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Wednesday, October 11, 2006


This hasn’t been the best day ever.
I found out that Google bought Youtube out…what if they start charging a fee? ;__;
Also guys playing basketball were throwing them at me and my friends. We were sitting there before they started playing and there was a whole entire other goal open. My friend got hit a few dozen times and I almost got up to beat the shit out of one them. Yeah I was mad. I was telling my friends I was about to throw my econ book at them.
I’ve been studying like mad. I have an econ final and a keyboarding final. I also have to take finals again for the other courses at the end of the semester. Instead of having four for the year, I have six.
I feel like crying right now. Every thing seems to be getting more complicated. Relationship wise and school and family. I don’t know how much longer I can take it.
I borrowed Howl’s Moving Castle, but have been too busy to type it. The beautiful Stephanie has let me borrow it.
I have totally fallen head over heels for her. And she’s the same for me. But there are complications. Parents, Chris, the school…
Everyone is having it out for me in someway or another.
Chris and mines relationship is going through the mud. It’s just all my fault too. If I would make a better attempt at being his perfect girlfriend that’s sweet and lovely then maybe I could work through this.
I don’t want two years down the drain. Two years of broken friendship, broken trust and the ever awkward tinge of love.
I gave up a lot for Chris. I’m giving up my social life. I gave up my best friend for a horribly long while. He disliked her and still does. It always seems he only likes her when he thinks she’s on “his side”. When she says one thing to contradict him he hates her again.
I got food stamps again. Yay! Foood! Don’t worry Chara…I’ll get food for Chris’s probably..And Diet Pepsi. It’s not so bad since I drink it too.
I was so tired this morning and I just didn’t wanna go to school. I cried my eyes out. I just wanted to sleep!
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These girls are talking about their stupid emo lives. And they think they like metal? Slipknot. Mudvayne. They are not metal.
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RASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!
I think I’ll go to the bathroom and let out some of my anger.
Love,
Lynnsey

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