Thursday, November 6, 2008

   Unsure No More.
Unsure No More.

"When you can't seem to piece things together anymore;
it seems like everyone's an emotional whore.
Trampling on the true meaning of things;

Over eccentric;
completely oblistic.

You take a long walk- about a mile and a half-
and you realize:
Thing's don't have to stay where they are...

You can change your own life,
you can live,
and be,
the one you want to be.

You could quit on all you do now;
and start over again- and again.

You can 'remake' yourself;
a whole new whole,
and smile onto the world once more-
that's a second chance-
right?

Pour your soul out-
RIGHT INFRONT OF A CROWD;
release your inner being!

Let them see what you feel!
Bring forth your dieing wrath;
you deserve a moment in time-
where it's-
"ALL MINE!"

.......

I believe in you,
I want you to believe in me...

Give me another chance;
let me change me!

I love you like...
a righteous person-
A soul with beautiful dignity.

Romance can be wasted;
but that's not what I see here. :)

I see a person,
with a smile on their face- that means nothing-
who wishes to save the world;
along with themselves...

Forgive me,
for, I too am human.

I fail to understand,
and comprehend,
when you needed me-
and I want you to understand;
I'M SORRY.

...I'll try to be there,
right by your 'injured' side;
so to help,
and hold,
you up when you need to cry-

but you just won't let yourself.

Not a moment to denia,
but everything you ever felt;
in this damn humanity.

Let's not blow each other up;
let's not scream in each others ear!

Let's grow into real humans;

and draw out a constant pleasant state.

Let's grow old enough to say,
"I really liked it in the old days."
and smile with tender feelings we share;

not really with each other-
but the things we shared."

R.K.~ 11/6/08 (10:22 P.M.)
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Monday, August 25, 2008

   SpongeBob Is A Cheese With Acne:
Well, sorta- since- he's got holes/craters IN his face; and not pimples sticking OUT his face... or is it his WHOLE BODY? Well, don't imagine him nude- that's for sure. :P

Well, I said the title- 'SpongeBob Is A Cheese With Acne'- inbetween out overly friendly first period teacher's talking and introducing of him, himself, his life 'til now, and the class- not necessarly in that order; but it was DEFINENTALLY scrambled. (I said it two my 'friend'/aquiantance Andrew V.- don't know who I'm talking about, then, you won't care anywayzzz.) Ya, today was interesting, (and I should really go to bed now... It's 10:46 P.M.- but that's besides the point.). I KINDA enjoyed today, but not really, ya know? Meh, it's just weird. Starting back ANNOYING school; the only reason I really looked forward to it was BECAUSE- it's F*CKING SENIOR YEAR (for me)!!! *smiley goes here* YAY! But, eh, the Senior Year ITSELF isn't going to be all that much greater than any other school year that's ever happened. :P I'm such a pestimistic person these days... *BINGO* YOU GET A COOKIE! Heh, (I like typing that word for some odd reason), I decided, as of (hmmm) twenty, or so, minutes ago that I would write a novel. NO, not a REAL novel; but a novel on me- and I'm not showing ANYBODY; 'cause basically, it'll be all about me and my thoughts (how ever normal or bizzare); AND that's basically a GLORIFIED DIARY! X_x It's 'kay though! I'll have fun doing it- since- it's something I realllllly want to do to get me back in the spirit of 'enjoying living' and to write more on the stories I've already started/planned. Ya, they've become more of 'work' to me now- no enjoyment, at all. ...*emo moment, emo tear* 'KAY, 'nough of that. (I shouldn't pick on emo kids- but I have to admit- it's pretty fun; DON'T THROW SH*T AT ME!!! D<) Ya, BUT ANYWAYZZZ, I love all who read this- even though BLOGGING IS DUMB- it makes me feel special; in that weird kind of way... I hope, one day, I'll be kewl enough to BRAG about sh*t people ALL DO, and still feel cool about it; like I ACTUALLY AM SPECIAL and EVERYONE WANTS TO READ ABOUT HOW I CHEWED GUM!!! That was sarcasim, B.T.W.

...:P R.K.~8/25/08
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

   QUOTES: June~2008 (Mood=Anxious/Worried)
FOR THAT'S THE WAY LIFE WORKS
"I will never know your pain, only my own....."
R.K.~6-1-08

"If life was mean to be easy, then it wouldn't have very many problems...!"
R.K.~6-2-08

"I can feel the warmth of the moon, ...it's a spiritual warmth............."
R.K.~6-12-08

"I do not believe in fate, for, fate is written down and destiny is something (found and made) created and pursued..."
R.K.~6-12-08

BRAIN-(You Die Each Time)
"Deep thoughts are agony, because, with each thought gained, a wrinkle is a new..."
R.K.~6-12-08

MONEY
"Money is like bits of power you trade in for, immediate, self-satisfaction..."
R.K.~6-12-08

SOMETIMES
"Life can't be summed into words..."
R.K.~6-20-08

"Life is a fight you should use words in..."
R.K.~6-21-08

"If you can (still) compliment your enemy- you're less likely to hold a grudge..."
R.K.~6-21-08

GROWING UP (?)
"Being an adult is... not really a physical state, but more of a mental measure(ment)..."
R.K.~6-21-08

SENIOR
"HELP! I'm drowning in future responsibilities!"
R.K.~6-25-08
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Saturday, February 23, 2008

   Let Go
"Hello me, it's time to let go, a little:

Too quick to fall,
untrusting,
afraid, or now, and the future,
feels like a child,
like a failure,
can I succeed?

May I?

Can I be free of so much self judgement,
unafraid to proceed after my 'childish' dreams,
family...
"Be not afraid-"
but I am,
will I be okay (in your book)?

Failure.
Fail,
fail,
fall...

Let go...

and feel (again(.

Let go................."


R.K.~ Feb 14, 2008
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Saturday, December 29, 2007

   Song~EVERYTHING
"Everywhere I go, you will follow.
Everything I do, you will see.
Everything I know, you have given me.
Everything I love, is you...

...Sometimes, when I feel bad, I sing a little tune- and I never seem to remember it. I'd like to, but, I just can't seem to... Maybe, that's just the way I relieve pain. ...I sure know it works. I feel pain all the time, to the point where I feel hollow. The worst part of it is... nothing's wrong. Or is it that, it hasn't surfaced? Show yourself... you unpleasanties.

Everything, EVERYTHING, is for you......."


R.K.~12-29-07
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