Sunday, September 3, 2006

   when and where did ministry turn into industry...KJ-52

hiya ppl o.O did anyone realize that this place was screwed up well i did and i was like wtf o.O lol oh well fixed now nothing much to tell got 2 new manga, shoen jump*sp,PCGamer magaizine *nerd one woot* lol ^_^ well any way i need 995 dollars well actually a little more but still about that much so i can build me a ultimate gaming rig wooooo yeah i'm dat nerdy woot if i got over 1500 i could build an even better one but i'm gonna cut the price down by leaving 2 yes just 2 things out its crazy lol ^_^ well ttyl Poem of the day Chaning industry, Look inside for a spark, Reteach yourself ministry, Find his mark, This poem is done fast, I really have run out of things, so might as well go to the past, until new influnces he brings, Song of the day EIFFEL 65 LYRICS "Blue (Da Ba De)" Yo listen up here's a story About a little guy that lives in a blue world And all day and all night and everything he sees Is just blue like him inside and outside Blue his house with a blue little window And a blue corvette And everything is blue for him and hisself And everybody around Cos he ain't got nobody to listen to I'm blue da ba dee da ba die... I have a blue house with a blue window. Blue is the colour of all that I wear. Blue are the streets and all the trees are too. I have a girlfriend and she is so blue. Blue are the people here that walk around, Blue like my corvette, it's standing outside. Blue are the words I say and what I think. Blue are the feelings that live inside me. I'm blue da ba dee da ba die... I have a blue house with a blue window. Blue is the colour of all that I wear. Blue are the streets and all the trees are too. I have a girlfriend and she is so blue. Blue are the people here that walk around, Blue like my corvette, it's standing outside. Blue are the words I say and what I think. Blue are the feelings that live inside me. I'm blue da ba dee da ba die... Inside and outside blue his house With the blue little window and a blue corvette And everything is blue for him and hisself And everybody around cause he aint got Nobody to listen to I'm blue da ba dee da ba die... I'm blue (if I was green I would die) Qoute of the day "Remeber when shows where for souls and rhymes for flow?"...KJ-52

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Saturday, September 2, 2006

   I'll Break my heart in 2 more times than you could ever do-Relient K

I was sinking lower sinking *spinning in chair singing along with song* well anyway now that the creepy moments out its time to tell you of my trip to my friends last night if you may remeber if not w/e i understand ^_^ lol ok so we went to our highschool football game *we lost of course our school suxz woot* but their was this lil midget kid i swear like 3 foot and i'm 6 ft 1 in he was talking smack to me i'm like I COULD EAT YOU LIL ONE but i didnt -_- i should have oh well we pissed him off alot then my friend Thomas found a "hundred dollar bill"lol no actually it was a frog that he named that lol he threw it at a truck o.O and it freakin lived lol oh well then me and my friend went home and stayed up till about 12 playing halo woot ^_^ we where having fun dying on our fav level Silent Cartographer lol freakin grunts chuck greandes o.O i'm like wtf ahh *jump to side hits and elite gets hit to death* it freakin suxed then my frined steven just went on suicide runs lol that was funny i'd sit back he'd run forward 6 to 8 times killing everything ^_^ it was a never fail strategy lol then this morning we played halo2 on legendary we got flippin owned on delta Halo our second Fav level on that game lol o.O snipers and elites scawy lol we had fun so i guess thats it you can read what the kid said in my qoute of the day today...bye bye ttyl Poem of the day A needle in my side, The Poision fills my head, I'm sry for all the times you've cried, Leave me for dead, Dont stop and help me, If i fall carry on, Let me drown in my own sea, think of me as dead and gone. Song of the day TRAPT LYRICS "Headstrong" Circling your, circling your, circling your head, Contemplating everything you ever said Now I see the truth, I got doubt A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out See you later I see your fantasy, You want to make it a reality paved in gold See inside, Inside of our heads (yeah) Well now that’s over I see your motives inside, decisions to hide [Chorus:] Back off I’ll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong Headstrong we’re Headstrong Back off I’ll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong and this is not where you belong I can’t give everything away I won’t give everything away [Verse 2:] Conclusions manifest, your first impressions got to be your very best I see you’re full of $#!T, and that’s alright That’s how you play, I guess you’ll get through every night Well now that’s over I see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in gold See inside, inside of our heads (yeah) Well now that’s over I see your motives inside, decisions to hide [Chorus] [Verse 3:] I know, I know all about [x3] I know, I know all about your motives inside, and your decision to hide [Chorus] Qoute of the day "Bitch dont step on my shoe you have to pay fo them"..Me"wtf you half my size"...Later that night"fool dont talk smack"...me after stoping the kid"what you running into me fo"...the midget"dont touch me fool"..me "touch"*pokes kid*

