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... new for me... i c this place is easy to handle. better for me.. hmmm... i guess me pets wont be looking at this now will they...
98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't copy & paste this into your profile.

i thank my mother for raising me the way she did. that is y i pasted it. soooooo. imma wierd isolated person, so what? at least i didnt do something stupid like smoke pot.. even tho i have tried alchohol b4.

color="red">Whatever you do, DON'T CLICK ON THIS!!!





Thursday, July 27, 2006


   HOLY SHIT!!!!!!
i havent posted since ever... well here's a late but early update about wuts going on. i'm in a community center. i'm in a deadly financial diisaster and bullshit has been up. too many emotional problems and no music wut-so-ever. i am pissed but i havent beat the **** outta anybody even tho an a**hole hit me in da face witha a ball purposely.
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Saturday, June 24, 2006


NOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MORE TROUBLE FOR ME THAN EVER!!!!!!!! AGAIN WITH ARGUMENTS AND THROWING ABJECTS ACROSS A ROOM!!!! NOT ME BUT MY MOM AND DAD THEN I AM MENTALLY UNSTABLE AND UNABLE TO HANDLE THESE SITUATIONS!!!!! I CAN'T DOOO THIIIISSSS!!!!!!!!!!! ITS DRIVIN ME FREAKIN CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT I FEEL FOR THIS TYPE OF TIME IS THESE LYRICS.

STAND UP- TRAPT

Why don't you let me be
Leave me alone
You start a fire inside that i could never control
You wanna see a reaction

Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as i'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And i am letting you know
Well here's your reaction

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before i finish what you started
Face to face i will put you in your place
End this game before i finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

You planted the seed
How my anger has grown
Got an feeling inside that i can't seem to control
You wanna see a reaction

Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as i'll go
Now you're crossing the line and i am letting you know
Well here's your reaction

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before i finish what you started
Face to face i will put you in your place
End this game before i finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

Insult
After insult [9x]

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before i finish what you started
Face to face i will put you in your place
End this game before i finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

Walk away
Everthing will change
End this game
You wanna see a reaction
You wanna see a reaction
Stand up





plz help me...


~Saphire

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Friday, June 23, 2006


   some of my fav lyrics
Cascada- How Do You Do

I see you comb your hair and gimme that
grin.
It's making me spin now, spinnin' within.
Before I melt like snow, I say Hello -
How do you do!
I love the way you undress now.
Baby begin.
Do your caress, honey, my heart's in a
mess.
I love your blue-eyed voice,
like Tiny Tim shines thru.
How do you do!

How do you do, do you do, the things that you do.
No one I know could ever keep up with you.
How do you do!
Did it ever make sense to you to say Bye
Bye Bye?
How do you do, do you do, the things that you do.
No one I know could ever keep up with you.
How do you do!
Did it ever make sense to you to say Bye
Bye Bye?

Groove Coverage- 7 Years and 50 Days

I see you in that chair with the perfect
skin.
Well how have you been, baby, livin' in
sin?
Hey, I gotta know, did you say Hello -
How do you do?
Well, here we are spending time in the
louder part of town
and it feels like everything's surreal.
When I get old I will wait outside your
house
cos your hands have got the power meant to
heal.
How do you do, do you do, the things that
you do.
No one I know could ever keep up with you.
How do you do!
Did it ever make sense to you to say Bye
Bye Bye?
How do you do, do you do, the things that
you do.
No one I know could ever keep up with you.
How do you do!
Did it ever make sense to you to say Bye
Bye Bye?
How do you do, do you do, the things that
you do.
No one I know could ever keep up with you.
How do you do!
Did it ever make sense to you to say Bye
Bye Bye?

7 years and 50 days, the time is passing by
Nothing in this world can be as nice as you and I
And how could we break up like this?
And how could we be wrong?
So many years, so many days and I still sing my song

Now I run to you like I always do
When I close my eyes I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes I dream

I return to you like I always do
When I close my eyes I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes I dream Of you

7 years and 50 days, now just look at me
Am I the girl I use to be
So damn what do you see?
And how could we break up like this?
And how could we be wrong?
So many years, so many days and I still sing my song

Now I run to you like I always do
When I close my eyes I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes I dream

I return to you like I always do
When I close my eyes I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes I dream Of you

The End (radio edit)- Groove Coverage

My home is in motion
As darkness unfolds
The air overloaded
The sky stands in gold.
But you ran away
You left me to stay.
We see us in heaven,I'm counting the days.

