Tuesday, August 22, 2006

   Slit wristless sleeping with the girl next door....Underoath

hiya ppl ok today was first day of junior year it suxz ^_^ wooooo ppl thought i was emo because of meh hair lol oh well my fav teacher is my BCIS teacher hes crazy but awasome well anyway i have to rush this cuz of my sister shes being evil so i guess thats it love you babe! ttyl as for you other ppl i'll comment on ya'lls day when i get the chance Poem of the day Rushed cant o.O Song of the day Rushed cant o.O this suxz Qoute of the day "I'm such a fool for you"..Underoath *excatly how i am for my gf I LOVE YOU BABE!*

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Monday, August 21, 2006

   cut up first like Ninja Giaden then beat him down like Double Dragon..KJ-52

OMG dude look at meh new hair O.o yeah i swear its black and short i'm like O.o wtf in the morning lol ^_^ i'm completely loopy after i fell o.O oh well wooooooooooo well anyway sry i havent been on lately i've been out literally out cold o.O 3 advil woot i've been feeling pain and sickness at the same cuz of my cuts oh well so sry to thoughs ppl who are mad at me but i should be on today ^_^ *put the new pic of me in my intro love it,leave it, or rip it apart its your choice (personally i choose to leave it)*so yeah anyway I LOVE YOU BABE!!!!!!!!!! sry i havent been on -_-.....well i guess thats it got to go clean my cuts o.O they hurting.....bye bye ttyl Poem of the day nothing comeing to me to much pain o.O Song of the day KJ-52 Video Game Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, don't ever slow it down We gonna hold it down anytime we throw it down. Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, don't ever slow it down We gonna hold it down anytime we throw it down. I'll take ya back like Galaga and Atari I was falling into junk like Pitfall Harry My Life was game over thats when Christ saved me so now its bonus round ever since then he changed me it was scary how my life was run over like frogger i was down to one life and didn't have another but now i'm super like the mario brothers pulling stunts off like tony hawk pro skater so here's the story ain't legend of Zelda its about Christ who was the space invader hit sin like arruken from street fighter came from heaven now just to die for ya fella that's why he paid the price for ya sins on top of that he just wants to run ya life like the sims so this right here is my advice for ya friends just stop and think about ya life when it ends Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, don't ever slow it down We gonna hold it down anytime we throw it down. Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, don't ever slow it down We gonna hold it down anytime we throw it down. no doubt see i was just down for the count knocked down and beat up like mike tyson's punch out i flipped it up and went a whole different route and now i lift it up cuz its what i'm all about then i throw it out like super tecmo bowl so every word out of my mouth would just touch a soul even to the ones that bust guns like halo or to those thugs on the run like grand theft auto i just gotta let them know just living life fast like grand turismo may get ya rich just with a whole lotta dough but in the end bro you just left out in the cold so to the ones on the run like pac man we came to slam it down like NBA jam and leave the spot blown up like missle command cuz thats how we do when the mics in the hand Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, don't ever slow it down We gonna hold it down anytime we throw it down. Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, don't ever slow it down We gonna hold it down anytime we throw it down. so how i lay it just down for my people underground like dig dug old scholl like coleco thats the sound that i bump just to reach y'all sin got a clutch on us the resident evil i gotta teach y'all what he did on the cross three days later go raid the tomb like Lara Croft but all you gonna find is that my Lord is gone took the sin of mine took death and just shook it off i'm going off i can't help but start braggin it just so happens he runs the game like John Madden they cut him up first like ninja gaiden and beat him down worse than ar double dragon if you saw the passion then you know what happened he took a bashing just to take on man's sin thats me and you and even Charles Manson so party people remember that when ya dancin' Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, don't ever slow it down We gonna hold it down anytime we throw it down. Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, keep it going now Keep it going now, don't ever slow it down We gonna hold it down anytime we throw it down. Qoute of the day "Slacker Crossing (might as well get comfortable)"...My Myspace name o.O lol i love it ^_^

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Friday, August 18, 2006

   am i at the point of no improvement..Relient K

hiya guys sorry for not commenting or posting past couple of days went to meh friends house and started working on our video for the web ^_^ it will be posted on youtube then on our sites in our intro's so far i'm only in one thing though o.O and it wasnt dangerous yet i'm the one with the bloody gashes lol ^_^ yeah so we raced and i triped but still they are AWASOME LOOKING ^_^ that reminds me when we first looked at it i'm like its so disgusting GET THE CAMERA lol ^_^ yeah i think that proves i'm some what a normal guy o.O i know i'll take pics of it on meh better camera upload then and put them on this lol ^_^ ok so i can only take a pic of meh knee but here it is enjoy it hurts lol its not as bad as it was last night but its still cut up my arm is worse ^_^ so i guess that is it so ttyl Poem of the day um i know *insert your poem here*lol Song of the day For the moments i feel faint-Relient K *in pain so not looking for lyrics* Qoute of the day "and through the times i faded you outlined me again"..Relient K *i'm on a RK phase at the moment o.O*

