Monday, August 6, 2007

   Hey!
Well im fixing to ramble alot.

Ok so bear got back today.. i didnt stick around there to see him. I couldnt get a hold of him the next night, not the receptionists fault this time it was his. So he calls me at 230am wich i was awake anyway so no big. He asks me wat i was doing and do to the fact taht i was trying to go to sleep and not doing anything i said nuthing. well that wasnt good enough for him so he was like What are ya doin? and i was like nuthing and then he was like i called you at 230 and you were awake.. what are you doin? and i was like well i was trying to go to sleep but its too hot and he was like summin bout thats all i had to say but said all of this rather pushy and sounded like a jerk.. then i asked him wat he was doing and he said he had just gotten in from el paso and had gotten pulled over by the border control adn was just calling to see if i was gonna get to go to where he was at and i told him i couldnt find a ride (since you know i asked everyone i could think of) so then he asked summin about if he should expect me or not and i was like well i guess not (since ya know noone wanted to take me on a trip that would overally take them about 9 -10 hours.) and then he started kidna getting moody again so i said i had tried and he was like watever so now im getting moody to and then i said what do you not believe me and he was like not really so this point neither of us are very happy and argued a lil while longer and then he said he had to go to bed so i said ok and we said bye.

Im not sure but maybe he thought since i was awake at 230 i was cheatin or summin cus i dont think he trusts me at all i mean obviously he didnt beleive me. So i wasnt happy at all after that conversation to say the least not to mention the fact that he calls me weird alot and even called me a idiot.

So jason had been wanting to set me up with a guy he works with cus noone wants me to be with bear and i was gonan stay with bear till that happened, cus it wasnt only that it was everything else i couldnt get ahold of him again till last night and he just got back today, but when i look back he didnt call em often i always had to go to him he wanted me to buy him stuff but never bought me anything and was a jerk at times and stood me up alot and he always had an excuse one time it was even basically that he forgot, yea he must have also forgot to answer the phone when i called him to see why he wasnt there and even cut his phone off.

So needless to say i went to a party with the guy jason wanted to set me up with. Even tho i havent broke up with bear yet (i couldnt get a hold of him) the party was alot of fun he was basically me and like 7 or so guys. And i got invited to go to a bbq this weekend so i think me and stetson are going together. ooh and his name is stetson btw. Only this time i think manda should be around so i think she will prolly go to, yey someone i know haha. It was really awkward bein at a party and not knowing anyone. but u know since i was the only girl they warmed up to me lol. and eventually some more girls came. And stetson was really nice he opened the doors for me and misspelled my name lol but atleast he didnt do like his friend and call me veronica lol. Anyways id love to post more of the party but i dont wanna ramble to much ^_^

My parents are moving to wyoming tomorrow =(, dunno when ill get to see them again so thats why i came home again to spend time with em before they go.
So im moving in with my sis and may not get to update for a while. But i will try to!

Ooh and im gonna take my kitten with me, maybe its mom wont miss it too much cus i cant take her too.

So anyways i guess HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! and however many other days till i post again!!!

LaterZ~ ^_^
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