getting him the same thing i did last yeah since he needs it again *rolls eyes*, ne who i guess we r getting on better terms, idk.

well the play went well we put it on last week, and i totally fell for one of the guys in it his name is michael and he was our huntsman in the play but now that its over i dont lyk him ne more, oh well....

ne ways yes the play went really well and it was a lot of fun.

im in spanish class right now, ive been done with the presentation we have been working on for lyk 2 weeks so im the lab doing nothing so i thought ide stop bye, and its our last day in here so idk when i will be back but yeah

so how have all of u been doing?

time to comment on those who have updated c ya round

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Friday, September 12, 2008

i dont have much time so ill make this quick
calss is almost over so im srry if i dont comment on ur page

ne way i am going to my sisters today and i am hopeing that today after school i will b able to go to walmart so i can buy a bathing suit and black hair dye and a present for my niece.

oh bowling club starts monday so im hoping my dad will let me go to that and there are 2 anime clubs starting up i cant go to the one today cause i am going to jenns but i am going to the one on tuesday and sfter that i will try to go to both

there is the mentor thing at the library where you work with little kids every thursday and you get paid $100 a semster for it so i am going to turn in the application for that monday

um wow i am so nervous about seeing brandon

ne way i have a histroy quiz in my next class which i am planning on do well on...i hope, i really suck at history but i am planning on passing.

um so thats all i can think of right now...ill comment on the people i can get to, right now.

thanks fro the comment chibilala

¢¾Sara
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Thursday, September 11, 2008

   idk wat to write here..i dont really have a subject..randomness
YESSSS!!!! I now have $50 in the bank though i should have something lyk $150...but im glad i have wat i have...so now i can buy a bathing suit for my friends birthday pool part October 4th and i can buy my niece a present since her party is Saturday, and i can buy my friend a present and maybe buy something for Brandon or even just give him a little bit of money

ima gonna ask if i can go to the store...probably walmart tomorrow after school so i hope my dad takes me...since he wont let me drive there.

thanks for the comment Da Feather

So the other guy i had met on myspace now has a real girl friend and hes sorry for that but he really shouldnt be, he didnt do ne thing worng we werent actually dating we were just friends who lyked each other and we lived in different states but he is sweet he told me that he would do ne thing to protect me...at ne cost...but i told him he didnt need to do that cause he has a gf now and that he should protect her at ne cost...idk i do lky him...but i know its not as much as brandon...i dont think i can lyk ne one as much as i love brandon, actually...but ne way

my friend wants to kill herself cause her father hates her and told her that she shouldnt even b living and pays more attention to his new...younger wife...and made her switch schools and leave all her friends at amphi and made her go to CDO aka CDhO... and yeah thats y

speaking of deaths i swear to god if the people who hate me that i have class with dont shut there effing mouths some ones gonna die...and the only thing is its not worth ruining my life to kill them so i probably wont...but this is the 3rd year of this shit and its getting to the point where i cant keep my cool ne more and im just gonna thow a punch and start a fight...honestly i wish i knew if one of the still brought pot to school cause if he did i would turn him in....i know his parents r dealers but idk who to go to tell tell something lyk that... i might ask my sister but idk...i dont really confide in my family to much... but i might tell brandon...cing in how he saved me cause i probably wouldnt even be here if i didnt meet him when i did...but yeah...hes really the only one i trust cinfiding in...which is weird since hes broken my trust so many times, but i dont hold that against him...when i c him this weekend im gonna ask if we can start over as friends...which means no more lies, and yeah... i hope he will at least try to do that...

well i think this post is fairly long so ill just end it here, thanks for the comments i really appreciate them

Sara
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008

   ☺☻♥♦♣♠•◘○
yay i got one comment on my last post but i do thank u da feather, ur right i shouldnt spend so much time stressing over him, but really i cant help it...its not so much that im stressing its that im just really sad about it...and i ahve met some one new, he lives in florida though:( but i also know that i dont love him as much as i love brandon...and i know that im going to love brandon until the day i die and ill still love him even in death but i am trying to move but but i do srongly believe that brandon and i r ment to b, but in the future..when we're both adults...ne way i have more sad news and i am very srry to b posting such sad things but my friend is really considering committing sucide and all of us....her friends r trying to talk her out of it and i really hope she listens to us and doesnt do it...but if she doesnt listen she says it will probably b with in the week that she does it and im worried about her..cause i really think she might actually do it this time :(
i didnt get to c brandon last weekend but this weekend 4 sho and i know its happening this weekend and idc care wats going on the could possiably stop me...i will c him...and show him the story i wrote about us, and give him a letter i wrote and tell him how much i care about him and what he's done for me and well stuff lyk that...

