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Friday, September 10, 2004


   Oh my I'm so tired... really, I don't even feel like updating this nor my other blog. I'm just too... tired of everything... I onyl wanna see Dir en Grey concerts, pics... ya, maybe I'm obsessed, but what if Dir en Grey is the only thing I have to go on being sane? Man I'm gonna drive myself crazy with this subject -> North American Literature... it's driving me insane... completely insane... And what for? We all know tht even if we study and ace the exam we're gonna fail. Teh teacher is like that...

Yesterday I went to check my English grades, but they weren't out yet ¬¬ lazy teacher...

Oh and also, I went to see if I have matches to referee this weekend... and I do. And the good thing is that it's pretty far, which means I'll get a lotta money!! Yay!!!

Mai!!!! (animeblue girl) don't leaveeeeee!!! T_T Well at least it's only for a while ^^ Have fun and take care sweetie ^^

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Monday, September 6, 2004


   beeeeh
How sad... none of you but my Dark Sephiroth read the last entry... was it too long? Man...

Anyway, I have a final in a week and I dont' wanan study. It sucks, I'ma fail anyway... Everybody's gonna fail. Thsi subject is like that: North American Literature. Lovely, ne? Oh boy...

And yet another Big Brother... boy it sucks!! It's like... the 5th or6th edition and it makes me sick! And mom won't talk about anythign but that... T_T Horrible...

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Sunday, September 5, 2004


   Hello guys... I haven't felt like blogging lately... I wanted to, but I just couldn't. I've been away the whole time, and I shouldn't, becuase I have exams next week... But I've been away from Thursday to this morning I've been at Yuki's, Isilme's, having lunch with friends, out with Laura... Man these days have been great. I wish they go on once I'm done with exams. They new friends I have are so cool.

Hmmm Laura ^^ I love her she's another Gackt & Hyde fangirl, just like me (in case you didn't know) And she found Moon Child with Spanish subtitles and gave it to me Man I love her! I always did but I love her more now! So ya, I finally saw Moon Child. And I loved it! Man, I'm pretty much obsessed with vampires and when I saw... well, I don't wanna spoil anyone so... if you haven't seen the movie (which I doubt) just skip this So, when I saw Hyde was a vamp... man I almost faint!! He was just so... just so... HOT! The thing is that, looks like they skipped the picture thingy and the clan and everything... but it's ok because... It's Hyde!! And you should have seen me and Isilme screaming like crazy little fangirls (ok, that's what we are... not little though) I never thought I could scream with that tiny squeaky voice.. but I did... every time Hyde and Gackt were together lol We were a show. And the end... well, I liked it becuase they could only end that way. But Isilme kept on saying it was shitty and this and that... No way, they could only end up that way, their lives were miserable and shitty, Gackt wanted to die from teh beginning... so sad... *sighs* But what's funny is when Sho tells Kai that Yi-Che (or whatever, I forgot her name) loved him, and next you see the girl saying to Kei (Sho) her father (her bro actually) Man that was funny!! And pretty sad at the same time... Poor Sho.
So, where did I get Gauze? Lucky day I had Didn't I? I wasn't even looking for it. Well, kinda. I was thinking of getting it in Barcelona in the next animanga con, where I'm gonna cosplay Toshiya, by the way, and all of a sudden it was right there in front of me, saying "Aaaayaaaa buyyyyy meeeee" Oh, did I mention I got the Gauze first press? *nods* Lovely. Now I only need to get Kai because I lost the MP3 *lol* Teh sad thing is that they were selling it on eBay for 1'50$!!! And I have no card!! ARGH!!! Well, there's even a sadder thing about eBay and Dir en Grey but I won't mention it because I've cried already because of it... I NEED A CARD!!!! ARGH!!!!

