Sunday, October 14, 2007

   BACK IN BLACK XD
YEA
i put my good colors bak on my site XD

i love my lime green & black...ness
so...today started at 4 in the morning......
my dad woke me up
army called...we're in an organization called the JET PORT CONSERVATION CLUB
we work in partnership with the US army....
we get to stay in side there jetport perimeter
....and hunt an stuff...but we're on call 24/7
in case of \emergencies.....cause we have swamp buggys...we can move around in the everglades faster than anyone else..plus i know the area from growing up in there <3

but,.....we got the call today...at 4 in the mourning
...they wer doin practise jumps...for paratupers
and alot of them fell out side the bounderies..into trees and swampholes
they need us to geth them
and...onthe way there...a firetruck gotstuck in the mud...so we had to push it out.........
ANYWAY
i ended up getting home about 40 min ago....
its 8:44 pm....
im so tired..and my shoes (only pair) r all full of mud.......
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

   black illusion
well...i cant change my intro....
it wont let me modify my posts..........
i cant change my pic.....
not to many people pm me..........
two people commented on my post yesterday........
...im thinking aqbout deleting my site....
oh...someone was on my backroom thingy last night......so i just changed my password...didnt feel like doing anything else......
so......iono if im actually doing it...but..im thinking about it
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Friday, October 12, 2007

   ALIVE
...the one by ozzy @_@

um.....
home cumming's tonight........
i
um....not going this year.........
got...no one to take.........
oh wellz :D
um....i fellz in love with that song >_<
alive...by ozzy......
iz so coolz.......
um......i had loads of funs today...i screwed around soooooooo much :D
no hw...again....
just waiting here...for some one to talk to...
no friends r home tonight.......
no ones on aim
no one pms me any more...regularly anyway.......
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ALIVE
well...its 5:30 rite now..........
to early -_-
well...im just posting while i wait for my bus to cum......
then i'll post later today...when im not tired....

how u guys doin?
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

   junkie
hello everyone ^_^
nothing momumental happend today...
had fun at school..as always ^_^
just finished downloadin the songs from the cd i bought yesterday into my ipod......
im just now listening to the songs....hence the title...always the song im listening to while im posting :D
well.......the morning nap on the bus was disturbed...we couldnt sit in the bak o' the bus like normal..because the freshmen wrote on the seats....
so...they sat me rrriiitttee under neath the ac...wich i didnt mind...until the condensation started dripping on me >_<
.........it was cold
we ran the mile today..i did it in 5 min an 25 sec, exactly
not really tired....and theres really no one to talk to at the moment....
i need a girl freind so bad......
its wierd...i usually have one, or atleast a target.....crush, or sumthing.........
With my back against the wall
Trying so hard not to fall
I'm so tired of sleeping around
Hopeless, in despair
Don't know if I'm here or there
Feeling like I'm up and I'm down
But I'm still alive
I don't have any plans to go anywhere
You know I'm alive
I know I'm crazy but I still like it here
But I'm still alive
I don't have any plans to go anywhere
I don't want to die

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

   hole in the sky..........
hehe...srry guys, false alarm ^_^
i dont have a crush on that gurl...turns out
i mean, the whole sweaty palms, heart beat thing...never happend...i just...iono how to explain it really....um..........i just...feeel comfertable around her
...im not in love with her..and i dont have a crush on her..i just..care for her..i guess....
any way..i went to the doctors office today T_T
scary doc gave me shot T_T (im..afraid of needles) ...VERY afraid of needles....
um..then we went to best buy....
me got a cd..(osmosis) and...more gummy headphones
their the best ones..the loudest, and longest lasting...AND THEIR GUMMY :D:D:D:D:D
um...sushi for dinner tonight....and i miss talking to u all T.T
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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

   young lust XD
lalala...EVERYONE XD
i had fun this weekend......
IM SO HYPER RITE NOW
I HAD THESE CHOCOLATE SUNDAY FLAVERED POPTARTS FOR LUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME SO HYPER O_O O_O
oh....i also...think (dare i say it) have....a crush...well, its not exactly a crush..but....i guess u could say i have feelings...um...for that girl from b4..the one that never talked to anyone...but then the seating chart changed..and i sat next to her, and now she talks to me....
any way, yea....i like her >_<
but not..like like her...only...um...iono how to esplain >_<

OMG I LOVE MY INTRO <3 <3
ITS SO AWSUMNESS :X
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Friday, October 5, 2007

   shot in the dark
today was cool...it didnt rain till right after i got on the bus...
we had a pep rally...i didnt go...i dont like them that much tho...to loud, and to many people >_< but........one of the freshmen girls smeared face paint on my ....face.... on the bus..it came of..

um...im leaving for hunting today..i think...and i wont be bak untill monday...since its a long weekend...monday is teacher work day :D

and...i surrvived last night O_O, mostly talking to ruckles..and goth978...and my friends on aim :D

..i had to go to my uncles house around 11 tho....he fell when he was getting out of his car...he has a prostetic knee ( just the jiont is metal..and is surgical..so u cant see it)...the rods came loose and r moving around in his thigh....sounds like it hurt...this is the second time i've ever seen him cry...it was..wierd..the other time was at his sons funeral....
any way, we took him to the hospital.....i didnt get home till 3, so i said "fuck it" and stayed up the remaining 2 hours till my bus came :D:D
strange thing is...im not tired..at all...
and im still wearing the same cloths from yesterday
>_<
oh, i changed my intro...again >_< i seem to b changing them almost as much as randomized05 changes her background............
i think its cute tho ( it feels wierd to say that:/)
......so...see yall later :D

question :
wut would u do if i magically appeard next to u, rite now?
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Thursday, October 4, 2007

   hero
...sorry, no post last night....i almost did, but...iono :p
um...today was...ok
in 6th period...i went to the clinic...to take my meds....or at least fake taking them XD i spit it out :p ( doc says i need prozac...i say no)
um..anyway, the police were in there ....a girl jumped off our new building...its 3 stories high :|....weird part is, she surrivied....but...they said she's gonna be paralized.....
so...its storming bad here, tornado warnings and all.....
oh, btw, my moms holding this "tasting party" thing...she works for this juice company....and shes inviting a bunch of random strangers to cum into our house, and taste the juice....i severly dislike my mom rite now......(i dont hate anyone :D) um....i hate this tho...bunch ofpeople....:P bleh..
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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

diary of a madman
today was...confusing...
at first, we wer supposed to meet afterschool, to do the movie project...then, it was off...cause no one knew wut to do...then it was on again, then...we didnt know if we could get a camera....so brandon was supposed to call his mom during lunch....himand eaty have the same lunch, and i dont...so eaty was gonna text me wut was going on.......i get a text in the middle of the period..saying "damn the rain"
thats all he said :|
so...we ended up not doing it.....because josiah left early......AND IT DIDNT RAIN
....so...tomarrow we're supposed to do it.....oh, i desided to change my intro...it was to long...andi just stayed home after school...and just sat there, watching tv....something i NEVER do...i didnt like it...i need to b active...talking to someone, or running, or swimming...ANYTHING BUT TV
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