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

Standing on the rooftop ready to fall...Rise Against

Blah good morning/afternoon/night ppl ^_^ yes i'm bored today lol well anyway i didnt go to meh friends yesterday we changed plans for this weekend -_- oh well ^_^ more time to do stupid stuff and catch it on video wooooooooooo lol oh right thanks for the comments yesterday about meh poem ^_^ i almost made a girl in meh geometry class last year cry with it it was awasome the rest of the girls just asked if i needed help i'm like o.O no...*back to drawing violent pictures*...lol ^_^ yeah i'm weird i know lol well i guess thats it oh oh wait i almost forget o.O its scary this morning i got up and instead of fixing food first...i started to clean *gasp* lol its weird i started to wash dishes normally i complain then do it but nope went straight to it o.O...then i cooked food ^_^ woot lol well thats it for real now ttyl Poem of the day *wrote this in geometry cuz i was forced to but i like it* trust shattered, As you hit me, My bodys bruised and battered, eventually my pain will ease, I'm Watching you, From the darkness of my soul, Holding on to this one last truth, Everyone will eventually pay his toll! The T.V turns to static as you drool, The knive flashs from the light, As a red stream comes into the pool, To end your life on this night, I'm Free from pain, My live is saved, My future is all that is left to gain, thanks to the toll you paid, Life is gone for me, Because of the things i've done, Since i have become the thing i didnt want to be, I must stop myself changing into what i've become. Song of the day ADEMA LYRICS "Immortal" Let's fight We're face to face Loyalty is what I need to see from you You're insecure I can see the fear that breeds in your heart Where will you run? [x2] Where will you hide? [x2] I see the blood drip from your eyes Who will survive? Let's get it on And we'll fight I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me I'm immortal I'm not afraid to die My soul will travel on You can't kill me I'm immortal Immortal Immortal Immortal I need the rush There's nowhere you could hide before you die Why won't you face me? I can see the fear that's in your eyes Where will you run? [x2] Where will you hide? [x2] I see the blood drip from your eyes Who will survive? Let's get it on And we'll fight I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me I'm immortal I'm not afraid to die My soul will travel on You can't kill me I'm immortal I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me I'm immortal I'm not afraid to die My soul will travel on You can't kill me I'm immortal Where will you run? [x2] Where will you hide? [x2] Let's fight I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me I'm immortal I'm not afraid to die My soul will travel on You can't kill me I'm immortal I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me I'm immortal I'm not afraid to die My soul will travel on You can't kill me I'm immortal You can't kill me Immortal! You can't kill me Immortal! You can't kill me Immortal! You can't kill me Qoute of the day "OH GEZZ"...my assistant youth pastor reading a funny e-mail i sent him ^_^

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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

   Contemplation Suicide this is my last resort...Papa Roach

-_- well today started out great trying to keep my friend from killing himself and if he did it was gonna get really boring at meh other friends house tonight *sigh* but i think hes gonna be ok...i hope at lest...but i need to get off that subject before i get depressed my self....blah...oh well not getting out of meh head....so i guess thats it for today ttyl Poem of the day Internal Bomb (my fav poem by me) You think you know me, but you dont know whats on the inside, so SHUTUP! and listen to me, I'm not like your kind, You think your in charge, you play a big part, you say your search is large, but you never look through to the heart, all you give is pain, your tearing me apart, theres no way you can gain, any spot in my heart, I'm poised to explode, but you push on even though, you'll finally see when it all goes, I'm an Internal bomb, ticking out of time, yet you continue on, you'll pay for your crime, you finally understand, all that i truly am, i'm not the man, you think i am, but you truly understand. Song of the day its was gonna be Art Of Losing by American Hi-Fi but i cant get meh lyrics source to open up so yeah find them yourself Qoute of the day "You call me a loser, you say i'm just a user, but i just keep on moving, because thats the art of losing"...American Hi-Fi