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Friday, September 1, 2006

   I Think my thoughts when i dont even need to-Papa Roach

hiya ppl at a friends house so cant make a long post using one of his songs for my song to the day ttyl Poem of the day To lazy and at a friends Song of the day Super Girls Aitsu 1)Saikin boku wa nani o suru koto ni mo aitsu no kao ga detekuru Nijuuyo jikan to iu gisshiri no jikan mo aitsu ga shimete shimatta Saa shigoto o hajimeyou dakedo aitsu jama o shite shimau Bari bari bari bari no shigoto ningen desu Dakedo boku wa mou aitsu de seihasareteita 1)these days, everytime i was planning to do something, that person's face appears 24-7, he occupied my time let's start my work, but that person is disturbing me i really really really really love my job but i'm conquerred by that person 2)Nani o suru no mo aitsu no koto kangaete shimatte boku ga Aitsu de ippai ni naru Tonikaku ima wa aitsu ga ite kurenai to boku wa nanimo dekinai Aitsu ga boku no naki ni iru iru iru iru iru iru iru 2)Evertime i'm trying to do something, i keep thinking about that person i'm full with that person now, i can't do anything without that person that person is always always always always inside me 3)Chotto dake aitsu o atama kara hazu sou Sonna toki boku wa umi ni mukau Kyou to iu hi wa sei ippai jibun no jikan o tsukurou to kesshin o katameteta Umi no chikara ni makikomarete shimai Kare kara aitsu no kao ga detekuru kuru Aitsu to kono umi o mi ni kitemitai nante Yappari detekimashita aitsu mantan OK! 3)let's leave him from my head for a while let's go to the beach I just want to spend my spend for myself I was totally absorbed my the waves of ocean, and i suddenly thought that i want to see the ocean with that person i couldn't do it, that person is always there. OK! 4)Sake sake mankai aitsu no hana yo boku ni sakuretsuutare minore kareki ni naru koto wa nai Imi nashi dame nashi kake ashi de Aitsu ga guruguru hashiri nugeteiku no sa Tokoton kakemegure 4)blossom blossom, let that person's flower blosson in me and never wilts meaningless, no fault, it's just a gamble run, run, run as you want 5)Nani o suru no mo aitsu no koto kangaete shimatte boku ga Aitsu de ippai ni naru Tonikaku ima wa aitsu ga ite kurenai to boku wa nanimo dekinai Aitsu ga boku no naki ni iru iru iru iru iru iru iru 5)Evertime i'm trying to do something, i keep thinking about that person now, i can't do anything without that person that person is always always always always inside me Qoute of the day "blah"

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

i'm being honest when i tell you...Cartel

hiya ppl doing good today and woot i got 6 comments yesterday a new high ^_^ laugh all you want woot ^_^ well anyway school suxed like always doing good golf sign up todays but the coach wasnt there T.T stupid coach lol ^_^ oh well well time for the poem of the day Poem of the day none *just like yesterday* Song of the day Voices by Massacre Rage [verse 1] listen to my lies, as i spread into your head, let me severe your ties, and leave you lying dead, My voice isnt soothing to you, but yet i'm calming, leave your worrys and your blues, and here my screams of blissful rage, [chorus] STOP!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! STOP!!I'LL NEVER LISTEN TO A WORD YOU SAID, STOP!! I WILL BE LOVED! STOP!! ITS THE PRICE HE PAYED WITH HIS BLOOD! Dont resist me, you can hear me inside your mind, I will never let you be, you shall fullfill my crimes, leave behind all your friends, and follow me, I will make your breathing end, and leave you hanging in a tree, [Chorus] [bridge] you may be inside me,but you dont have control, I will win cant you see,i'll take back all you stole... [chorus] Qoute of the day "Peanut butter jelly with a razor blade."...My friends at my lunch table making fun of me and my poser emo hair cut and other emo ppl lol

