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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
*sighs*
Ah yes. So I am STILL dealing with the fall-out of all of this. I don't know how to feel, but if it doesn't get discussed, then I'm going to have to have another scar.
I do indeed blame myself though, as it is my good old forte, and I saw the holes, and you know the saying 'keep your friends close, but your enemies closer'? Well, I did, but I gave him the benefit of the doubt, and THAT'S when I got deluded! How being kind can lead you up the creek without a paddle! Well, enlightened has given me the benefit of hindsight, and the belief that if I don't trust someone, and don't believe I should trust, then I SHOULDN'T! Thankfully, my mum's little saying was true, and I didn't get sucked in for long! *grins*
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