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Tuesday, August 8, 2006

   its not a question but a lesson learned in time...Green Day

Ok hiya ppl today i got meh schedule o.O and its scary i must say...>.> any annoying blah..but here it is 1st Semsester 1st-Nutriton & Food 2nd-Alg 2 3rd-Eng 3 4th-Art 3 5th-US History 6th-BCIS 7th- Chem 2nd semester all the same but 1st period it changes to Foundations of PE*its a pe class but in a classroom so no phsical work woot* so yeah weird year o.O heck i didnt even sign up for the first class *its tha cooking class T.T*^_^ oh well woooooooo i like to cook woot so i get practice of course i will have to get good at driving fast o.O T.T my sis in band and i'm am not going to early morning practice again hell no lol ^_^ oh well woot i guess thats it so ttyl Poem of the day Storms for my clear sky, A confusion in my mind, The fire of my eyes die, As the lies become truth i find, The solitude i seek is found, In the silence of the night, I fall to the ground, unable to stand against your plight. Song of the day FALL OUT BOY LYRICS "Calm Before The Storm" I sat outside my front window...this story's going somewhere: "He's well hung," and I am hanging up. Well there's a song on the radio that says: "Let's get this party started." So let's get this party started. What you do on your own time's just fine. My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know. What meant the world imploaded faded and demoted All my oxygen to product gas and suffocated my last chance You said, between your smiles and regrets: "Don't say it's over." Dead and gone. Dead and gone. Calm before the storm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. A reception less than warm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. The next time the phone can wring my neck it gets no answer and of the time that I've spent telling it my roots I'm shaking in my boots But still it looks at me like an old friend I've betrayed the darkside of the doormat is the one your shoes have frayed What you do on your own time's just fine. My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know. What meant the world imploded, inflated then demoted all my oxygen to product gas and suffocated my last chance. You said, between your smiles and regrets: "Don't say it's over." Dead and gone. Dead and gone. Calm before the storm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight. A reception less than warm set it off, and the sun burnt out tonight Qoute of the day "Truth hurts but Lies Kill"...one i just thought of

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Monday, August 7, 2006

   i got a jet black heart its all fucked up and falling apart..papa roach

welp hiya ppl today starts the week of registration for meh school and meh friend just called me he has a bitch for a teacher lol he had her last year also lol hes still in 10th poor dude lol meh other friends afraid his still in 9th grade which is hilarious if he is cuz hes just fullfilling my prediction that he be in highschool the rest of his life lol i havent gotten meh scheudle yet i'm dreading to see if the teacher put me in art T.T i like it yah but i'm to lazy to do the work lol ^_^ welp anyway doing good today i get meh scheudle tomorrow so i'll post it when i get it lol well ttyl Poem of the day physical attraction, unsurpassed beauty of the night, causeing a terriable reaction, makeing it hard to breath, I see you there alone, Pale as whitest snow, Your broken heart was clearly shown, You simply wanted to let go. song of the day STELLAR KART LYRICS "Procrastinating" So here i am it's 3a.m I don't know where to begin Time's running out and There's no doubt that i feel Like throwing in the towel With no way I can get this Start finished So i'm a day late at least A buck short I've got no Chance to make this on My own I don't have it made I'm Nowhere near the shade will You step in this life and take Control Show me the way I know That slow and steady wins The race but slow to me 'cause i can't see is like a Lightning pace and all i Get is nowhere constantly Waiting Are you still There and do you care about What i'm feeling now I'd like To see what i could be Without this holding me Down but I'm too scared of Taking this chance and Failing I'm always waiting Procrastinating i feel so Useless on my own You're Always waiting just in time To save me I'm not so useless I'm not alone so here i am It's 3a.m. No better time to Begin Qoute of the day "Tears fall as my voice turns into a crowd"...Stellar Kart

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Friday, August 4, 2006

   losin my sight losing my mind wish somebody would tell me i'm fine..Papa Roach

meh hiya ppl so far todays being annoying T.T i get up no one up i get on everyone gets up to bother me meh..lol ^_^ oh well as you can see i chose the ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION for meh new theme i'm gonna put a song by them used in naruto woot ^_^ lol *sadly i can sing along with it lol*^_^ but yeah anyway hope everyones doing ok today welp ttyl Poem of the day Fraying of delicate fibers, Showing the distraut times, Given to me by that pack of liars, And amplifed with all their crimes, I lay bleeding, thinking i'll escape them, but as my vision is fleeting, The better memorys i start to remember. Song of the day Haruka Kanata ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION 2nd Naruto Opening fumikomu ze akuseru kakehiki wa nai sa sou dayo yoru wo nukeru nejikomu sa saigo ni sashihiki zero sa sou dayo hibi wo kezuru kokoro wo sotto hiraite gyutto hiki yosetara todoku yo kitto tsutau yo motto sa aa iki isoide shiboritotte motsureru ashi dakedo mae yori zutto sou tooku he ubaitotte tsukandatte kimi janai nara imi wa nai no sa dakara motto motto motto haruka kanata fumikomu ze akuseru kakehiki wa nai sa sou dayo yoru wo nukeru nejikomu sa saigo ni sashihiki zero sa sou dayo hibi wo kezuru kokoro wo sotto hiraite gyutto hiki yosetara todoku yo kitto tsutau yo motto sa aa iki isoide shiboritotte motsureru ashi dakedo mae yori zutto sou tooku he ubaitotte tsukandatte kimi janai nara imi wa nai no sa dakara haruka kanata itsuwaru koto ni nareta kimi no sekai wo nuritsubusu no sa shiroku shirou Qoute of the day "the radio plays the same five songs and the words go blah blah blah"...The O.C Supertones