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

   Clean for about an hour...Puddle of Mudd

ok hiya guys ^_^ i'm doing good today except 6th period changed and confused me lol i was in BCIS a comp class now i'm in Desktop Publishing o.O which is the same class but different name? riiiiggghtt coach on crack lol ^_^ oh well anyway i'm good school still suxz but oh well i guess thats it really oh wait no i got 5 comments yesterday i think thats awasome ^_^ lol yeah i know sad but i'm sad so deal woot so thats it ttyl Poem of the day none actually the last couple of poems are samples of a song i was writing and i finished it last night so it will be song of day today Song of the day Friend Song By Massacre Rage [verse 1] she was One in a million, a star on the rise, she had an unbeatable force, going to gain the prize, Something went wrong, and her dreams went down in flames, she sang a terriable song, and gave herself and unbearable pain, her story would end, aburtably as the rain, all thanks to a so called friend, leaving everyone with a lonely song. then we all join in, we sing looking for a friend, Save us.dont betray us, Pick me up, and fill up my cup, lord i need you to show me right from wrong, so i can stop singing this lonely song, [verse 2] notice the boy all alone, see his heart thats been shattered, he hides it all actin like theirs nothing to show, but look close and notice hes bodys bruised and battered, we get to the night, and there lies the boy, his eyes are no longer bright, his father tossed him like a old toy, his story is at an end, as night fades to day, all he needed was a true friend, but now all we can do is pray, so we join in, we sing desperate for a friend, [chorus] [bridge] take a look back notices what i said, everyday someone is looking for a friend, but instead they die, i ask you stop and listen to them before their lives are at an end, [chorus] Qoute of the day "How can we resolve this now?"...Cartel

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

you can throw me in for procrastinating, mutany, or disobedance....another song

ok so i started another post and it screwed up and didnt do it so i'm pissed at it besides that i'm good except for headache, art trip need job for, bored, blah thats the highlights, oh and emo name calling blah, thats it for sho so ttyl Poem of the day There he sits all alone, His heart shattered, You wouldnt notice his pain by his tone, Underneath his body is bruised and battered, We may not notice the pain in our world, Or even before i eyes, we need a way not to be fooled, before were left in our own demise. Song of the day Refiners Fire by Massacre Rage here we find us, sad and seeming alone, life pushes us as its in a rush, God seems to leave us to make us atone, and as if on que he appears, he cleans and makes us perfect, he erases all of our fears, [pre-chorus] were full of impuritys, we need to rid ourselfs of our desires, so our souls can be at ease, we need Gods Refining fire, [Chorus] step into the flames, let it melt away your greed and lustful desires, let it burn away you selfish shame, and come out pure from the refiners fire, each one of us watched over carefully, like jewlery crafted painstakenly, paticently removing all impuritys, until finaly through his eyes we can see, he never left us, he was always there making sure we didnt get mislead, we doubted him cause of our lack of trust, and so we blame him for leaving though were the ones who flead, [Pre-Chorus & Chorus] [bridge] god and his refining fire, like the sliver smith watching us with love and care, as he removes the impuritys god removes our hate and desires, but our connections to him we rip and tear, [Chorus x2]

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

   Its comeing down to nothing more than apethy...The Fray

hiya ppl i'm tired had a monster last night and i mean late last night so i was up till god knows when lol ^_^ but it was fun and yeah well i'm tired now so i've slept the day away yep yep ^_^ and tomorrow i'm going to sixflags woot gonna sleep one day get burned the nest day wooooooo lol anyway i hope everyone has a good day today well ttyl Poem of the day One in a million, a star on the rise, an unbeatable force, going to gain the prize, Something went wrong, and her dreams went down in flames, she sang a terriable song, and gave herself and unbearable pain, her story would end, aburtably as the rain, all thanks to a so called friend, leaving everyone with a lonely song. Song of the day PUDDLE OF MUDD LYRICS "She Hates Me" Met a girl, thought she was grand fell in love, found out first hand went well for a week or two then it all came unglued in a trapped trip I can't grip never thought I'd be the one who'd slip then I started to realize I was living one big lie She fucking hates me trust she fucking hates me la la la love I tried too hard and she tore my feelings like I had none and ripped them away She was queen for about an hour after that shit got sour she took all I ever had no sign of guilt no feeling of bad, no In a trapped trip I can't grip never thought i'd be the one who'd slip then I started to realize I was living one big lie [Chorus] that's my story, as you see learned my lesson and so did she now it's over and i'm glad 'cause i'm a fool for all i've said [Chorus] la la la la la la la la la love Trust la la la la la la la la la love Trust and she tore my feelings like I had none she fucking hates me Qoute of the day "Your Ticket to the future is always blank!"...Vash The Stampede