The above i posted yesterday but i am reposting it cause i dont think ne one saw it so yeah...well today is my nieces birthday she is 2 now...

i am hoping i get money in the bank sometime today cause its supposed to be there...since i am getting paid to go to school this year and next year, so i need that money...m,aybe buy brandon some things and save some for a cell phone and save some for thespian conferance, so i can go

i also need to talk to ms. bigelow about getting a scholar ship for that.

OMG i have to D's one in AP Biology and one in Pre Calc... and i might have one in US history but idk...idk y i am skrewing up so much this year...those r my fisrt ever D's i usually get A's and B's but now i have freaking D's D=

well yeah idk wat else, thursday is september 11th, so thats sad...

um rember to look me up on myspace k, Sara Mowery Tucson Arizona...btw my actualy user name right now isnt Sara Mowery, it something lyk Sara(lost in pain and confusion)...idr but its something lyk that.

so yeah ima comment on people now, k, peace

♥Sara
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Monday, September 8, 2008

yay i got one comment on my last post but i do thank u da feather, ur right i shouldnt spend so much time stressing over him, but really i cant help it...its not so much that im stressing its that im just really sad about it...and i ahve met some one new, he lives in florida though:( but i also know that i dont love him as much as i love brandon...and i know that im going to love brandon until the day i die and ill still love him even in death but i am trying to move but but i do srongly believe that brandon and i r ment to b, but in the future..when we're both adults...ne way i have more sad news and i am very srry to b posting such sad things but my friend is really considering committing sucide and all of us....her friends r trying to talk her out of it and i really hope she listens to us and doesnt do it...but if she doesnt listen she says it will probably b with in the week that she does it and im worried about her..cause i really think she might actually do it this time :(
i didnt get to c brandon last weekend but this weekend 4 sho and i know its happening this weekend and idc care wats going on the could possiably stop me...i will c him...and show him the story i wrote about us, and give him a letter i wrote and tell him how much i care about him and what he's done for me and well stuff lyk that...

i think this post is getting fairly long so i guess ill end it now...if u have a my space find me Sara Mowery, tucson arizona ^^

have a nice day every one♥
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Friday, September 5, 2008

   things just keep getting worss
omg so i am doing everythign possiable to get my sisters house this weekend cause brandon has to move to alabama with his nana and he'll be gone until january 2009...thats 4 months!! i dont even realyl care ne more about him cheating on me and stuff but i will c him this weekend, even if i have to walk to my sisters house...which would take about 3 hours but oh well...im not gonna just let him leave and not say good bye and talk to him, and try to get back on a friendsghip level and stuff...unfortunatly i may have to go to his house to c him...which means he's more in control of the situation and i dont want him to b cause he could just lock himself up in his room, but if my sister can get him to come over than im more in control and thats what i want...for once.
im at school right now so its kinda hard to right this, cause the teacher is looking at us as stuff but yeah..idc wat it takes to get to c him i will...and i know im gonna love him just as much when he comes back if not more than i already do now...which might b sad but i love him and thats all that matters.
so i droped AP classes and i am not taking drama so thats good, and im drivig to school and home from school so thats good too.
oh and another thing thats going to b the same from now until the day he comes back is that i will b crying both days, and many in between but when i will b crying on his return it will b out of happyness not sadness so thats good, kinda.
i cant believe i am loosing him though, thats the last thing i want
i will try to comment on people right now, since im done with all my work and stuff, so im srry if i dont get to comment on ur page but i will try my best
¢¾always¢¾
¢¾Sara¢¾
btw thanks 4 all the comments i am getting and all the advise u all gave me on the situation
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Friday, August 1, 2008

   ugh life sucks
brandon rebroke up wit me last sunday, and i found out he waz cheating on me, and than after he tells me that he decides to finally tell me that he loves me 4 the first time

i dont know if i should believe him or not

and now he is completely avoiding me, cause i wanna talk to him about this shit so that i dont feel so depressed but he keeps coming up wit ideas to nit talk to me

and im gonna have to c him tomorrow because im gonna have to go to reid park, because were all going to go to this mud thing tomorrow and im gonna have to wake up at like 5:30 in the morning

i dont want to c him tomorrow i waz gonna call him today and beg him not to hang up on me and just let me ask him 4 questions, and i hope he lets me.

wat sucks is that im still in love wit him and i kinda dont wanna b cause it hurts to much xpecially right now

s skool starts this thursday, 4 me, not looking 4ward t that cause im not in drama cause i couldnt take it, so im kinda sad bout that

well idk ill go comment on people who have updated recenly so have a nice day every one

*hugs*
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008

ive changed
my myspace url so this is the new one if u wanna add me:

http://www.myspace.com/anime_and_jo_bros_fanatic

have a nice day every1

*HUGs*
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