myOtaku.com: Phoenix Dancer
ewwo! I have joined yet another site.... *sigh* too many to keep track of... oh well. beware my random outbursts, and the pink sock. BEWARE THE SOCK!!!!
Monday, May 22, 2006
does it seem weird that even though it's the middle of May, I want it to be winter again? I was born in December, but that shouldn't have an effect on it, right...?
I guess there's sort of a reason for my preference of winter over summer, but it's pretty mushy... My friend Brian, that I met online, is the sweetest guy ever, and he's been like my complete salvation from insanity. He seems like he would be innocent, but he's actually pretty well-versed in the ways of the world. I even wrote a poem for him about it, and of course, it's called "Snow." It's basically saying that even though he's innocent-looking, he's extremely versed in the world, but that it hasn't affected how he acts around others. I also said that it could be winter all year round as long as he was there with me...
I think maybe I'm starting to like him... which isn't a bad thing, but I don't want him to be afraid of the relationship. he's had some bad stuff happen with the opposite gender, and it's made him just a little shy, I think. The sad thing is, I don't even know what he looks like... *cries*
darn him... he needs to get back online... since March 28th, I think was the last time I talked to him..... oh well. he'll coem back eventually, I hope.
Friday, May 19, 2006
oh geez... science today... not cool. and Brittany was gonna fix my jeans for me, but Herrity's scissors went missing. so my jeans will stay the way they are until monday. I wonder if I still remember that poem...
"salve ver optatum
dulcis avium concentus
sonat gaudeat iuventus
hiems saeva transiit
nam lenis spirat ventus."
oh boy... this is pretty sad. blah... continuing on... bye bye!
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Too Much Work.....
oh my god.... my teachers are insane.... I've got like four projects due, and one is only a recitation, btu it's in Latin, and took me forever to memorize. I was supposed to do it yesterday, but since we had the NHS induction crap, my class was only 55 minutes instead of an hour adnd a half. plus we had a test that day, so.... no recitation for me. andyway... the others are mainly just research projects, like on Dylan Thomas (English), Leonardo da VInci (World History), and nebulas (Earth Science). it's all going to drive me insane. I swear it in the name of Sephiroth.... which may or may not be a good thing. bye bye.