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Friday, August 25, 2006

   TFGIFF...me right now

thats disregard o.O holy crap i'm singing ahhh *runs around singing*...ok tired now lol yeah i'm freakin hyper its friday and no football game no homies over *yes i said homies be afraid very afraid*lol ^_^ so basicallly i'm singing and running around meh house BORED woot well anyway blah...not much today got more MORE books i hate books from school lol..they so freakin big this year i swear...man -_- i'm gonna get into shape just carrying them lol well ig uess thats it so ttyl *oh and i did post my ed drawing they just havent accepted it yet T.T i liked it lol*oh well ^_^ thats it so ttyl Poem of the day Starting at the end, Look for a friend, Going in reverse, Finding no reasons to curse, I stand in pain, I look for friend, Then Love hits like a train, I found my little package you sent. Song of the day Cartel Honestly was going to be it but i was to lazy to look up the lyrics lol ^_^ Qoute of the day "ewww you taste bad...me:really *licks self*hmm your right needs salt."..me to a friend just now lol

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

   never thought you wanted to bring her down...The Fray

O.O wow i posted my first fan art yesterday >.> yeah i've had one for a while but i've slacked off and finally reformated it so they would accept it ^_^ its Vash The Stampede it was my first drawing of him and it was a pretty good one i'm gonna put up a few more today but i'm gonna post them in the post also one is of RK and the other 2 are FMA characters Ed and (of course) Roy...so yeah they might be up tomorrow or tonight lol idk o.O depends on the ppl who run this site lol *person runs in whispers in my ear*oh news flash this plane has no pilot and we are head straight for the sight of the crash ^_^ i suggest you grab the nearest girl or guy and makeout if your by another guy or girl ummm and you like that kinda thing go ahead o.O but remind me to shoot myself before we land....lol ok enough of my bordeom lol ^_^ heres the pics RK Ed Roy Mustang *their all in pencil so if their hard to see sry o.O i sketch lightly* Poem of the day Over my head, A world of the unknown, Words that you've said, Finding peace in my sleep, I close my eyes, I look around in this other world, And see the bluest skys, But then it changes again i'm fooled. song of the day Empty spot-Massacre Rage The people are staring at me, Wondering where your at since your not here, Your not beside me, Everything I think of just brings tears, I’m alone without you, I love you still that’s true, I’m sorry for whatever I said dear, I saw other girls since that day, And none were even near you, So that is why I say! [chorus] I’ll save a spot for you on my bed, Right beside the place inside my mind and in my head, You’re the only girl I want to hold, The moment I saw you my heart was sold,, All I do is think about you, I wonder where your at and what your doing, My sky’s aren’t blue, But the sun is out and shining, Ever day it feels like its raining, But its not storming, I feel like I should be mourning, Since I don’t wake up with you in the morning, Ever night I pray, You’ll return to me, This is why I say! [chorus] I guessed I screwed up badly, Never thought I would lose something like this, I think there isn’t anything left sadly, Nothing I have missed, I wish you were mine, Instead I seem to wine, About all these bad times, But I’m glad to see that your fine, I’ll love you till the end of my days, So stop ignoring me, Cause I will always say, [Chorus] [bridge] you said you would be there for me, to help me when I’m down keep me from getting a frown, well I’m down and no one is around, I guess I was to blind to really see, The lies that you threw around, [Chorus] [repeat 2x] *if you dont remeber that song its one of the ones i wrote i changed the name and what i call the band who sang it cuz i havent actually got one (yet)* Qoute of the day "I WUV YOU BABE!!!!!!!!!!".....me to my gf ^_^