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Thursday, August 3, 2006

   I wish you were here to hear me say this is gonna be my GREATEST DAY.....Bowling For Soup

WOOT ^_^ i missed this place lol sry i havent been on alot sry sry sry *Bows down*...lol oh well ^_^ so anyway how ever body been...good i hope lol i've been good i guess ^_^ at one point got a little depressed but i worked it out lol anyway...download well downloading the second or first Papa Roach Album from itunes T.T and i started to download free stuff that would let me learn to speak japanese but that screwed up meh ipod so not doing that -_- it suxz oh well ^_^ but yeah i'm bored oh oh that reminds me We of the Bored Club have a new member Pipsqueak! ^_^ has offically joined our lil club of bored ppl woot lol ^_^ yeah well i'm thinking of changeing theme again but idk what to change it to o.O...more music a band theme or just a random anime mix yeah idk probably a band theme but who .....idk maybe a japanese band or and american band o.O....hard choice lol ^_^ oh well check back later to see woot or if your here late then you will probably see it lol oh well i guess thats it so ttyl... Poem Of The Day An Infestation of my mind, Happens ever time i bring up these memorys, A false hope from that time, I'm finding saying goodbyes the best remedey, I get a new scar every time i think of you, But there will never be enough to show my pain, My love wasnt a a joke like yours, And now all i can is wish for the rain, so it can wash away this filth inside me, Take it all away including this shame. Song of the day Last Resort Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces, I've reached my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might Mudilation out of sight, and I'm contimplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late and I was empty within Hungry, feeding on my chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin? It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself and no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I'm crying, I'm crying I'm crying, I'm crying I ... can't ... go ... on ... living ... this ... way Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might Mudilation out of sight, and I'm contimplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I ... CAN'T ... GO ... ON ... LIVING ... THIS ... WAY Can't go on ... living this way Nothing's alright! Qoute of the day "Which hand holds your soul do you wanna guess one if that scares you to death may that be a lesson its your desision make it the best one."...Relient K

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Friday, July 21, 2006

Double Edge Sword Of Being Lazy And Being Bored...Relient K

Hiya ppl sry for not posting or commenting lately just havent felt like it ^_^ alot been happening but nothing i really wanna talk about so yeah ^_^ i will talk about meh newest psp game though Legend of Heroes 2 Prophecy of The Moonlight Witch ^_^ its fun i've almost beatn it on one file and on another i'm trying to get 100 percent completetion on it but also make it twice as strong when i fight the final boss woot ^_^ not that hard as apperntly its already stronger than my first file was at the point its at sooo yeah o.O..but besides that i'm not doing anything i might write a walkthrough for this game because the only one they have out is completely wrong name wise and spell wise this person apperntly wrote it for the japanese version but put the american name on it moron lol ^_^ oh well still has helped me...but thats it so ttyl Poem of the day none to lazy Song of the day RELIENT K LYRICS "Maintain Consciousness" Our concentration it contains a deadly flaw our conversations change from words to blah, blah blah we took prescription drugs but look how much good that did well I think I had a point, but I just got distracted Lately it just seems to me like we've got the letters A.D.D. branded into our mentality we simply can't focus on anything because its 17, 18, 19 routine and here at 23 it's the same old me and that one thing of the moment that we all happen to like will only very temporarily kinda break the cycle of the double edged sword of being lazy and being bored we just want more and more and more till it's all we can afford to keep our eyes open for just one more day to keep on hoping that we'll stumble on a way to keep our minds open for just one more day cause its completely up to us to maintain consciousness well no one can possibly listen to this more than 4 reps is just monotonous we're losing interest, losing interest, losing interest Qoute of the day "Never doubt yourself you maybe like Moses thinking you cant but can with the help of your Aaron"...Meh Own inspired by a convo last night

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