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Sunday, April 29, 2007

i cant lie...
i just can't lie anymore... IM NOT HAPPY... im misrable without you... im more than misrable im missing you to death... you really leave me broken when you talk to all these other people... why am i the last person you think of.. why are you ignoring my messages and my posts and comments??? do you leave everyone this crushed or just me... am i the only one who is this hopeless... am i the only weak one you played with...? i tell myself that you will come back and thingss will turn back to normal but things will never be the same will they... i try to tell myself that you wouldn't just toy woth me buts it's hard when you dont talk to me and your always in my dreams....im lost...idk kayla i love you so much and nothing will change that but it really hurts that i dont even know if you are ok... i wish you would message me... but thats out of the question... dose it make you feel good that you always will have someone just waiting on you to decide if you love them ot not???? i know deep down somewhere that you dont mean to make me feel this way and you dont want to hurt me and you do love me.... i really do believe that you love me... i really do.... because i love you and still believe that your intentions are pure... i just miss you and am really trying to push these thoughts out of my mind... it's just hard sometimes... really hard... like today... it's mostly days after nights filled of dreams of you... they bring back so much and i just can't help it.... im sorry my penguin i love you... i hope this dosn't make you mad at me....
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