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• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Monday, November 12, 2007

A POEM! A POEM!
I haven't written one IN YEARS but my lover inspired me to just write it!
I don't EVER re-read them, or edit them, they just flow from my brain to the pen. ^^
ENJOY!

'Tis the time, and we are but called to be

'good little children at heart',

while the demon crafts his magic

and the devious faces are serene.



'Tis the time where all facades are up,

and the fingers tingle with the former joy

of isolation, dejection and CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY!

Yes, yes. Amaris is back.



I am but bored of the feeble

and futile facinations.

The pridem the fall, when one is like all.

No 'freedom of speech', no pleasantries,

all the analysis must remain within!

Only to be expressed libreally within the taboo room

of the bedroom, to be unseen by any

HUMAN'S EYES.

Nothing cute do I create,

Nothing pleasant to the eyes or ear.

What would be the point?

That's everyone else's job-

To present human filth as being aspirationally sound,

The ridiculous is normal, of course,

but self-mutilation of the negative kind- (not the plastic surgery)

to release that iner-most bitter pain,

but NO, everyone would rather see you in the lastest clothes,

looking like a dolly, skimming over the personality

with clothes that do NOT fit every body type.

The cheapening, yet revelaing of the sully which is human desire

and enticing us to believe all this wrong.

Moral upstanding to be the loner's choice-

the strong are weakened, and the weak become one.



Amaris
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