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Uh I guess all I'm going to say here is that I'm new and will hopefully find something better to say here in the future...*_* Uhmm and if any of u know Personwhois she is my friend and if you are here at my site you should also go to hers... She's the one who said I should start a site so I will try to...

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

   Long time....
I almost completely forgot about this place! how sad I remember spending a lot of time on here too... Well my life did get really hectic for a while and a whole crap load of shit happened to me... thankfully it is all over and I am recovering from my deep dark depression... heh yeah it seems stupid now that I think of it...

I have come out worse for wear tho My mum was killed about a month b4 mother's day so that was hard yet I wasn't all that upset either... (I am such an unfeeling robot now) My dad's back in jail with a few of his driking buddies to keep him company and I'm now living on my own anticipating my next and last year of school...

Well Hopefully I will end up forgetting most of what happened that was so wrong. but then again I most likely wont oh well... That was fairly refreashing writing that all out so yeah if anyone happens to come across this I'm back... ^_^

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

I havne't been on here for ages... I suppose i kind of forgot I was on here or something then my friend was all where have you been! So here I am I'm back I'm really sorry for worrying anyone or whatever... not that anyone would worry probley this is the internet only strangers.. OK I'm just making this worse... well I'll do my best ot be on more and stuff so until another day bye!
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Friday, December 31, 2004

   Long time no post
Well its been a while peoples since I have posted on here.... I dunno why but I've just been kinda a shadow hanger for a while but I decided now would be an excellent time to post like my last post of the year 2004 or something I dunno heh...

If anyone wanted ta know I'm doing mighty swell... yeah note my nice sarcasm... things could be better but I swear they could be worse... -_- and I have been on the worse part and don't want to go back to it... so for now I suppose I'll just leave it at that... and for anyone reading this give me some help...

What are peoples oppinions or views on rape... I really would appreciate it if anyone could kinda give me some imput on that... ya see I'm helping a friend out and I don't know the first thing on how to comfort a person... Ok then bye bye!

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Thursday, November 25, 2004

   Why me?
I haven't been on at all here lately... just now have I caught up with well... everything... where the heck to start??? I have no clue so much has happened and it is all a horrible blur to me. Life could not get any worse from here I'm so serious... I'm a miserable wreck... I don't know why I'm saying this here though... I suppose I can just vent... *sigh* although I'm not all to sure if anyone would even care. Oh well I'll just say it here anyways.

My mum was put on trial and stuff I had to go and live with complete strangers (foster parents) and my girlfreind hasn't even called me. I haven't been in touch with her for a while now and it worries me that something might have happened to her or she isn't allowed or something.

To top it all off my dad got out of jail and he's demanding custody of me now.

I don't know what I want though... but if I could choose I would want to just live with my girl and be done with all this crap. But alas I have to deal with it all...

So to all of you that are reading this I dunno I don't want any pity but if you could help in anyway or mae any suggestions it would help! I'm really only here venting and stuff so it's ok if you don't want to care I understand all.. so for now peace out all!

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Saturday, October 30, 2004

   I guess it's my birthday...
I guess I'm 16 now... ah whatever my birthday is nothing much to celebrate...But I guess I get to see my freinds and such.... I 'm gonna sign off now so bye!
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... I guess...
Gray Eyes
Your eyes should be gray.. the same color you see
the world. You have faced many sorrows and
losses, but yet its starting to get to you.
You're depressed and lonely, so maybe it might
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I suppose.. I'm not all that sure tho.. I have ta get back to you on that...
You belong in the world of darkness and are a part of the despair.
You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known
as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here
is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow.
Write or go through other creative outlets to
express the anguish you may be feeling, and
never let anyone tell you that you are just
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