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Monday, November 17, 2008
Nooooooooooo! The frightful fist of fatigue and depression is grabbing hold of me!
I am dreadfully sorry for the coarse language in my comments, but I'm not a happy bunny at the mo; I think the word gremlin, or troll- definition: A supernatural being, now especially a grotesque humanoid creature living in caves or hills or under bridges; an ugly person; well, my manner isn't exactly pretty. XD
It's not as bad as year 11, with my eczema, where I can happily say I turned utterly suicidally depressed from the lack of sleep I got! :D Always lovely!
I've been discussing it with my mum, and she says that I may be wielding a knife with the barrage of words I give out! My patience is thin, and I am rather cold! Yippee for being moody sensitive girl! I've been crying, and I don't cry; eating badly and being a general pain in the arse really.
I just wish that there was a magic wand whereby I could just instantly be able to all refreshed when I finally get to sleep to be frank. I hate depression because that means that I get behind in work, and that stress becomes soul-destroying because I have to will things not to fall apart really.
That's the end of my rant. Happy commenting! ^^