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

   everyone knows i'm in over my head...The Fray

hiya ppl today was ok tired still but not as bad as the first day ^_^ well its gonna storm here which is awasome woot love rain ^_^ but anyway i am home alone you know what that means....FREE TIME AND LOUD MUSIC WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lol ^_^ yeah i'm sad but oh well i got underoath in my head and its the only way they coming out woot so yeah anyway i have to go to bed ealir o.O i almost didnt get up today for school lol my dad was like check your alarm it went off i just didnt get up hehe ^_^ so i guess thats it so ttyl Poem of the day Stains on the wall, Knuckles cut and torn, Your chest slowly rising and then it falls, I've watched you out of skorn, A flash of light, A moment of hesitation, Your soul is gone without a fight, A perfect ending to your deception. Song of the day Through the Night Opening to Outlaw Star semenai de kesanai de makenai de dare datte motteru hazu yuzurenai mono ai dake yume dake kimi dake sore dake ha hanasanai donna toki demo Don't make fun of it! Don't destroy it! Don't cheapen it! That one thing everyone has that they won't give up. Only love! Only dreams! Only you! Those are the only things I won't let go, ever. doushi you mo naku ochitsukanai yoru nani mo kamo nagedashitaku naru tsube kobe iwazu ni sassato DOA o akena rikutsu nante koneteru HIMA ha nai On nights when I can't settle down no matter what, I just want to throw anything and everything away. Don't bitch and complain, just open the door, ya know. [1] I don't have time to quibble with you. [2] juuou mujin tobi mawaritai youi shoutou mamori takunai nakushita wake ja nai mada hajimatte nai... dakara I want to fly all over the place. [3] I wanna throw caution to the wind. [4] It isn't because I've lost anything It's because nothing's even started yet. semenai de kesanai de makenai de dare datte motteru hazu yuzurenai mono ai dake yume dake kimi dake sore dake ha hanasanai donna toki demo nani ga hoshii nani ga shitai doko ni ikitai yami o saite hashiri nukete tsukamitore Through The Night Don't make fun of it! Don't destroy it! Don't cheapen it! That one thing everyone has that they won't give up. Only love! Only dreams! Only you! Those are the only things I won't let go, ever. What do you want? What do you wanna do? Where do you wanna go? Cut through the darkness and run to grab what you want (all) through the night [5] kimi no yasashisa ni yudan shite mitari demo nama ni fuan ni nattari yaritai houdai yari makutte kita kedo demo yappa kimi no mune ga ii Sometimes I'll let my guard down to your kindness, but sometimes I worry. I've been doing whatever I want as much as I wanted to, But to tell the truth, to be with you is the best. [6] shinjiru shinjiaitai shirokuro hakkiri shitai hageshisa dake ja nai yasashisa dake ja nai... dakara Believing, I want us to believe in each other. I want it to be as plain as black and white. Because it's not just intensity Because it's not just gentless... semenai de kesanai de makenai de dakishimetai hito ha dare? wakatteru hazu ai dake yume dake kimi dake sore sae mo mamorenai ugoki da sanakya kizu tsuite mo kizu tsukete mo toomawarishite mo kokoro no mama korogaru mama tsuki nukero Through The Night Don't make fun of it! Don't destroy it! Don't cheapen it! Who do I want to hold? I should know. Only love! Only dreams! Only you! I can't protect even those unless I get moving. Even if I get hurt, or I hurt someone, or I have to take the long way, [7] With my heart as it is, tumbling as I am, I'll pierce (all) through the night semenai de kesanai de makenai de dare datte motteru hazu yuzurenai mono ai dake yume dake kimi dake sore dake ha hanasanai donna toki demo Don't make fun of it! Don't destroy it! Don't cheapen it! That one thing everyone has that they won't give up. Only love! Only dreams! Only you! Those are the only things I won't let go, ever. dakiatte kizu tsuite ushinatte dare gatte kizuite yuku taisetsuna mono tonikaku yakusoku sokubaku sore dake ja wakaranai mitsuke dasenai Holding each other, getting hurt, then loss... Everyone hurts the one they hold most dear. Anyway, I just can't understand being shackled with a promise... I can't put my finger on it... nani ga hoshii nani ga shitai doko ni ikitai yami o saite hashiri nukete tsukamitore Through The Night What do you want? What do you wanna do? Where do you wanna go? Cut through the dark and run to grab what you want (all) through the night Qoute of the day "And suddenly i become part of the past the part that doesnt last."..The Fray

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