At the end of time, at the end of us, at the end of everything we had.
Only faith helps you,
only grace can do,
only you can take the pain.
Cause the end of peace is the end of life and the end of any happiness.
Only love helps you only trust can do,
only you can take the pain of me.

When thunder is calling i feel so alive.
The very first morning, can you see the light?
But you close the door, to what i adore.
We see us in heaven Iam counting no more.

At the end of time, at the end of us, at the end of everything we had,
only faith helps you,
only grace can do,
Only you can take the pain.
Cause the end of peace is the end of life and the end of any happiness.
Only love helps you, only trust can do.
Only you can take the pain of me

Run Away- Groove Coverage

I wannna know
the strength of your heart
why did you tell
my broken soul and heart
is it a dream
or mayority
loved and without
after warranty

OoO i want to runaway
you tell me nothing else but lies
i'm singin
OoO i try to runaway
cause i just want to live my life
i'm singin
OoO i want to runaway
as long you are by my side
i'm singin
OoO i try to runaway
but i cant find a place to hide

no i am not
your speakin second choice
no i am not
turnin down my voice

until you understand
there's nothing to command
until you realize
that we can take the sky

can't you feel
until us control
can't you feel
there's nothing at all

OoO i want to runaway
you tell me nothing else but lies
i'm singin
OoO i try to runaway
cause i just want to live my life
i'm singin
OoO i want to runaway
as long you are by my side
i'm singin
OoO i try to runaway
but i cant find a place to hide

Million Tears- Groove Coverage

Verse 1

I wanna know where you belong,
I wanna know why I sing this song.

I try to show how much I feel,
is that a dream or is it real?`

I never look where you belong,
until I'm gonna sing my song.

Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you.

Refrain:

Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you

Verse 2

A Million tears that i have cried,
I wish you where right by my side.

I try to show how much I care,
believe in me I will be there.

I never knew where you belong,
whenever you just hear my song.

Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you.

Refrain:

Oh ho, oh ho, a million tears for you,
Oh ho, oh ho, a million tears for you

Little June- Groove Coverage

She was out with her friends almost every night,
she was young she had fun till the morninglight.

Never took always gave, that was new for us,
cause love will never die ...

Little June is living for tomorrow,
taken away on a beautyful day.

Little June is swallowing her sorrow,
she closed her eyes as she left for the skies.

Little June is living for tomorrow,
every day she justs wanted to stay.

Little June is swallowing her sorrow,
now that she's gone we all have to move on.

When she left we all cried, it could not be true,
by the hands of a man that she barely knew.

Little June like the moon shining down on us,
cause love will never die ...

Little June is living for tomorrow,
taken away on a beautyful day.

Little June is swallowing her sorrow,
she closed her eyes as she left for the skies.

Little June is living for tomorrow,
every day she justs wanted to stay.

Little June is swallowing her sorrow,
now that she's gone we all have to move on

Poison- Groove Coverage

Your cruel deep eyes
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain your thrill

I wanna love you, but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains

Your mouth so hot
Your web I'm caught
Your skin so wet
Black lace on sweat

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin
I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains



thats all for today for the lyrics. i'm not as freaked as yesterday but i still am a bit mentally unstable... i like dance music. i'll put forth other lyrics of maybe metal music that i like soooo. or maybe today if i'd like. to find these lyrics or anymore you'd like to see click on the link below...

http://www.lyricsmania.com

toodles and good luck for the rest of youur day.

~Saphire~

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Thursday, June 22, 2006


   ...HEEEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!
My heart is racing. harder the beat faster i breath where i'm left in this position i didnt ever want to be in. i'll let your kno if you pm me. i cant speak of it just yet tho. not just yet.
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Monday, June 12, 2006


My First Post.
I have decided to make this post of something that hd recently happened so this is it... I'm not too happy or sad for it yet i have been in otaku a lot before...

I woke up this morning feeling a sting in my leg from where i had recently been shot in a dream... I was ok when i woke up but i felt the sting as if i REALLY were SHOT. My dream was rather a bit scary in the fact that the city i live in had turned into a rampage. People killing each other, steaing, fighting and hating, and just pure cannibals. The way i got it was waiting for the bus at the bus stop in the middle of this all and then... (drumroll) a man dressed in black stands next to me... I stood there and he just grabed my arm and pulled out a gun. i shook off my arm and ran. he shot and it skidded my leg. and so you have it.. i woke up at five unable to sleep so i started to watch tv. at this very moment.. i still feel a tingle in my leg, the same one... the same feeling.-shivers- it scares me... if there were a smiley with the expresion i feel i would use it.. theres none, therefore i wont use any...

If anyone has had any creepy dreams or anything to say...plz comment.

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