Did I scare you? lol Yesterday was a Dir en Grey day indeed. I was all alone in teh morning, so instead of studying (T_T) I sat ehre watching 2003 5Ugly Kingdom, and it rawks!! Oh my it's so... GREAT! Should I say I... erm... no, forget about that heehee... Anyway, it just love it. And then when family came, my sis and I sat here again and watched Blits 5Days - Day 1 (No Concept) & Day 2 (Concept Gauze) and man... Totchi is so fucking hot in that one... *faints & drools* It's just... like you can't take your eyes off him... He0s just so... he can't be real! There can't be a person like that! He0s just too cute, handsome, hot... he's just too much! *faints* Ok I think now I am scary, ain't I? I still have to watch Days 3, 4 & 5, they're on their way ^^

Quiz time, couldn't help posting them XD

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I'm jealous!


What random Dir en Grey thing or happening are you?
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toshiya crotch
You got Toshiya!!


A Dir en Grey crotch claim quiz Who'll be sleeping in your bed?
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You're Die! He is the joker of the group. He is one
of the guitarist of Dir en Grey. He is very
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Who are you from Dir en Grey~?
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Wednesday, September 1, 2004


   Wheee!
Oh boy, this is great. Well, kinda. I just had my first exam today. And well it was... erm... pretty... weird Why? Well, as I said it had three parts, but we only did 2 of them: listening anfˇd grammar. We'll do the speaking if we pass. So, we first did the listening... ¬¬ What for? Ok so I'll explain: it had three parts. The first one was... more or less ok. The second... it all started here. None of us could understand the guy - I really doubt the teacher understood him herself... Anyway, the thing is that the CD started to... "jump" and if the accent was horrible, now go figure. The CD happily jumping and we were all like We were all looking at her with you know what expression and she was ignoring us, and when the second part was over, she said that it was all perfect but the answer to question 14, so she'd ignore that question... ¬¬ And here it comes part three... if in the previous part we only missed an answer (according to her, obviously...) part three was a total disaster... Jump jump jump! The CD wouldn't stop jumping. not even cleaning it. So, when she saw we all were gonna kill her, seh said that she would take that part out of the test but some of us had answered it (me, ya I did answer it... dunno how though) and that we should have those answers corrected... So she didnt' knwo what to do. But she took our exams ¬¬ And well the grammar section... I surprised myself answering everything!! Really... Well, maybe it was just my imagination, but I think I did pretty well! ^^ And I know I've passed the listening 'cause Silvia had the answers in a book she bought in London ¬¬ Great and ironic ne?

So ya we could say I'm pretty happy. I even bought something for myself! Dir en Grey's Gauze Why? 'Cause I love this album and I wanted it original hehe Ya here in Spain we get no Jrock at all, only in the manga shops. We have a Japanese shop here in my city, but they only have a hide album... And when I went to Nostromo to check if Alice 19th or Gravi or Yami no matsuei were out, I saw the album and I just... had to buy it!! I'm thinking of ordering L'arc en Ciel's Smiles... I have it too but... not original XD

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Tuesday, August 31, 2004


   Tomorrow...
Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Tomorrow... I'm donna die. I can't study. My mind's blocked. Blank. Ignoring the fact that I needto study... There's no time left anyway. Life and death... tomorrow... T_T

Wish me good luck if you ever cared for me T_T

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Monday, August 30, 2004


   2 days left
Exams. 2 days left. Starting Wednesday with English. Shit, I'll fail. The teacher is just a bitch and if she doesn't like your answers, even though they're ok and they make sense, she'll fail you. And I have 3 parts: oral, grammar and dictation. Why did I fail it in June? She failed my grammar part with 4.9 out of 10. Great, wasn't it? Now I have to do it all over again. And there were people with my same grade and she passed them. Ass-kissers they are ¬¬ I'm not that way. And then, the 13th and 20th I have 2 more exams. And well I don't really care if I fail those, everybody does XD so I'll just do my betst.

About the bday party. It was GREAT. The best ever. You know what it is to meet new people and just 10 mins later have the feeling that you've known them for ages? They are amazing. I wub them all!! Mainly Laura. But well I knew her before, just that when she came we were the Gackt, L'arc en Ciel and Hyde fangirls trio XD (Ya, Isilme was there too) We were a show, the fangirls XD Oh my and we ate a lot... T_T
And then I slept over Isilme's.. sleep? Oh ya 2 hours only XD

Oh shit mroe study... T_T

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Saturday, August 28, 2004


   Hmmm cleaning...
I hate this. I hate when I tell mom some friend's coming and all of a sudden - as if possesed - she rushes and threatens me about cleaning the whole house 'cause "it's shitty. Damn woman, couldn't you have cleaned it when you brought godmother!? *lol* She always does the same so it didnt' surprise me at all. There she is cleaning the diningroom... Oh my... I think I'll have to get off soon...
Ya Isilme's coming today ^o^

Hmmm I just found out - again - that I'm not special for anyone... how sad is that? I'm the kind who is always there for everyone, but when I need them they're never there. Sad, ain't it? But well I just found out - too - that Neko-kun still loves me. And I dunno what to do 'cause I kinda feel hsomethign for him... the thing is that I still wanna yaoize him XD C'mon, don't blam me. He always gets boys following him around... poor thing ^o^

Anyway I'm just having fun at a new forum I've found, gaiaonline.com It's funny! I'm AkimineRiku over there, just in case you wanna join put me as your referrer and add me to your friends list ;) It's really funny there. At least for me XD

Anyway gotta go have breakfast and CLEAN T_T

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Friday, August 27, 2004


   Orenji no Taiyou
I feel... weird today XD I'm happy... just because I'm listening to Gackt & Hyde's Orenji no taiyou... isn't it weird?

And Isilme just came back from Italy, even if she went to the beach and I could only see her for 1 hour. She brought me some pressies: a mask from Venice with a black and white glitter butterfly, a necklace with another black and white butterfly and the third pressies is just way too personal o o o no won't say it ^o^

Hmmm I'm trying to memorize some Dir en Grey songs for the animanga con this October. I wanna sing Cage at least. But I also wanna sing Raison d'etre or any other. Oh and I'm cosplaying Riku from Kingdom Hearts. Isilme'll be Sora. But I also wanna cosplay Toshiya (Dir en Grey) I love him soooo much!!

Grrr time to study... T_T

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Wednesday, August 25, 2004


   Night watchers...
Oh my that's just funny XD You know, yesterday it was really funny. I'm takign care of my neighbour this week while his mother's working. She came yesterday morning to bring him and mom and I went out to talk to her for a while. And then - and this is the funny thing - mom started swearing saying that she hated Yolanda (the baby's mother) and Yolanda was like o.O and mom said "Ya you yesterday night you said something about those night watchers and I haven't been able to slept at all! I've opeend my eeys evbery 15 or 30 minutes all scared!" And I just couldn't believe it! Mom was always making fun of me becuase I'm an easily scared person, really, I'm not ashamed of that, you'll never see me going willingly to see The Ring or something like that.
Now Night Watchers are those silent men who sit on your bed and stare at you while you're sleeping. Of course when you wake up they're gone XD Man that's hilarius! I can't believe mom believed that!!
And there was another thing they said about you looking into the mirror at night and turning into something horrible and then someone walks behind you... But really, I respect mirrors a lot ^^

Hmmm about the yaoi thingy... I think I'll write a Kyo/Toshiya based on Meilin & my RPG. Ya she's playing Kyo nd I'm Toshiya XD So I'll ask her for permission. But I doubt I can write it now, with exams next week... But I'l try to do something ^o^

And hey, to my yaoi girl known as dark sephiroth, cheer up chica, or else I'll kick ya ;)

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Tuesday, August 24, 2004


   I'm feeling bleeeeh again. Well, actually I feel nothingtoday. And I should. I have reasons to be happy. I've spent the whole morning with my baby, playing and having fun. ISilme just came back from Italy and she's coming back here tomorrow. She texted me and said sh'd phone me later. Ayu-chan's feeling way better and so... I should be happy, shouldn't I? But I feel nothing... nothing at all... Sephiroth-like? Nah... I think he felt hate *lol*

Thanks a lot guys for your comments ^^ They cheered me up a lot. And ya it was only the 3rd yaoi I've ever written... Should I write more? Right now 'm in the mood of a Kyo/Toshiya (Dir en Grey) But really, only if some of you know them XD if not it'd be useless, wouldn't it? Only 2 ppl I know would read it knowing who they are and the real meaning of everything... Anyway...

I think I should study. I'ma fail but... At least they couldn't say I haven't tried hard...

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